; Distant Memories

Jalan Kayu Prata

2008-11-29T23:50:00.005+08:00

Spent my friday at home, cos i wasn't feeling well in the morning. Poor hubbie n me both got sick on monday from eating some western food ): get well soon dearest <3

okay heres a quick history of my laptop.I bought a laptop in my 2nd year of poly for studing purposes and it has been used for more than a year. I used it during my internship and it sorta.. just died?" oh well so i sent it for repair and got it back one week before my internship was over... 2 weeks later it died again same problems, (unable to start up windows.) My dad sent it back to Acer again.

Acer wasn't able to fix it so they replaced my laptop with a WHOLE NEW ONE! WEE!! previously my laptop had 120GB Hard Disk Capacity, was powered with Intel Core 2 Duo and had a 2GB RAM. The new laptop has 320GB HARD DISK SPACE, POWERED WITH INTEL CENTRINO 2 and 3GB RAM and a built-in Dolby Home Theatre System! UBER ORGASMIC PLS!

Spent the whole day configuring the laptop, user accounts and passwords. I met kaisheng and mattie for Jalan kayu Prata at about 2am. we rounded all the way to Yishun Dam and went through Seletar Camp.

Matt: "kai sheng.. i think your maid beside you."

KaiSheng: "FUCK YOU!!!!"(literally SCREAMING,like, DAMN LOUD OUR EARS DAMN PAIN LOL!)

Hahaha, we reached jalan kayu eventually and kai ordered some real nice mee goreng and matt ordered his egg prata. I had my kosong prata and egg prata lol, too hungry! After that we went back to kai's condo and i let mathew drive my car lolol! his hands were quite steady (:

I left for home cos my mum was nagging alrd, "you sick still go out until so late! bla bla bla..."

Tonight i went to jalan kayu again, with matt, yicong and raynier. matt and yi cong ordered kaisheng's orgasmic mee goreng lol i just settled for a ice milo lol.. after supper, we left for yishun dam where we saw LOTS OF BIKES and CARS ong got SLC pple also haha yay! my homey bros n sis'! it was a damn damn nice place to lepak, abit smelly la but we shall sit over on the other side next time (:

Kai didnt join us cos he was too tired. so he decided to ACT PANG SEH! but o well hahahaha!

That's it for now... random pic!

Our outing on thursday evening (:

and heres part of a song lyric, its quite sweet so kinda wanna share <3 enjoy!

Phath - You'll always be mine. Run a search on imeem yea?

I like waking up in the morning babe
Looking at your pretty face knowing that you’ll always be mine
And I like holding you in my arms at night
Underneath the moonlight knowing that you’ll always be mine
I like kissing you while you’re sleeping babe
Whispering I love you girl knowing that you’ll always be mine
And I like waking up to your pretty smile
Touching your soft skin knowing that you’ll always be mine

A memorable evening

2008-11-26T23:27:00.006+08:00

The night we gazed upon the stars.
Simply unforgettable.

Napfa and Joseph!

2008-07-06T00:37:00.007+08:00

hokay the day started off with an interview at pantropic online pte ltd, and I got the job! As a web developer. My job is to revamp the company's website http://pantropic.com.sg/ and i'll be doing posters and mailers for the company.

It'll be in the city area, in the middle of PS, Bugis and City Hall. So, look me up for lunch if you guys are near okay!!

Next!

I went back to TP...

nono, not a buncha HDB blocks, the sign is backwards!

Congrats to everyone on finding their attachment locations!! :D

3pm, it was time for NAPFA, i didn't take the test cos i rushed out of home and sorta accidently forgot about it. I could have taken it if i wore shoes! *regretting*

So, i accompanied my class to the sports complex where they registered for NAPFA, we were sorta early and had to wait for the other people to come. Most of us were bored... Till I decided to take out my camera and started snapping the retarded things pple were doing!

the C139 crowd =D

Chron was trying to wear his number tag 0159 in a special way cos he thinks that wearing it around his hips was kinda retarded...

So he turned it into a BRA and posed with his IM-SECSY FACE!

Kenneth, the guy in blue, was just trying to show Chron how to pose for the camera but got snapped together in the end! LOLOL!!! *coughs* BUSTED *coughs*

Chron again, this time wearing his shorts DAMN HIGH and using the tag to cover his P.P. He claims that it's 9 inches, HHAahahAHa!

Next up is Nicholas who joined the dots...

Or in his case, MOLES! (click for larger image)

I added captions to this pic just for fun, it wasn't what they were really thinking about. lol (:

I'm glad i tagged along, i saw for the first time, how the guys in our class strut their stuff! SIT-UPS, BROAD JUMPS, SIT AND REACH, SHUTTER RUN and PULL UPS (damn secsy all the muscles protruding :D), after which was the 2.4KM run. The first runner came in at 8 minutes. and Joseph was the first from my class who made it at about 10 minutes.

I stayed awhile more to see some others, Stella made it in at about 12/13 mins. She was the 2nd girl to arrive. Good job! (:

Joseph and i had to leave cos his doggy, xiaohei was at home alone... so i drove him back to bukit batok and saw his doggy for the first time!

meet, xiao hei! (:

After jose let xiaohei drink some water, we went downstairs to walk the dog together. Jose let me hold the leash and i walked xiao hei. He was so cute! he went everywhere sniffing every tree, every pole and pee-ed on everyone of them lol! But he's a good doggy, he knows how to poop on grass lol!!

Jose said everytime he bring xiao hei down for a walk, it'll be the same path, haha! sweet lil thing... and when it was time to go home, joseph said, "xiao hei, hui jia le." xiao hei would SIT AND GIVE JOSEPH THOSE PUPPY EYES, the i-dont-wanna-go-home look! LOL, SO CUTE!!!

I went "awww! its giving you that look!"

but jose said, "He everytime also give that face..."

hahaha, i wanna walk xiao hei again!!

When we reached jose's place, jose bathed xiao hei. xiao hei licked me!! LOL he's so sweet and cute and was as fresh as a flower!! After that jose and i went out for dinner. We decided to go to Botak Jones and with steady hands, Jose took the wheel.Nice! It was a short drive and i guided jose on his first real parking... lol! he did well :D!

Jose, behind the wheel. (took with my 2 MP phone, sorry cos its blur ><)

Jose treat me to fish&chips and some green chilli stuffed with mozerella cheese thing, while he ordered black pepper chicken. IT WAS DELICIOUS!!! haha thank you Joseph!!! muacks! he spent about 21 dollars D: i feel kinda bad... next time i'll treat him back! i swear it!

my fish&chips.. <3!

Will end off here, may be meeting kai later after his compy. :D good luck Kai!

2008-06-22T03:17:00.012+08:00

Recently there have been a whole buncha birthdays? haha today's is Jerry's (mervin's younger brother) and he wants a PSP which i cant afford D:!!

So Happy June Birthdays to:
Mathew,
Mervin,
Jeremy,
Jerry,
Mervin's Dad. LOL?

Okay, i had the BEST 'last night' EVERRR!
Yesterday was Mervin's Birthday. I was late as i woke up at 4 and didnt had the time to really prepare to go out. Headed to Zul's place to meet Flair 'Nation, I missed everyone! seriously MIA-ed for a long time. There were some missing faces tho, like Raizal and Jazlyn... really missed them all.

Was welcomed with a BIG HUGS from EVERYONE, first was Fadzley, den Artyni haha she was damn high la, followed by Mervin, the bday boy =) Okay, even tho we broke up, we're still close? ya... He said that he still cares for me and all, and i can see that, but now everything's a big blur... i'm not sure of what im doing too, just going with the flo.

Didnt take any pics there, 'cos i was late? ya, sorta missed the photo session. but Zul's place was really homey =D! Thanks fer letting us crash ur place!

We had pizza, some fondue which was totally LOVES, and watched 'you got served', SWEET! After that merv and i had to leave... Merv was meeting his friends at Quay and i was gonna meet Bryan, a friend who drives a tweaked Honda Accord.

shudda on his headlights. OH WELL, next time!

It's been SO LONG since someone actually took me out on a ride, the last person was Justin, which i met later at 3am.

Lets come back to this first okay.

Bryan brought me to Breko, at bugis where i had an ice cream with brownie. He was in the mood for something sour so he ordered lime juice! Then we chatted and all, mostly about cars like what he modified and all, his car has yet to begin modifying. He also told me about his SLC days, friends and about his previous Lancer. okay, so maybe the accord's a good car! it really is.

But I'm still a lancer fanatic? YEA!

After that he asked if i wanted to go clubbing and all and i declined cos it was already 12 am plus and wasnt in the right attire to club. I looked so shagged! So he brought me to Yishun Reservoir instead, where we got to see ALOT of cars!

i saw, 2 evo 10s, 3 evo 9, 3 celicas, 1 S2000, a whole troop on Hondas, jazzes, civics and accords and lots more, even bikes! it was really cool! imma hang out there again! Ya, but while we're chatting bryan took out his 8 mega pixels, Sony Cybershot camera and started shooting. WIN MINE CAN~, mine's only 7 mega. =/

okay so here are a few CYBERshots;

That's bryan =D This pic is to make his ex-gf jealous, LOL!

That's me and his Honda Accord, so 'MAN' luhs, his car is loves =D!

Celicas! ROAR!!! Secsy to the max!

Okay,, enough pics =D

Bryan sent me home and Mervin was drunk. I called him as soon as i got home, and he was.. high, he knew wad he was doing but he couldn't walk straight haha! poor thing...

I showered and settled down in front of my comp. Ready to chat with my usual night chat crew when suddenly someone, who i havent seen nor talk to for a very long time looked me up. He was Justin, the person who actually inspired me to get a Lancer =D. Even though the Honda Accord was a nice ride, Just's was better because of memories spent together with it, it was my favourite ride! Even better than my own x3!!

Justin used to pick me up from home and he'd spend time with me when i'm down. Usually we'd head out for supper. He's wayyy cool man. He sends his dad to work! I remember this period of time when he had a HUGE mitsubishi sticker planted on his bonnet and his car was like so easy to recognise! There was one occassion when i was late for school and was still waiting for the bus, and i saw his car LOL! i called him and he made a U-Turn just to pick me up and send me to school, he's so sweet luhs! I had a major crush on him back then.=D things didnt work out =( Happened before i even entered poly. Ho ya, he was from Temasek Poly too =D!

Last night was sweet. It felt nice to be his passenger again, like old memories ah... He didnt do much modifications since i last rode it, he changed his auto car into a manual lol! Think i'd do the same if i had the cash =/ We hung out, for awhile and my parents were like asking me to go home... But yes, i got to see him again and it was really unforgettable.

Let's do it again! =D cars are LOVES!
Thanks Justin, Thanks Bryan, last night was refreshing!!

Goodnight world!

2008-06-14T04:33:00.007+08:00

First of all, i would like to send my deepest condolences to Clifton Lam's family and friends.

Clifton was my Facilitator for 'Zilra'. He was a good leader who always took the initiative to cheer our group up and get things going. Sadly, he has departed from this world. The tradegy happened in Burnei during training when he collapsed. He was training to be a pilot.

Read the article here:
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/353643/1/.html

I pray that he'll rest in peace.
You will be dearly missed by everyone...

To those out there, cherish your loved ones. Life is unpredictable.

I spent an entire afternoon in Suntec today while waiting fer Mother Mat, Mother Kai and the other mothers RuiMing and Ceed. I had fun tho, i went back to carrefour to see old faces, new faces and i saw the person who was doing the survey and he reminded me of myself and xiaowei =D miss her loads.

OH! When i was walking towards suntec, there was this guy to chased after me all the way from HMV to adidas in citylink! LOL!! when i turned and plucked out my ear piece, he suddenly said, "I'M YI HAN"

So i gave him that, i-dont-know-you-but-am-i-supposed-to-know-you face...

and he suddenly said, "dont be afraid! Im not from some modeling company! but WAH I TELL YOU, YOU WALK DAMN FAST, I CHASED U FROM ALL THE WAY THERE!" *points at HMV*

=/

okay turns out that his boss saw me and said she kinda liked my dressing and all, it was just a green checkered shirt and white hot pants, nothing special. and he gives me a namecard and asked me several questions about whether i wanted to be in the entertainment industry and all. Well, conclusion was that i took the namecard and gave him my number cos i WAS AFRAID I'D BE LATE!!

ended up waiting from 4pm to 7pm, LOL!

anyways! When they arrived, we went to the PC convention and there was supposed to be this plan where they irritate one of the promoters cos one of the mother's friend said that this particular promoter keeps stealing customers. I wasnt very sure of the plans tho.. hahaa!

But anyway the convention was HUGE! i wanted to get a new monitor of at least 20 inch, currently mine's 17, and its kinda small and its gonna fall apart anytime soon, thanks to my peeing air con! ZZ!

I so wanna renovate my room luhs.

Okay after the convention we were scouting fer a place to eat... But because it was a friday, all the restaurants were packed and so, we settled for makan sutra. Ceed left us halfway and i thought that maybe we could see mervin but he wasn't working.. had some mee soto fer dinner and its so... not filling! HAHAHa!

im hungry.

Well, thats the end of the day. We headed home after dinner haha =) well, i got a hug! haha!
Yay!! Happy!!! ^^

Will be leaving for msia again soon. This time to the mountains!
Please take care of yourself guys, will be back tuesday =) till then!

CHRON, PLS SEE A DOCTOR!

i will never forget what you told me, so long ago...
"if i were older, i'd wooed you."

2008-06-11T06:32:00.013+08:00

IM BACK! From Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia!!

IT WAS SO MUCH FUN but i've returned with lotsa cuts, bruises and grazes. =( nevertheless it was one helluva experience!

Day ONE!

ACTUALLY, there was no day one. we departed from school at 2200 hrs and spent the entire day 1 in the bus. Well, i found my bunkie and she was shagged haha! Stella Zhu! I met Nicholas' Girlfriend, Su Peng and found out later that she was also another bunkie! So i'll be sharing my room with 2 girls, YAY! Everyone was like still so quiet luhs since we all came from different classes and werent very familiar with each other's presence.

Day TWO!

The best of the three days, We went to Gua Tempurung, it was a limestone cave filled with sculptures which have developed for over 400 billion years THAT'S 3824761205472391819746121389264 TIMES MORE THAN I CAN LIVE! LOL! We had to crawl thru holes, low ceilings with stalagmites and stalactites, its how i got my boo boos!

Okay here are some pics of what we manage to see in the cave =)

they said that this particular area of the cave was haunted by a lady... the firstlady.
At the same area, we also found this:

the dainty lady's leg.

The golden flowstones, it was beautiful.

the various shaped stalagmites and stalactites growing from the cavern ceilings and grounds. AND as you can see, yes, we were in the water. =P!

FINALLY, one last pic:

OSAMA BIN LADEN! LOL!

There were other sculptures we saw like the guan yin ma. and the elephant. Also we found a HUGE EYE in the middle of the cave as well as a malay grave. That particular cave was used as a meeting place for the communist during the war. So it was pretty much interesting.

AFTER THAT!

I managed to squeeze up a lorry with 20 over people! we were all standing and were avoiding trees branches, rambutans and DURIANS! OMG! Imagine yourself in the lorry and someone shouts DUCK! and the whole lorry ducks, someone almost butted Chron off the lorry LOL! Poor thing Chron! I YANKED A BRANCH OFF A TREE WHILE DUCKING! LOL but no free rambutans =( LOL! Least we managed to wave to the children of the kampong villiage, and omg they were so cute, they gleefully waved back!

We arrived at the white waters, where we were gonna RAFT! WHEE!! So the instructor gave us instructions on what to do when we capsized. wah i had to wear my specs and it was like OMG WHY WONT MY EYES BE OKAY!? When i was thrown into the water everything was fine and SUDDENLY THE STUPID HELEMT COVERED MY FACE,HAHA! FUCK i couldn't see la. ZZ!

Okay the first rapid was alright, during the 2nd or third rapid Nicholas, Su peng and i were thrown into the water when we collided with a rock causing our raft to tilt. Surprisingly, i could open my eyes in the water and it doesnt hurt! HAHA! i drifted quite far from the rapid and from my raft. MY RAFT WAS LEFT WITH SHANE AND YI JIAN and they were struggling without the instructor helping them!

THEY LOOKED DAMN FUNNY LA, HAHA!! They were jumping on the raft and paddling like mad! But the raft wouldn't budge! LOL i dont know what they did next as i was in the process of being recued from laughing and drowning in water, ROFL!! But the managed to get the raft moving in the end.

okay i do not have pictures of how our raft looked like so imma take some pictures from the website. and here they are:

Everyone was safe and some were injured, but not serious. Zi jie lost his specs. Im sorry zi jie's specs that we had to abandon you. *cries*

That night we went to our hotel rooms and settled down before going out to dinner. Stella went off with another clique and the rest of us, Chron, Nicholas, Yi Jian, Raymond, Shane, Su Peng and me went to Kenny Roger's Roasters' to eat. IT WAS DAMN CHEAP LA compared to singapore haha! too bad they ran out of muffins lol. OH and we went to watch KUNGFU PANDA! IT WAS DAMN CUTE!!!!! and again, cheap! :D

Afterwhich we went to the hotel lounge to have some booze with some people entertaining us. yada yada yada skipping details...

OK STELLA GOT DRUNK! and she went missing in the middle of the night and Alastair had to go find her. She couldnt remember what happened the next morning =/ haha.. relax okay stella loves u still!!

so we slept...

DAY THREE FINAL DAY!

We went to the hot springs, Sungei Klah Air Panas. and the feeling of soaking our legs into waters of over 30 degrees was SHIOK PLS! and our wounds didnt hurt as much as it did before, yes! miracle hot springs!

The group went to the cool pool where they played the HUGE slide and they got bored of sliding the normal ways they STOOD UP AND SURFED DOWN! HAHA DAMN COOL, i had to take care of our belongings and was being entertained by a baby who barely knew how to walk LOL OMG he's the cutest and he was eating soggy twisties! SO CHUBBY!!! LOL!

Okay we went to a warmer mountain spring and it was filled with floating ALGAE AND MOSS but it was still shiok LOL! Shane was like, "IM NOT GONNE PUT MY FACE IN THE WATER! WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MY FACE!" HAHA! Vain to the max cann~

After that we went to bathe and were sitting in the cafeteria for lunch and they were playing old school songs like mambo number 5, Barbie Girl and tracks from the vengaboys! WHOA!

Everyone was damn high la! HAHAHA!

Boarded the bus which was home bound! YAY!

whoa im so tired its BEEN SUCH A LONG POST.

thanks for reading =) LOVES!

8.25 am. GOODNIGHT WORLD!

2008-06-05T16:53:00.003+08:00

I'm in class now and so tired...

Recently i know a friend thru Audition. My first impressions of him were like wildand funny! 'cos he invites people and kick them just for the fun of it. Before he kicks, he'd usually give some comment like, "YOU TOO UGLY! BYE!"*kicks*

LOL! It makes me laugh everytime haha!

I remember that time when he keep poking girls like, "Hey pretty, i love you! let's get married, i go buy a-cash now!" ROFL!! So FUNNY la!!!

and surprisingly, the girl still wanted to CONSIDER! LOL!! Then another girl comes in and he asks the same thing to the new girl even tho that previous girl was still in the room HAHa! So nonsense!

But ok luhs. He's a nice guy behind all that acting hahaha!

I've been overnighting online with him and its like SO HARD to find someone who doesnt sleep at night. We auditioned and earned DENs (fake audition money) and last night he helped me leveled. So currently;

bombshellx - level 16
LegTired - level 10

so noob right haha!

He's sweet luhs, he accompanied me the whole night before just to keep me awake so that i can finish my work. But last night was the sweetest haha =D he made me sing him a lullaby before he went to bed. sp pai seh can lol! Usually i'd just record and send~ but. last night was live thru the phone....

Dear Kai:

THANKS A MILLION!!

Next time i'll exchange my lullaby for a piano piece! okay? Hahhaa!

2008-06-03T23:01:00.003+08:00

Last night, went online to audi with kai (Balfrix) and he sorta cheered me up =) thanks alot!
(hope to hear ur piano skills soon) Sorry, if i made you miss school.

Oh ya, i missed school today cos i wasnt feeling well. ya dont gotta ask me why just, ya not well =)

Saw Mario today and he said, "DI, guess what! i may be taking over your post as Publicity Secretary!"

and i was so HAPPY pls! Like a few weeks ago i was wondering who would take my place and all... Ya i jumped for joy and hugged him! LOL i think he's the perfect guy for the job =)

Good Luck Mario! and get well soon!
That's it fer now... gonna bathe n do work!

Schedule:
Friday, ITPM TEST, TRIF Project Submission, Get ready for trip to IPOH saturday =D!

2008-06-02T17:26:00.001+08:00

for the record:

i am 20 years old and i dont go for small fries.

live with it, deal with it.

'DEAREST' IS A COMMONLY USED WORD IN MY VOCAB.

Life's about give and take.

2008-06-02T16:40:00.004+08:00

To know where you're standing;

1. You come BLABBERING at people without knowing their backgrounds.
2. You make a statement with EVIDENCES which you only SEE and NOT RESEARCH.
3. If you were standing in his shoes and find that someone WHOM YOU KNOW (LIKE 3 YEARS COME ON!) is being jealous-ed by his girlfriend, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

I'm gonna blog about YOU and that 4 min 36 secs conversation we had.
you are
OVER-PROTECTIVE.
NAIVE.
LOUD.
CONCLUSIVE.
ARGUMENTATIVE.
REPULSIVE,
and you have teeth problems.
I can hear it in your tone. and you hate losing. That's why you cut off the LINE without me getting to say anything. like "BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA -BYE!"

PLUS POINT: He's not the only one im asking to Ipoh. So get over it, its under a SCHOOL ADVENTURE THING? *rings a bell*

and you're telling me to leave HIM alone? and not telling him ANYTHING after that Pin-Pointing conversation we had? dream on girl~ I'm blogging it now, aren't i? *raise a brow*

I'm nice, but im not forgiving. Live with it, oh, and please understand =)

I'm glad that you actually read my blog =) BUT KNOW THAT A BLOG is a person's PRIVATE PLACE, a SANCTUARY, and it's my free will to blog about anything i want, anytime, anywhere. Even rubbish shit like.

"BANANAS ARE NUTELLAS IN DISGUISE."

and no one's gonne complain about it. Are you?

I'm gonne give you RESPECT as i know your name. Im not gonna advertise it here for ANYONE esp HIM to see. (Hello it was in his msn nick, DUH.)

so you'd better thank God.

ROAR! scratches wall

2008-06-02T15:29:00.003+08:00

I was kinda annoyed that i couldn't get someone is this REALLY crucial time. I wanna cry! But figured, i'd just blog it out.

Im going to IPOH! For white water rafting, caving and the hotsprings =D It's gonne be sooo much fun! I invited Mr Matty to join us because my teacher is lenient and will 'close one eye' to this sorta things.Mr Matty said he would think about it and ask his mum.

The forms are to be handed in TODAY!!!!! and i still cant get him, like REALLY! I msned, i smsed, i called... last resort would be going over to his place. RAH!!!!!!!!! God, i feel like crying again! *cries out loud*

2008-05-30T02:12:00.002+08:00

School has been boring.

When i first got my timetable i thought it was kinda slack, so that was not so bad. I only had to go to school for 4 days a week, 3 hours a day. I only had 2 subjects you see. The dreaded part was when i realised that our class was split up and only a few of us had the same timetable. Luckily i had friends i made from other classes and the club.

Really. Thank goodness.

Chatting with Mathew now, and he's doing his workout? Yea.. its like now ive got nothing to do and im actually free to blog about my day. WOW my blog has been quiet for the past two years. Maybe i'll catch on blogging again. Get the hang of it.

Qi Zhi asked me to go for gym yesterday and i SERIOUSLY wanted to. Suddenly he tells me, "no la just kidding." He told me to stay home and rest. I missed school yesterday, woke up at 3. Eversince the slacking period, I've been sleeping at 4 or 5 am and only for a few hours each time. I guess i got my "big break" yesterday lol.

i wanna tan! but not too dark. dont wanna become a chaotah girl.

made some stuff today:

a tissue paper aeroplane,
some french toast,

a geek outta myself (darn eye infection),

and a proto logo for mathew,

okay, think im going in game abit =) hope my comp doesnt hang.

complicated love story

2008-05-17T02:05:00.005+08:00

I just realised that my love life has been full of ups and downs, but its all worth =)

I'm not sad, im a single carefree girl! Its like- if a guy wanna break i wont go beggin' fer him to stay. I'd be happier if my life has got its freedom.

Recently, i've got in touch with mathew teo.. if you read my earlier posts, you'd know that he's my audition in-game ex-boyfriend. Drrknightt.

I met him in person 2 years ago, but despite our age gap(3 years) i feel that he's the type of guy i'd fall head over heels for. I remember really crushing on him that time hahaha like he's a real bf not an on-line bf... thing.

Now, he's waiting for NS, not because of poor results but because he didnt wanna pursue a certain course in RP so he opted for another but didnt get any in the end-sad case scenario.

WELL, the good news is, Im meeting him later, at 12 pm about. We're gonna head down to ECP and we're gonna blade, i dont really know how but he said he was gonna teach me.. so yays! He's still as sweet as before. He'd clear his day for me, and plan everything out so that the day will go perfectly sweet =))) omg loves him la!

Sad news is, his cousin told me that he got an infection.

He had to go to for a blood test last thursday. His biceps were swelling on friday so he went jogging instead. He did some chin ups and the vein in his bicep ruptured therefore causing an infection. I hope nothing is too serious =((

*worries*

to Mathew,

You're still my macho man!

his pictures:

he's really turned skinny!

so cool

his nice body~ yums!

his baby picture! so cute la! still can smile =))

Flair' Nation

2007-11-04T03:27:00.000+08:00

OMG! Im like SUPER PROUD OF THEM(especially my hubby)!!! Yayy, go flair nation, its your birthday, just partaay like its your birthday!

it was like WOW! we went to far east for the hip hop weekend for the anti-smoking dance competition! Yayy~ they landed their hot butts in the finals! 17 Nov gotta watch 'em! They're simply the best! and i hate RP's sore losers.

4 Nov 2007 haha yayyyy its ike ONE MONTH ALRD! so fast can... Too bad i sprained my ankle.. its like wah!! cant go out =(! planning to have home cooked lunch =))))) yums!

Hubby looks hawt in this pic.

fazli and mervin hahaha! merv hawty like MINE!

2007-10-04T02:35:00.000+08:00

i found mr right,
but its the wrong time.

n im goin' crazy about some stuff! -.-"

RELAX!

2007-09-18T14:52:00.001+08:00

i am a simpleton!
Haha that's concluded today.

i was amused by this picture and kept staring at it for a full 45 mins!

lol... are you a simpleton too?

so...

2007-09-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

Jocelyn, this is not "goodbye",
This is a "see you 5 months later!"
I'll miss you hell loads!
Whenever there's a meeting,
that chair beside me,
will always be empty now.
least for 5 months...

if you're reading this,
take care okay?
Don't cry cause you are not alone!
and you have to be strong =)
Happy 20th Birthday,
and Bon Voyage my dear friend...
loves!

STARSCREAM the empire in my heart!! <3

2007-09-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

Seno... Takinoko Takinoko no ki AHHH!!
omm chi chi om chi, omm chi chi CHUCKY CHUCKY!
omm chi chi om chi, omm chi chi AHHH!!
OoLala, OoLaLaa, HANDIPLAST! (piak!)
*beats* OUCH!
*beats* AHH!!
*beats* OUCH!
AH AH AH AH~
I say STARSCREAM you say eh you say eh you say eh!
I say STARSCREAM you say ah you say ah you say ah!
I say STARSCREAM you say EH
I say STARSCREAM you say AH
I say STARSCREAM YOU SAY
EH EH EH EH EH AHhhh~!!

WOOO Congrats STARSCREAM!!!!
I love my empire~!!
did me SOOO Proud!!

To my dearest fellow FA,

CHEONG KENG MUN!
Thanks for making things happen!!! We wouldn't have gotten the title of BEST EMPIRE if it wasn't for your dedicated hardwork. Also, for being there when i needed help, cause it's my first time being an FA. I need to you for being so... kuku lah.. in a way cause i really don't know what to do LOL!

I enjoyed the self declared 'nightwalks' we had cause it's so FUN and filled with laughter and joy and DANCE!! Thanks for believing that i can be a better FA, i promise you that i will ^^. It's so sad that this is your last teambonding camp. I didn't want to mention it in fear that it would remind you abt it and make you sad...

You'll still be the number 1 FA IN MY HEART!!! now till forever ^^ haha!! During this camp, we've shared happy moments, sad moments, funny moments abit of "pek chek" moments, but seriously thanks for being there.

lots 'n lots 'n lots 'n LOTS 'N LOTSA LOVEEEEsssssss!!!!! <3

Dear Star Scream!!!

CONGRATS ON YOUR ACHIEVEMENT!!! You guys know you can do it. Especially the last day. You guys were really AMAZING cause you weren't dependent on your FAs and were quite independant!! Im sorry i couldn't be there 24/3...But i am soooo proud of you guys, Nic too hahaha!!]

I know things were pretty hard on you guys during the first 2 days, cause you don't know that people well and it takes time to clique. I understand ^^ but the 2nd day was your stepping stone!! During the night performance you guys worked together really hard!! and you know that you all can communicate =)) that's an achievement from day 1.

Day 3, everyone was in a sulky mood in the morning. After PT you guys actually poured your hearts out to the empire without me having to ask! I think it's pure initiative and it was really stunning to some of the main comms. After your station games, most of the Station Masters were like "WAH STARSCREAM TODAY VERY VERY GOOD!"

From day 1 to day 3 was an adventure ^^ but lets not leave it as a distant memory and lets work together to bring these new bonds of friendship to greater heights!! OKAY??? I LOVE STAR SCREAM!! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS~!

XING XING JIAO!!
XING XING JIAO!!
STARSCREAM OI!!

Some things that happened during camp;

- My palm swells...
During the nightwalk, i had to scare people, more like frighten them. The group of 4 had to come in to search for a clue we hid. and to scare them, i planned to hit my hand onto the fire extinguisher box cause it will create the metalic and loud effect. Sadly, instead of hitting on the glass, i hit my palm onto the metal rotating part of the metal cupboard and it swell. Now its a just a very big blue black mark. sighs~

- Cried cause of water bomb...
During the event of the wet station games, my Alvin said that iw as very dry and gave my empire waterbombs to hit me. LOL one flew to my abdomen and it landed really hard. I couldn't stand and had to squad and started crying cause it really hurt at that point of time. Haha, but im alright ^^ the people in my empire were really nice kept askin if i was okay =))) loves!

- Called to dance in front of LT with Nicholas...
The LT was calling for Mervin to dance but he went out to smoke. So they called Nicholas instead and Darren said,"But if he dance alone very weird so lets call upon his partner FA to come up and join him!" and was like HUR OMG EMBARASSMENT! And during this part he was like gonna grind me haha stunned sia... hahaha!

- During the last part of the camp my empire...
My empire prepared a cheer for us during the last day of camp and they made nic and me gather in the middle of the cricle they formed. Suddenly someone said "Nic and Diana like gonna get married..." and the whole empire was going "DA DA DA DA~~~(the wedding music)" OMG EMBARASSING!! HAHAHhaHaa~!! and they asked smth in chinese i dont know what they said exactly and Nicholas nodded his head HAhHAha He's so cute! The empire went "ORHHH~" and they made that wedding music again =.="

2007-08-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

i can't deny it.
Some people may think im ficker-minded.
Some people may think im greedy.
Some may also think that i am impatient.

I guess,
i'm all of the above.
But something new's coming
and...
i think im gonna suffer a wee bit more.

argh, hate life.
but he's worth living for.

i miss him.
cui...

Angels -

2007-06-28T01:37:00.000+08:00

angels
within temptation

Sparkling angel I believed
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

feeling really down now, no comments.
just moodless.

blank

2007-06-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today i had a near deja vu, or more of a reminder of a dream i had like so long ago maybe last year? Alright in the dream, was s itting in my car, with a friend, then at that time i told her about a cute guy, and how we can be together but somehow fate isn't on our side thing. Then today, that same girl from my dreams told me "hey, i think your friend is cute." and i remembered the dream.

How do you feel when the chances of you being with the one you like are like less than 50% while your friend's chances with the guy you like are like more than 50%? Its so hard to face the fact.
But fact is, she didnt even know his name until i told her. Gee its all getting confusing.
I feel like getting wasted tonight. Darn hungry! Haven't eaten anything in a day...

I miss him, he's been at camp for the past few and even though weve smsed thru all 3 days, (told ya we could be tgt but like no fate) i still missed him. wanna see his face!!!!

I think thruout the time I've known him, we've only hugged once, which was during the parting of camp. He's so tall and boney! LOL!

why...
sigh.... i need.... something!

Imagine me without you

2007-06-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

I was in the club room the other day and i heard this song. Got addicted to it immediately, and although its a christian song, its really nice...

Imagine me without you
Jaci Velasquez

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You oh

Chorus

I can't imagine me without You

Yesterday we had a leadership training workshop and after it all ended (FINALLY), the gang decided to watch fantastic 4 haha its really nice! I rate it better than the first one. To those who haven't watch, its a must-catch!

On the way home with shihan something interesting happened. She asked,"Are you and Samuel, like, together(I WISH)?" hahaha like shocking lah ok the answer is no... but she's not the first to ask also hahaha. Then that night when i was on the phone with him, he sang me his song, another christian song he composed really nice... okay, i told him wad shi han said and his reaction was "hahaha... wat ever mann.." hahaha, predicted he'd say that lol...

Completed the AY 06/07 newsletter for AGM yeah ready to print now! WOOTS
G-doubleO-B-J-O-B
GOOD JOB DIANA!

2007-06-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

boy meets girl,
girl meets boy.
They fall in love,
but can't be together.

2007-05-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

I made it for INTSC main comm... These are the people who are in with me =)

President: YuanLong
Vice President: Darren
SubCommHead: Marcus (pending)
Asst SubCommHead: Shawn (pending)

the following others are in main, but I'm not sure about their positions they're gonna hold;

Maryam
Dawn
Jocelyn
Katherine
Ricky
Coburn
Shi Han
Nicholas Soon
SuFen aka nana
Melvin

and ME! I'm going to be in Publicity!

I'll work hard for Shamayne, Zhen Xiang and Nicholas Cheong my SHIFU, most imptly for IND!

We're gonna work hard for this AY and keep our title as the best club in TP!!! WOOOO iNTSC 06/07 rawk!!! I love them =))

ok here's a small section about last night:

Happy Birthday Justin!

i went there and knew no one, lol he wasnt even there hahaha... 'cause he had to go out to buy ice.. So i met a few new faces, talked abit here and there and wow, hahaha someone actually knows Samuel and Guo Wei lol!! High profile ah? yeah, so took a some pics, actually, 2 kinda funny ones and a grp pic of his friends also in TP haha =) After that, he blew the candles out and tada!!!! hahahaha.... well happy 21st!

and yet another small section about a boy named samuel, lol!

I knew samuel thru OTC, orientation training camp. He was well knowned as the guy with the funky hair or flag stealer. LOL, in my case, flag stealer hahaha! We didn't talk dring OTC at all and only started during FOC/W, freshmen orientation camp/workshop. I can't remember when it started, but i remember the time when i had to see the doctor on monday night and when my dad drove me back to school, he was sweet enough to leave the group he was with and wait for me while i settle my girl girl stuff like, put my medicine in my bag, take my wallet, make sure i zipped my bag, forgot handphone.... this and that LOL! Then my dad drove us to the school's bus stop and we had to walk over to the other side. He was so SHY lah hahaha... kept saying dowan...

That was really, unforgettable =)

After camp, i realised that he was alrd in my msn list =x hahaha and i saw his friendster. Learned that he's an artist! Like me, we didn't get into design school, but o well... ended up in opposite ends of TP, Engine and IT LOL!

So at present i can say that samuel is an artist, a singer, a camper, a tennis player, a "model" LOL and many things others aren't. But most imptly, he's my really sweet friend hahaha who owes me cookies!

feeling: high, low, crappy... missing him!

2007-04-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

WOW! back from camp, once again. Its been soooo long like 2 weeks since i blogged? Anyway, all was swell and ok, p.squad simply rocks! i made freshie friends ahha and the only guy who made the deepest impact was a freshie named Selig. He was my freshie in FOW and he came to our IT school week 0 camp. PLUS, he's in IND yay YAY yay!! A dude who's mixed? chinese and english... So he has english features and erm... naturally english teehee!

One of the most exciting part about week0 was that i was one of those selected to represent iT school's cheer group along with fang lu, nicholas cheong, ming shen', nana, jenny, melissa, ben goh, guo wei, mario, si jie, serena, wilson, zen and a few more others haha! loves all =)))

The other exciting thing was nightwalk whee! i love scaring the people..... however it was better the second night because during the first night, my station was at the amphi theatre which was real big... and it was hard to hide....... while the 2nd night i had to be stationed at IT school's lv8. it was a one way path and it was alot more narrow so the area was dark and enclosed haha..

There were really happy moments haha like when i stepped into LT12 where there was the IND freshies, someone commented that i was PRETTY! HAHA it happened like...

*steps into LT with serena and si jie*

i went like "IND woohoo!"

and Someone with the mic went "Okay, this is Diana, she's also in IND, very pretty right?!"

and i like went "shutup lor," and i tried hitting him... but he moved and i ended up hitting his mouth....

me : "eeks! your saliva!"

him: "for your info, that saliva has vege's(ivan, he's a vegetarian) saliva with it too!"

*wipes it on him*

And the same person said the same thing again... this time we were walking somewhere, i cant remember.... he said i was pretty again! hahaha wah... sadly its not justin lol...

Feeling lazy to blog alot... So here are some pics =)

melissa and jenny. Scary right?

that's me and melvin. taken in log room =pPpPp...

mario and his retarded face. LOL!

Nicholas and i went for jam and hop but when we went there it was over so we mixed around with freshies.... ZILRA freshies! oh and i learned an ophix cheer haha!

Loves intsc main com and sub coms. Will miss you guys.... Melissa, Jonathan, Stacy, Kian Hui, Jenny.... muacks!! happy graduation ><.... cant believe i cried so much.... sigh.

what a day!

2007-04-08T02:51:00.000+08:00

Today i went to school to pack the goodie bags for freshies!! I think that its super budget lor, they're giving freshies foolscap in a plastic file which is in a useless piece of white weaved bag. i think i'd rather throw everything away if i were the freshie... LOL!

So we were doing cheap labour like 4000 bags! sigh... Its worse than a workout. MUCH much worse. First we were told to rip the cardboard OFF the foolscap which was covered in wraps. Then we had to remove the wraps and stack the foolscap 5 sets per row. Slowly the number of wrapless foolscap increased and they told us to stop!

We were given orders to remove the plastic packing from ALL the plastic folders all 4000! Can die pls. and after removing half, they split us into 2 groups. One is to continue removing the plastic covers from the folders, the other is to surround the stacks of foolscap on the ground and start slotting them into the folders. ONE BY ONE! AHHHHHhh!!!

After finishing, they made us put the folders into lousy white plastic bags to make it look crappy so that freshies wont come to temasek and JUST when we thought it was over, they made us pack the 4000 FOUR THOUSAND files into boxes in 16s or 18s depending on the size of the box and transport them back to the SAA building. zzzz~

end of story, but on the lighter side....

*last night*

bombshellx` : вoring said:
heyyas, you going tmr?

Raymond said:
i got something on tmr

Raymond said:
so will probably drop off the form and leave

Raymond said:
u going?

bombshellx` : вoring said:
yeps

bombshellx` : вoring said:
im going

bombshellx` : вoring said:
haha

Raymond said:
ohoh okay

bombshellx` : вoring said:
if got fate i'll see u lah

bombshellx` : вoring said:
hahaha

Raymond said:
yea indeed =)

*today*

i woke up late... Haha but still can dilly-dally took my own sweet time to bathe, wash up and MAKE UP. I took a cab down and the taxi driver alighted me at the wrong place. He alighted me at design school so i had to cut across business to reach the sportshall. FATE made me saw him... barebodied.

He waved, and i waved back but his shirt was covering his abdomen!!! So i couldnt see if he had 6 pax or what. All i saw was his chest muscles and treps haha! hottie okay~ hahahaa! and just a few steps away frm him, darren called to say that he would be late cause he just woke up haha!and i freakin hell missed my chance to say 'hello'... sigh~

Well, least i'll be seeing him in foc/fow!! Only went out with him once. that time we went to catch death note 2 and it was near x'mas... i bought him choclate cookies.... and he treated me to the movie and subway!! haha we shared that freakin huge sandwich hahaha =)))

yepps, this is Raymond. Badminton player, school team =), chocolate cookie lover, drummer, guitarist. He haven't name my x'mas bear! I remembered that time in magus, we were supposed to write stuff about each other on a postcard and eventhough he introduced himself to me already, i couldnt remember his name... so when i got his card i started...

"WHO'S RAYMOND?!?!?!!"

and there he was beside me staring at me... WAH SO PAISEH LAH!!! and he went...

"Wah, wah lao!! OK LOR!" and he wanted to get up and walk away hahaha! den i pulled him back down and said...

"OMG! IM SO SORRY~ hahaha!! I'll write you a very nice one okay!??!"

and i wrote my number LOL!

yes and that's him too... HAHA! cute hunk!

vacation in changi

2007-04-06T02:49:00.000+08:00

YAY, im back from chalet!!! It was a blast! Thanks to sweet kelvin who brought his lappy, and PS2 for us to play hahaha! i think it wouldve been a bore if not for him cause i remembered the tv being on like 80% of the time he was around haha...

okay Day1:
I had promin meeting and we discussed alot about station games and nightwalk. It's gonna be fun! haha whee! okay so i went met kelvin at tampines interchange at 6 and we headed down to the chalet in 29... we got lost (almost) and shamayne directed us back on track hahaha! Well, after that we plugged in the ps2 and played games... Around 11 or earlier? we started our movie marathon LOL! You know what? we watched "hostel" and is was R21!!! HUR! so i TRIED to watch.... and gave up so i went to bathe.

After i came out it was the really gory parts already... That jap girl had her eyeballs cut out! OUCH!!!! and when the guy tried to remove the eyeball by cutting the stem, pus ooozed out like super eeEEEEkkkKKsss!! some people were tired and went to sleep first. Okay so the movie was gore and more gore and END. We watched step up after, and it was really nice to hear the beats. haha Gotta love that movie =)

I fell down while trying to throw some rubbish outside the chalet cause there was this step which i couldnt see and tripped over in the dark. rolled on the road side abit and have earned myself a few grazes. thank whoever, whatever.

Day2:
Shamayne nic and i didnt sleep thru the night and somewhere near the dawn yi jian woke up. So i went into his room and plunged into his bed tossed and turned and went out. i did this a couple of times until it was like 6.45am? shamayne and i travelled 1.4 km down to changi village to restock on what we dont have like sugar & milk. After which we hiked another 1.4 km up to our chalet where we made breakfast for our lil c139 family x3!!

We made french toast!! haha so fun right?!?! and kelvin woke up to help us haha. Kelvin you seriously got to buck up in making french toasts. Next time can make for your laopo haha!! after eating some scrambled eggs and toast i couldnt stand it any longer so i went to kelvin's bed and sleep... it was really nice of him to accompany me haha so sweet! he waited till i was asleep before leaving the room... when i was asleep, the group left for changi village for lunch and steph was worried that i'd go crazy when i realise that im being locked up. HAHA! She's so funny =)

When the group returned, steph checked on me and found me still sleeping. Hey im a pig okay, i wont deny that HAHA! then kelvin entered the room and i woked up and he asked if i was hungry... den he accompany me to sleep again hahaha! but i couldnt sleep anymore and i remembered sleep talking to kelvin cause i was dreaming about HDB flats and i started murmuring... kelvin thought i was still awake and he talked to me HAHA so funny!

that night we had BBQ!!! woo!!! and everything was simply delicious haha! Joel was chasing matthew around for flashing a toy camera at him haha with really bright blue, red, yellow and white flashes haha irritating in a funny way... Kelvin left shortly after the bbq for his class chalet and the other people played with sparkles. haha there were complains that we were really noisy but we didnt care haha.

They made mini explosions and videoed them down. There was one which was really funny.... We expected a really huge explosion so everyone stood really back except me hahaha i was sitting on the bench.. the explosion came and steph and shamayne who were standing behind me got burnt burnt by the sparks abit but i was alright... hahaha mustve been really lucky HAHA! matthew's telling me to shutup. okay~

Everyone went to sleep and some went home leaving nic, matt, steph, sham, jiayi and me in the chalet. stella came afterwards and she watched jersey girls in chron's lappy, which is with me now. strangely everyone got tummy aches the next day haha! mustve been something we all ate. Hmm~

day3:
we checked out at around 10 and and left for changi village for lunch. afterwhich we all went home. after i went home, i immediately lied down on my bed and slept from 3 to 9 haha! what a day.

Today, i went for program meeting and rushed for piano. I dont know what happened but my eyes felt really pain and after i got home i realised that my eyes were like totally red. So i took out my contacts and its still red! ARGH! sore eyes!!! how to go for FOC/FOW??!?!? sigh...

Im tired, goodnight will update more maybe later...

breaking news!

2007-04-01T05:37:00.000+08:00

Breaking news as in literally breaking news. Justin and his girl friend has broken up and he is free and available again. Today i talked to him in msn, his nick "Justin[Dead] selfish." So i started...

bombshellx` says:
katou san!!! if you reply me then you're not dead!

Justin[Dead] selfish says:
haha =)

We talked about having nightwalks planned in engine school cause its big, dark and scary LOL! Temasek freshmen wannabes who come to my blog will see spoilers haha! He said that he's done alot of 'scary' planning before, haha!

Well it came this part where i said

bombshellx` says:
Btw justin... NO! You're not selfish! haha!

but he said,

Justin[Dead] selfish says:
as a fren, i'm not.

Justin[Dead] selfish says:
but in a r/s. yes i am.

Justin[Dead] selfish says:
btw i'm single.

so my reaction was like "HUH?!", no, seriously.. 'cause i thought that it would just be a little complication which would be resolved later... but i didnt expect it to be such a big blow haha... Anyway, we chatted loads more and he went off to watch Mr Bean with his friend haha! Im catching it prolly with KC this coming week. yay!

He came back at around 5am and we started talking about cars and malaysia haha well nothing much except that a new shopping mall has OPENED!!! I wish i would go haha...

Anyway, I got pranked by Chang Long and i used the same trick on yi jian and chron haha! Yi jian was alright but chron...

bombshellx' says:
hey best...

cmc fish wonton said:
hello best

cmc fish wonton said:
:D

bombshellx' says:
haha ive been meaning to tell you smth..

bombshellx' says:
i think... i like you

cmc fish wonton said:
.

cmc fish wonton said:
wait

cmc fish wonton said:
lol

cmc fish wonton said:
that's a joke

bombshellx' says:
...

cmc fish wonton said:
lol

cmc fish wonton said:
but

cmc fish wonton said:
why now?

cmc fish wonton said:
hahaha

cmc fish wonton said:
like all of a sudden best

bombshellx' says:
cause...

bombshellx' says:
erm...

bombshellx' says:
it's APRIL FOOL'S!!

bombshellx' says:
LOL happy april fool's best hahaha!

cmc fish wonton said:
HOLY SHIT

cmc fish wonton said:
DUDE

cmc fish wonton said:
FUCK

cmc fish wonton said:
okay

cmc fish wonton said:
you got be really back

cmc fish wonton said:
bad*

bombshellx` says:
ROFL!!

HAHAHA!!! He says he's gonna get me on monday, but monday ain't April fool's no more my dear haha! OMG so fun hahahaha! Well its 6am! Gee... late nights but all for justin haha! Goodnight and HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAMMY!

17 signs that i like someone?

2007-03-30T04:38:00.000+08:00

Just visited friendster and found a bulletin which says 17 signs that i like someone. Its sorta very true! But... i keep fickering between one guy and another... what does this mean? Am i ficker minded or do i have 2 crushes. It's different when your crush already has a girlfriend hahaha! No, im not saying that my crush(es) have any girlfriends..... er... yea haha! However, one person stayed on my mind throughout the read but it seems too distant. LOL, gee...

SEVENTEEN:
YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTUREs CONSTANTLY.

SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or SMSes or IMs OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM.

THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND.

ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEARTBEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME.

TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

NINE:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.

EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM.

SEVEN:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.

FIVE:
YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSONON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing.

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing to yourself.

LOL! Yea it happened. There was mainly one person =)

OH, i met Justin 2 nights ago. It's been so long since i last saw him. He cut his hair! Damn suave now and he finally changed his ear stud, no longer that shiny diamond but a silver brass ring stud. He came to my house to teach me some parking skills. Shy lah i go public dont know how to park. I noticed that he removed his spoiler and his car didnt seem as low as before. hmm... still it was really cool to have him around and i felt so safe and secured when he was teaching me. He's like the teacher i trust most! LOL!

When he stepped into my ride it was like suddenly the whole car smelled like him cuz the refreshener from his ride is always at full blast. It was so strong... but NICE! He's really patient... "Feel your car, know where it's heading. Check both mirrors, once you see that both sides are clear, straighten your car and go in." Clear and precise haha! After that we parted. (yay! i know how to park!) LOL, miss him loads!

Went to intsc's chalet and had loads of fun there hahaha! The girls were preparing for the dinner and dance on the next day 28th. I was invited to go and i wanted to but shawn took my place cause yuan long asked him first and there was only one ticket left haha... It's okay there's always next year =) Well the night passed and i had to bring some friends home.

I hope isabelle and chang yong are alright cause isabelle was sorta fed up with chang yong over something which i have NO CLUE about. After alighting them we took a detour cause we went to the wrong side of TPE and ended up in si mei. THANKS SHAWN! WE WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN HOME IF NOT FOR YOU! Shawn directed me around si mei and we were on our way home in just a mighty short while. Alighted shawn in seng kang and shi han in hougang before heading home haha!

After i got home of course i went online. I saw justin, his pm, "it's so quiet". Asked him if he was okay and he said "we fought". Sadly his relationship with his girlfriend is abit shaky cause his girlfriend doesnt know what is 'resolving problems' and all she knows is how to say "break". I feel sorry for justin and so i made him promise that we'd go out for dinner haha... my treat =)

he's so sweet but shit happens haha..

Well im off to bed, gotta be in school by 11am? and its 5 am! AHHH!
Goodnight my dearies!

bak choi

2007-03-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

So many things have been happening recently.

Let's star with the most important;

I RECIEVED MY DRIVER'S LICENSE ON THE 8TH OF MARCH!!!!!

I've driven to school twice.

Si Jie and I almost died because Serena was driving my car. Drive with your eyes open girl, keep left and check your blindspots. Do not hog the road.

I finished oltc (orientation leader training camp) and got 2 more to go Foc/Fow and Week 0.

Failed 2 majors, cmath1 and oopg (JAVA), retaking supplementry papers.

I MUTED MY COMP CAUSE I ACCIDENTLY DELETED MY DRIVER!!!! MUAHAHHAHA!!
Die.

that's all for what's been happening this hols.

TODAY:

Played my brother's comp cause i can only audi there. Played with matt, elaine, gq and zy (i think, cause i cant remember their characters). Haha tried 8 sync npc. DAMN HARD! I couldn't lv 8 and lv 9 and only managed 1 FM in the GAZILLION rounds we played. Sigh... Then felt so guilty. LOL!

Went out for dinner with my family but on the way out of my estate, we saw a woman lying down on the roadside. Then we thought what happened like people beat her up or knocked by car or motor. So i faster asked her what happened and she said "i can't get up." So i helped her up, Apparently, she didnt bring her insulin or injection. She's diabetic and forgot to bring her medicine.

She claimed that she lives in bukit timah and asked if there is any direct bus which will bring her home. We offered to send her home but she refused and so by request we dropped her at ang mo kio's MRT station. Then my dad gave her 15 bucks to take a cab home. She said she didnt want to trouble us so a cab it is.

There~

I miss bitching. So many things to bitch about i need a BITCHING PARTNER! The people in my class like so innocent and pure minded - not 'bitching' kinda people. I found a HUDA twin! Fugly sight, emo wanna be.

I miss yanhui and the gang. I miss you too Serena! haha~ GRR!! bitching's withdrawal symptoms.

BEAN ON HOLIDAY!

2007-01-21T11:16:00.000+08:00

Its been a fun 3 days during the TP open house. We never even missed a chance to do the mass dance together! WOO! It school rawk lah, we're like the most enthu among all the other schools already HAHA!

The best were the COSPLAYS from Games and Entertainment Technology (GET) there were the hobbits from lord of the rings, scream (mario and sometimes wesley) and some other characters. There was even an ORDER SOL from guilty gear! I saw people from other schools dressed as 'L' and 'Misa' from death note i heard there was a 'Light' but i didnt see him at all. On the 3rd day, there were more cosplays from FF7!! WOOHOO!!! There were CLOUD and the 3 sephiroth worshippers hahaha! They looked damn cool lah!

I wish i could cosplay like 'em!

Anyway, i made some new friends hahaha! mostly from guiding them around and all haha. Met a buncha of hoohaa girls when i took them to the cyber shot booth at ITO's booth and too more hoohaa pictures cuz they wanted me too hahaha! WOO

shit im high, have rashes on my fingers and sowllen eyes. Still have to rush DTAT project though, but i'll be okay hahaha =)

Getting back and getting even.

2006-12-26T03:04:00.000+08:00

WOOO just came back from camp! OTC rawked! Guess what, there were 3 shawns in my empire! Like wth lah... He was one of them and then there's a previous camp mate (another shawn)... and another whom im not very familiar with. LoL!

Let's talk about getting back. You know how it feels when you see an ex boyfriend/girlfriend right? You'd feel awkward and everything especially when S/HE is in the same camp group as you and is watching your every move. He hung around girls and (LOL) 'em girls labelled him "Chee Hong" (flirt). I didn't lift a finger and its not really something to be proud about lol!

2nd part of camp and getting back... I made some new guy friends like Jeremy and Raymond and was pretty close with shawn, that ex campmate of mine, he's another leng zai (pretty boy) okay, hahaha! Throughout the 3 days, Shawn saw me getting occasional friendly hugs from Jeremy and occasional flirts from people like Farid, Ashraf and Raymond. While i saw him talking to so many different girls. It just doesn't matter no more haha...

The 3rd day of camp was the whole main part of getting back and even! WOO! It's not that i hate him or anything for the matter... Its just fun to mess around HEE! well, im not the one labelled as some "chee hong" right, hahaha! i still want my face okay...

We played this game where we have to accomplish different tasks which earns points for our empire. One task requires us to hold hands with the opposite gender throughout the game. I ended up holding shawn's (my ex campmate) hand. LOL! I saw the look on his face... It was rather black. We had our fingers locked and he noticed it. When i turned to his direction, i saw him turn his head and look away. =)

Even my partner Shawn told me that im damn bastard hahaha! I didnt mean it seriously... It just happened!

After the final clash i squeezed the waterbomb above his head and somehow fate decided that it should explode downwards LOL i made him super drenched lah! ROFL! i didnt wanna admit. I only told him that it was me last night hahahahahahahhahaha!

I cant wait for pictures!!! Anyway, i think shawn (my ex campmate) and me.. we're getting pretty close, as in friend close hahaha! He's such a leng zai and so sweet... he sent me pictures of himself last night hahahaha! SO funny!

Wanna know who Shawn is? Spot the most colourful guy int he picture! HAHA, abit unglam lah but still... =)

Poor him... Result of protecting the girls from getting sprayed by the colourful graffiti on 'xmas eve!

click here to view shawn's friendster =)

Anyway, i cut my hair again!!! This time it's hiroto's , from alice nine, sytle! I love it, and im not the only one! Some girls think its cool ROFL!

2006-12-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

In case you guys havent heard...

We've broken up.

Well, it seems to be all that self centeredness he has...
But i dont think that's it...

I think that there's someone else, that girl. Someone who used to be a good friend of mine posted in his blog that he dislikes me and he's a good friend of that girl.

Apparently, Shawn and her are like really good friends and many thought that they had something going on. Its like me and chron, joel or matthew. We're just besties man...

My first impression of THAT GIRL wasn't that good either... She's from intsc and i was being friendly like,

"Hey, you from intsc? From which camp empire?"

when i told her i was from Luigi, she said.

"I dont like Luigi's people."

damn stunned can...
She's such a bitch.
I guess, she has feelings for Shawn too. I mean, why?
Why would people dislike me cuz of her.
It's so obvious, it's cause they feel that I sorta snatched him away from her.
Thus, causing so much distraught. damn!

I recall Shawn arguing over his friends before... But he didnt wanna tell me what it was about. My guess it's her again. he won't open up to me, i dont wanna make him lose his friends so...

Let's just be...

Love is in the air...

2006-11-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

Camp, 14th - 16th of October...

It started during camp... The last impression was when i called him an "escort" when he saw jiayi to our holding room. I didn't know his name then, neither could i remember his face... Maybe 'cuz it was dark and i wasn't having my contacts on... Hey, i was about to sleep okay? Haha...

We played that 'EARTHQUAKE' game and that was when i noticed that he was kinda cute. That time, i thought, "Ah, cute boys for me too see see only..." and we remembered that it was the first day we locked our fingers together...

Must i post this unglam pic? ... ok lah, to make things a lil more interesting =)

Us, fingers locked... sweet? ~ <3

The 2nd time was 4th Nov, Sentosa outing.

Vic kicked sand into his shoes and i guess the sand sorta cut his feet and he was walking in pain... Poor dear... I remembered that he wanted to go to the bicycle kiosk but went in the wrong direction.

I let him ride my rented bicycle and i actually intended to just walk there. However, he felt bad and he sorta forced me to ride with him. I ended up having to sit in between his arms cuz there was nothing for me to stand on from the back of the bicycle. hahaha! Just my luck =)

That was when he told me, "... your hair smells nice." LOL, SHY PLS!

So while we were riding around i got to know him a little better and we talked alot! hahaha, he was so sweet lah, so gentleman!

3rd encounter

Director's cup 13th - 17th November.

he was playing in the strong team 209, and everytime he sat alone i would join him. Mainly cuz there wasn't much admin work to do and i needed a friend to talk to. Mun Yee and Shamayne were doing their jobs as runner, time keeper etc... I felt so lonely can? I gave him back massage when his team wasn't doing well... He was so tensed omg!

His team managed 2nd place in the end, he didn't get to to play much for the finals and was kinda upset about it. Sorry sweetie... Gave him a biscuit to cheer him up! Haha, we exchanged e-mails and contacted each other thru msn for a few nights =)

Monday, 20th November 2006

We went out together, he wanted to accompany me to get a bag... We took express bus 518 to Orchard. On the bus, he cheekily wanted to see my 'zi lian' pictures in my phone hahahaha! OMG... Halfway through the journey he held my hand when i tried to take the phone away, cuz i was pai seh...

haha...

No words had to be said, we knew it happened there and then =) I love you sweetheart...

After we alighted, we just held hands and walked along Orchard Road, looking at the Xmas decorations lighting up the streets. It was like Christmas in November with him, so romantic. So i got the bag... He wanted a haircut but he wasnt really sure if he needed one... So he said another time, haha... Went to Far East looking for a nice place to eat. Ended up going to taka to have 'pepper lunch' for dinner... Was so sweet when he actually asked the waiter whether the place was Halal or not... haha love you dearie <3<3<3 thanks for caring so much...

Exchanged smoochies in the MRT station, when he saw me to the NEL... i loved that tingling feeling =) hahaha...

Yesterday, our 2nd day... and almost the whole school of IT was talking about us alrd... He's a popular hunk. Speculated that there are many girls who like him but he chose me... Im so lucky to have him, sweets!

Met his mother and grandmother yesterday too when i went to his humble home... His 2 adorable younger siblings lol. His brother a very shy little boy and his sister an audition player like me X3!!

This is us, Shawn and Diana.

I love you sugar bucket...
*i wanna hug you and i dont wanna let go*

in school lab. BORING!

2006-11-14T10:45:00.000+08:00

i miss you.

LOL, i know we just went to queensway the other day. Haha... Thanks for bringing me around. I would have been lost like some Garupa in some jungle. LOL!

Anyway, yesterday was the 1st round of competition for the Director's cup. hahaha! I'm part of basketball admin so bascially all i have to do is... nothing.

Hahaha! there were weird names like "Wu Ming" and "Cheese Cake" and "209" and "ABC" and "DOHC" and "We Are Back" and "Tio Di Siao Siao" and the last team was i cant remember.... hahaha! Throughout the game when "ABC" was up against "DOHC", haha Joseph and Nicholas we like the whole attention of the crowd. They played like so fierce lah! But that bloody WEE MENG missed 3 open shots and i screamed "FUCK" at him 3 times. zzzz well if you cant play, then DON'T, fuckin pulled down the whole team.

Anyway, ABC will be competing for 3rd place this wednesday and thursday. I hope they win! They are afterall my classmates. I will post pictures up soon! My posts are getting too wordy, faster! i want photos!!

William bloody hell took my thumbdrive since LAST thursday, damn i cant save my work plus i have submissions this week, damn that idiot. Everytime i asked him, he's say "TOMORROW" but his tomorrow never comes. Everytime i call him he never answers. what the fuck.

Fun, sleepless nights. No hoohaas!

2006-10-21T03:11:00.000+08:00

I've been overnighting everywhere else except home for the past 2 weeks.

Chalet,
Okay, stayed over at our class chalet from the 10th to 12th of October and it was fun! NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT! Haha, a pity that Joel couldn't make it but what the heck...

So many people got drunk the first night, Absolute Vodka was the game!
Nicholas - Kept wanting to buy more alcohol. No one could stop him, Nic dragged Sham for HALF A MILE while Sham was trying to stop him, on the way to 7-11. -.-"

Zhen Jie - Got high, ran out of the chalet and got lost... Ran to the main road and puked at the main gate, LOL! he drank merely a cup? and he was irritating Hwee Khim by yelling pervertic stuffs. =X

Dun Ang - Could control his liquor but was talking crap lah. He ended up helping to wash nic's and zhen jie's puke.

Yi Jian - Didn't get drunk, just tipsy. He knew what he was doing LOL,

Me- Drank 1 cup of Pure Absolute Vodka and only had a red face half an hour later. I knew what i was doing pls!

Funny Event:
We were in the room, Steph, Khim and me cuz they were too afraid to go down. They were afraid of the 'drunkards'.

Me: "I don't get drunk easily i guess..."
Hwee Khim : "You can hold your LIQUID well..."
Steph : "It's Liquor."
Hwee Khim: "Huh? .... You can hold your Liquid well."
Steph and me: "LIQUOR!"
Steph: *laughs* "It's liquor not liquid!"

We had the BBQ on the 2nd night and all was well, hahaha, the birthday people came and so did MISS CHERRY! haha, we threw water bombs at them LOL, it was damn fun =) Everyone got wet hahaha! Basically nothing happened much on the second night... I fell asleep, was too tired. haha!

Oh i have something to say, I smoked during the chalet, cuz i got tempted alil. Matt smoked the most and i felt bad if he had to down the whole pack by himself within 2 days... Sorry peeps =) I know some of you are anti- smokers haha...

Alright, then there was this bonding camp by INTSC, SUPER FUN! alot of water bombs and i made a whole buncha new friends! It's cool =) The best part was after the whole camp we had to write about how we felt towards each other. I meant so much!

Comments i recieved:
Shawn: Always wearing a smile! Fluent english? XD
Wanting: You are very sweet and always wears a smile on your face. Stay pretty and cheerful!=)
Nicholas: A kind and fun person.
Leon: "shi yi ge mei nu wo!" ( i wont translate tht. it's very embarassing.)
Xiao Hau: A fine and pretty lady.
NaNa: Cheerful and bubbly lady :) stay sweet!
Jeremy: @.@! "mei nu"!
Awan: Hi! Awan here! Dun be so loner la, you're very sweet =X add me ok!
Gina: Easy Going, Have fun chatting with ya! Always cheerful! =)
Si Jie: LOLS. "chiobu"! XD u r such a sweety! hope to noe ya more in da future! *HUGS
Andy: I talk most to you. You are a great girl.
Chang Yong: IND-ian! Great Designer! Hope you guys excel!
Mario: Hey Diananana, your suggestions helped the cheers alot. Luigi's right infront!
Vic: DIANA! DIANA! This is the first time that i spent so much time with you guys! Love ya!

HAHA, i love you guys... take care loads! I'll see ya'll when school reopens! loves <3>

Anyway, ive made a dear through audition =)
started when he created a room. He said its only for friends, and audition friends are not that important? something like that.

me: "Oh, but im your aud friend, its ok, i'll leave =)"
mat: "NO!! Noooooo!! You're different!"
elaine (mat's classmate): "You're his darling."
mat: "..."
me: "ehs, touched! haha shy."

After that i started calling him 'Dar' initially was cuz his nick was Darknight, so 'Dar' for short. But i guess things got a little more complicated than that... haha, Im attached =)

Dar: Thanks dar, for checkin on me during camp, im so touched!! take care of that chest, and see a doctor if it persists ok? Or i'll go all da way to telok blangah and drag u to the doc's.

Dar and Me in audition, haha loves <3>

Dar's new piercing... and i made something outta this pic....

nice?!?!?!?! Heh, my photoshop has improved ok. hahaha! Im gonna ace the next sem!

I've got a picture of you in my mind.

2006-10-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm too lazy to blog man, so im just gonna post some pictures & captions! haha...

Went fishing with the guys the other day, Matthew, Chron, Joel and me.
Was matthew's idea haha, and i bought a fishing rod!
this is the place we fished. Somewhere along pasir ris beach park. Nice view, we could see jellyfishes!

Matthew teaching us how to cast a fishing rod, hahaa, good going pro!
I think he's got a bite...

TADA!!!! YES!! A fish at last! Actually, it's the 2nd fish of the day... i just drew out my camera. lol!

Chron was so happy, he was dancing around with the fish still on the rod. *ouch* poor fish... hahahaha~

I don't know how to decribe this to you peeps, i'll just quote from chron's blog.

"first we smack it on the floor and unhook the hook from its mouth. and then we used the razo sharp scissors to cut the grills. it's still alive! and breathing with much difficulty. man, i felt sorry for it, but oh well. we ran out of baits. and then we poked it eyes and cut the stomach. dug the stomach out and cut the rest of the body. and the slice it into small pieces. apparently matthew thinks that the fish hasn't suffered enough so he decided to cut the head off as well. and i used the head as a bait. pretty cool huh." - chron

that's just plain sadist.

Anyway, i dyed my hair, YES, AGAIN! But was bored with coloured hair and having to touch up all the time so its BLACK yes black now.

NICE? pretty normal i guess... haha... TAG ME PLS!

TAG TAG TAG

2006-10-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

Ive played this game before, it was fun, except that not all 5 people ive tagged really continued...
So im digging this up again, to tag more people!

*RULES;
1. Post weird random stuffs about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of the 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1.) I love laughing, usually at jokes, big or small, funny or not. I will still laugh! BUAHAHA!! HEY, its a form of releasing stress okay... My lil clique always makes me laugh =) i love you guys... hahaha!

2.) I iron my dollar notes! (can't believe that i'm so nonsensical right?) For those of you who didn't notice, the notes in my wallet are always straight! I'd usually have crumpled notes in my wallet when the cashiers give me crumpled notes change? heeee...

3.) I like guys who are damn tall. Sure, i have ex boyfriends who were short but i still prefer tall guys, even by a head or 2! Hee, they've been secretly admired... I guess it makes me feel advantageous being SHORT! LOL!!

4.) My dream is to own a sports car, despite whether I can drive or not! I WANT A SPORTS CAR!!! Be it a Lancer Evolution or a Mazda RX!!

5.) My baby pics are cute!! I love staring at them~ i can't imagine that I was born BALD! *shudders* Why was i born with a large forehead?? Alienated i guess... *SHOCKS* I'm not human!!! ZZZ~ lol!

The pple whom i wanna pass this on;
1. Chron
2. Tara
3. Gene
4. Dzool
5. Shamayne

All about age

2006-09-24T05:00:00.000+08:00

First, i would like to wish my mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Love ya loads!

Thanks for bearing with my nonsense ALL THE TIME! This is the first year after a very long time that you actually celebrated your birthday... All da best mummy, in everything that you do and be sure that you'd have my fullest support!

I bought her a present a small crystal figurine with a Sapphire jewel in it's hands. Sapphire- the birthstone for a person born in September.

A birthday card! Okay, it was kinda expensive for me so my ex boyfriend, Boon Kiat paid half, haha! Shall return what i owe when i see you ok?

Went out with Boon Kiat that day to watch a movie... Watched 'the banquet' by Zhang Ziyi and wow, there were some 'SCENES' in there. Shuush! Dont wanna make you people high, LOL! crazy... Anyway, it's just NC16, no biggy man... But it was a nice show, alot of drama, love and action.

But everyone died in the end (=X dont kill me for spoiler!).

It's been ages since anyone asked me out for a movie, thanks boon kiat =) you made my lil day...

Alright, A random post.

The difference between kids and adults.

1. When we played with sand, our parents would say, "EEYER! Don't play already! It's so DIRTY!". However, when adults play with sand they call it, 'EXCAVATION'.

2. When we played with paint, our parents would call it 'A MESS', but when they played with paint, they called it 'ART'.

3. When we girls took off our pillow casings and put it on our heads, they say we're cute. When a woman does that, they call it a wedding.

4. When we stay out late its delinquency, but when they do is cuz they're "busy".

5. When we stayed up late, they'd say that we should go to bed because there's school the next day. When they do, is cuz they have "things to do".

LOL, Joel contributed some~ THANKS!!

I learnt something new today!

2006-09-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

We were supposed to have some "we" time, me and chron. Haha, but ended up dragging evan and gene along. We wanted yaqi to come too but she couldnt make it. Joel broke his specs, LOL hey, new nice expensive LEVIS specs?

So anyway, i met Gene at green, i bought my bubble tea and he bought his luncheon sandwich before taking a bus to compass point to meet the rest. Not surprisingly, the rest werent there yet, so i guess we were quite early, for nothing. HAHA...

Went into Sonare to look at guitars, piano books, guitar books, guitar picks and couldnt find what we wanted. LOL, no metal guitar pick for you GENE! Headed to the library to slack abit, I picked a "dilbert" and gene picked a book titled "choke". We exchanged books for awhile and i read chapter 2, OMG, it was about SEX! zzz, Gene, you are a pervert. I just kept on reading anyways... (i cant believe he has already borrowed it like 3 times -.-")

Chron met us in the library and we headed for lunch at KFC, again... and met evan. Ok nothing much here, just lotsa eating.

Went over to their estate to watch them skate, Chron with his new graphic deck! NICE!! and Gene, CONGRATS! You almost did it, just needs some practicing yeah... Oh gene got a tummy ache from all that KFC + skating, and had to go to evan's house to...

Right, Chron's mum cooks DELICIOUS SALTED DUCK SOUP! So 'pai seh'... But yeah, I've never really tried duck soup before, this is my first =) Thanks auntie! We headed to evan's after to strum some guitar and play some drums... I attacked the piano first though, HAHA! well duh, its like the only instrument i can play =X!

It's my first time in Evan's house. It has a very cosy feel, i mean all seng kang flats in that area are cosy... Its like a condominium! REALLY! and its freaking convenient, compass point is walking distance away, and the estate is surrounded by three 7-11s. Good buy people!

Anyway, Evan taught me the E minor chord, D major chord and A major chord, so that i can play 'boulevard of broken dreams'! WOOHOO, nice! thanks ev! Im stuck home now, got nothing to do. sighs.. boredom-ness.

Apologies

2006-09-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

Everything's gonna be alright. Ignore the tagboard, we're done. WE've agreed to forget about the matter. ( Chron, you ARE harsh!)

Almost everyone i know is having problems;

1. ~~Me, with this friend thing.~~
2. ~~Chron, also with the same problem~~
3. ~~Joel, panicking about us and our little triangle issue.~~
4. Tara, who has a little problem with me (may be bigger.)
5. Gene, who has a minor problem with his girlfriend.
6. Kenneth, who feels rejected by the society of girls?
7. Matthew Teo, N level mathematics.
8. Sohiniy, O lvs, mathematics.
9. Qiu Ying, O lvs, stressed.
10. Dzool, who has a bleeding lip.
11. Yaqi, who is kinda sad cuz someone's starting to avoid her.
12. Joanne, has a little cheena problem..
13. ... ...
14. ...

the list goes on...
(striked out meaning, problem solved.)

To everyone out there, the world may be taking its turn on us... But so long as you believe that everything is going to turn out okay, it will. An exchange of "give" and "take", and an apology to make it all right again. That's what I've learnt today =). OH, not forgetting to "forgive" and "forget".

And to Chron, I'm sorry for what happened and whatever misunderstanding we had. I'm just glad we made it through the storm, again. Hope that I'm still your bestie...

It was upsetting but all's well now... =)
A big "Thank You!" to those who tried to comfort us and help us...
we owe you!

2006-09-17T05:07:00.000+08:00

Im so disappointed, sad, angry, frustrated... ARGH!

In this world there is only one ME.
Only one Diana Chwee.
Only one Bombshellx`
One Bombshellx` who is in temasek poly
One Bombshellx` who is socialble
One Bombshellx` who is chatty
One Bombshellx` who is an audition freak
One Bombshellx` who loves to sing
One Bombshellx` who loves girl guides
One Bombshellx` who loves her friends
One Bombshellx` who loves her besties more than they can ever imagine.

Cuz Bombshellx` is lonely...
Bombshellx` never had anyone to talk to.
Bombshellx` grew up in a family which has more males than females.
Bombshellx` grew up in a family who prefers sons than daughters.
Bombshellx` didn't know the true value of friendship until she met iuhnay.
Bombshellx` learnt to trust friends through iuhnay.
Bombshellx` has ever since treasured every friend she has made.

random

you knew everything.
you knew whatever she said about me.
you knew that she talked about me behind my back.
you knew that you were supposed to be my bestie.
and although i know you're pressured,
you didn't stand up for me.
you just let her be.

friend, i am hurt by your careless actions.

crying as i post this.
do not call me bestie no more. cuz bestie no longer exists.

A day in a life

2006-09-14T23:29:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to YOU,
Happy Birthday to YOU,
Happy Birthday to MIYAVI!!!
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!!!

He's tuning 25!!! Miyavi's my favourite J-rocker.
Kimi Ni Negai Wo~* Happy 14th September =)

Have you guys noticed, HOW TWITS HAVE TAKEN OVER SINGAPORE??!!

For the past few days i've been talking about twits and cheenas, gay cheenas, bitches... (almost everything bad under the sun) to almost everyone i know?

twits are people who talk like this, "wHy eUu sh0 baDds nEhxXx??? nOrttii wOxXx."

I know people who talk like this. Im not saying it's bad but... WHY THE NEED TO DO SO??? Aren't we supposedly already education in ENGLISH?? The language is already a beauty on its own. You twits have to "modify" it? It's kinda dumb looking with all the extra alphabets.

What the hell is "euu" or "iish" or "moiix"? for your information "moi" is actually pronounced as "muah" which means "me" in another language. Geez, you people! It suddenly becomes a fashion statement??

E-MAIL, yanhui and i were just discussing the other day about email addresses and funny names. Spamming alphabets and such for a twit is an everyday task. Hotmail is for people who speak ENGLISH not "engriish" or "engwish". I forgive you if you have a problem with your tongue. twits: Please find your own twiitmaiil so you can spam alphabets in your IDs like iilurrbeuu@twiitmail.com.

*giving me the chillies*

NEXT!!

I had so much fun at the zoo yesterday! OMG, the elephants, rhinos, hippos and a few more animals were so smelly! I had to literally pinch my nose and walk around. LOL!

aww, the sweetest thing that happened. SHAMA gave me a MIYAVI poster!! but she kept it for me cuz i didnt have a folder or anything to keep it straight. Didn't want something like that to be crumpled please. It's MIYAVI!! THANKS SHAMA, muacks! ASHTEIRU!

Anyway, the otter in the animal show was SO ADORABLE! It picked up cans and bottles one by one to put it into the basket and you can see its small arms grabbing the garbage like a bolster! uber cute! Also because it was short, it had to jump to throw the garbage in? haha!

Chron was scaring us all, making us scream. He pointed out a SNAIL (i hate and am afraid of snails) and made me scream in the "fragile forest". Then he made all the others scream too ahaha. There were butterflies EVERYWHERE. Butterflies are pretty but it was scary when there were so many! like a hundred? surrounding us, and to think that they've been caterpillars before creeped me out!

Went to children world to have lunch there in KFC. LOL we were disturbing shama's friend about the whipped potato and how someone's thumb was dropped inside and got blended also telling her stories about finding cockroahes in the food and making her lose her appetite. hahaha her face was classic! wide eyed and everything before she took every mouth. LOL!

Ahh, anyway... i had alot of fun! thanks everyone.. especially Stephenie and Shama... wouldn't have been a great day if not for the both of you =)

To the rest: Let's do it again sometime!

can you feel the drift yet?
when i wish upon you, kimi ni negai wo...

THE END

2006-09-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

CRIMES OF FRIENDSHIPS

Lying.
It's always been all around me.
Even till now.
Remember Huda?
yeah, she's a great liar,
and also a great pretender.

Backstabbing.
Tell a tale, go on!
Talk about me,
LIE BEHIND MY BACK.
oh how cunning you are...
ruining my life with words from such.

Secrets.
Hush already, no one knows.
I placed my trust in you.
You told the world!
Thanks now everyone knows
my dirty lil' secret.
Thanks for nothing.

Ignorance.
"Hey i messaged you several times!"
"You did?"
"Yeah, since this morning."
"Problems with the service."
Till i found out you were our with HER.
Runaway, shoo.

This is just a random post. I feel so emo-ish right now. Something happened? Yes.

I feel so left out. Where are my friends. Why do i cry to myself so much alone? OH you guys are gone. GONE! I've lessen my faith in you. Why must i abhor to such pain?

The sun is gone. The clouds are left. I see nothing but gray skies. My monopoly buds have left. I am alone with no one and nothing. Tom and Jerry are my closest friends. They live in a black box in my bedroom.

many many things

2006-09-11T03:39:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I woke up at 3.50 PM!!!! Cuz i slept at 4 plus the previous night and it was raining damn heavy in the afternoon, LOL!! I am such a pig.

Switched on my handphone and recieved a message from steph. It startled me a little 'cuz no one would usually messages me during my period of slumber. Hmm, got another shock from that message and decided not to think to much about it.

Bathed in cold water so as to wake me up from too much thought.

IM BORED AND IM HOME!

What can i do??? *ponders abit*
Went on-line, okae, the usual people are on. talked to Matthew Teo and edited a retard's photo, hahaha! I MADE HER PICK HER NOSE!!

Meanie me!! Click to enlarge.

Went to play 'audition' with him and muahahaha revoked the cheena's there.

Situation was like this:

3 dancers, Matthew, Me and "DARDAR" (some cheena). I'm a noob, Matthew's a pro i think "DARDAR" was sorta novice. Okay, so we played half way and i was 2nd but i ended up in the last position(3rd) cuz all of them were so pro! I'm a noob! *sobs*

Matthew: "WHY YOU MAKE HER LAST?! FUCK YOU!!"

Me: "Eh, relax matt..."

"DARDAR": "whiie euu aniieh0w shc0ld miie??! euu knnbccb!" (exaggerating)

Me: "EEEEEEE, cheenaaaa~"

Matthew: "Shut up cheena!"

Me: "Yay, wanna compete?? just the both of you!"

"DARDAR" : "PLAY LARHHxXxx!!!"

and so they started playing, i was like "FUCK CHEENAS!!!! GO MATTHEW!!!"

In the end, Matthew won and that cheena still dun wanna admit defeat...

"DARDAR": "neXt tiime dUnch aniiehow sc0Ld pple! euu knnbccb!"

Matthew: "Lose still wanna say us! FUCK YOU CHEENA!"

Me: "Ooo *TOUCHED* YEAH FUCK YOU CHEENA!!!!!!!!"

*kicks*

hahaha, okay, so i wasn't doing much of the talking but yeah, haha nice to have someone stand up for me... Thanks Matt =) Matt's a sweet guy, i knew him in 'audition' he's a pro and he's a gentleman LOL!! He doesn't like me to finish last, and he'll always 'not play' to make me score higher and at least 1 position above him.. aww, how sweeet!

Today i didn't talk much with my besties. It's okay... But i chatted with YANHUI!!! my dearie from secondary school HEE!!! I LOVE YOU DEARIE!!! Chatted about old times and how we'd mock at huda. Picked up the old habits of going into friendster and laugh at people's profiles... We miss Sharlene, so SHARL!!! If you ever see this post CALL US, ASAP! YOU'VE BEEN MISSED TOO DARL!

Yanhui, me and Sharlene

Me and Yanhui! Just miss those days... when troubles all felt so distant.

That's all about today, chatted with Amin too, nice chap =) thanks for hearing me out Amin...
Edited Joseph's picture too, hahaha. Noticed that we have very different styles...

Not a very good job, haha, will redo it again tmr ok jose? HAHA!! it's 4.20 AM and I've got driving tomorrow!!!

OK! I SHALL GO TO BED!!! NIGHTS!

I am lost...
'what if's,
why?
what about me?
what can i do?
where will i stand?
why does this always happen to me??
will you still... be there?

The peace i was longing for...

2006-09-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

I woke up in a peaceful serenity today.
Only because i turned off my handphone so as not to be disturbed by those REXY peoeple... The conversation would've probably gone like this.

7.45 AM *vibrates * vibrates*

Mutters, "Geez, you idiots have nothing better to do in the morning!"

"Hello is this Diana? Hi, Im BALLS calling from REXY! Would you be coming for work today?"

"Err.. No. I'm not interested in the job already so long tatas!" *click*

*Goes back to sleep.* 7.46 AM

I seriously dont feel like working.. although i know that i'll go POK-ed during the period when school reopens. Hahaha, what the hell, driving's more important, i can live on the allowance my dad gives me yeahh~ Hate squeezing with the morning crowd, with school students, with office people... Hope to be able to drive to school after this hols! YAY!!!

Right, let's go on with today.

Today i spent the entire day with my bestie... again!
Well, with Evan too! Hehe, guess what they did... they rebonded their hair!!! Usually i'd post pictures but, nahh since chron REFUSED to send their silly cheena faces i have nothing to post. sorry peepz... =)

I helped them, Evan brought his rebonding cream and i helped the both of them "iron" their hair, hahaha! so both looked very different, chron, he looked nicer, with his straight fringe. and Evan was so happy he was like "WHOA...... so straight!" * pulls fringe down*.

uber cuteness...

After that when we were leaving, we met Chron's dad, and he wanted to rebond his hair too! HAHA, so cute lah his family... I can tell that Chron's dad's a very family orientated person. His mum's very friendly, always inviting me to have dinner at their place. His little sister, very pretty realised that she has alot of hair accessories, just like me when i was younger, except that my hair was always short.. *sobs* Oh and Chron's younger brother, who's in "wu shu"! How cool's that?

Haha, well, went down to watch them skate, met 2 new skaters from the estate. Never clicked with them though, but after skating halfway the cops came. Like zzzz... Cops claimed that they were making too much noise and someone lodged a complaint, Singaporeans can't take shit for crying out loud. So anyway, the 2 new skaters left for home while chron and evan made a HUGE racket before we left.

Chron fell down while doing some turn abouts and bruised his hip, poor bestie, funny getting hurt while doing silly things... (take care of yourself ok?) haha...

Right, waited for chron to shower and rest abit before heading out to compass point to eat KFC again! HAHA, KFC's our life man... Since i've met Chron and Joel, think i've been eating more of KFC than Macs lol, what an impact!

Went home after, showered and chilled in front of the comp. This has been quite a long post.

I've always been waiting...
No one has ever cared so much before...
You're the first, after a very long time =).
I do not feel as unappreciated as i used to feel...
at least i know, you cared.
sarang - hae~*

The bestest besties in the world

2006-09-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

It all started... with this!

Our very first Joel, Chron and Diana pic taken after our very first class outing!

Matthew our 4th member joined our JCD clique about 2 months back =).

It's been such a long time, and we've come this far! Together, we've been through thick and thin and made our way through the 1st semester of our 1st year in temasek polytechnic. Haha, we share the same interests like rock, though of different genres. Chron's the kind who likes metal, Joel likes melodic rock mostly from is Guilty Gear soundtracks. Matthew, listens to anything! He was the one who introduced OUR favourite "I wont see you tonight" by a7x and "Holy Diver" by Dio. While me, i like punk rock and metal =). Another common interest is, we hate cheenas, those who'd always make a big scene, find trouble and give rockers a bad name ("ah bengs" and "ah lians" fall in this category).

FUCK CHEENAS!!

Okae, back to the topic =) I love my besties not only because we live on the NEL but also because they were there for me whenever i am upset, well, more often than others. They tried to understand me, try to give in to me, try to compromise and accomodate to whatever problems i had.

Thank you guys...

Chron, I've never seen a person like you before. I've never met someone who listens to death metal, I've never listened to anyone play bass before. I've never hung out with someone who skates, I've never chilled with anyone at compass point that often. You're the very first one! YAY!! Thanks for opening the door to your world =) You're a great friend! I've enjoyed a lot of fun moments with you since we've met!! You're the one who always tries to make complicated things simple and it's good! Hee... Thank You for being my bestie...

Joel, you've got a cute girlfriend! HEE, happy 17 months to both of you. You're the first one to make me understand how a gamer's life is like! It's adrenaline EVERYWHERE! House of the Dead 4, Time Crisis 4, Guilty Gear, Maple Story even down to Monopoly! Thanks for being the very first bestie i had in poly. You understood me the most, whatever i was going through, my life, my woes and i appreciate that! Thanks for hearing me out when i was down, i owe you alot! You don't have to OCPC (owe choclate pay choclate) anymore!!

Matthew, although we dont hang out much, you were still there for me when i was sad, remember that time after the paper? Hahaha, thanks so much man... Oh and i haven't find any photoshop graphic brushes yet. I promise i will ok? Matthew's a funny guy who craps alot and he always makes me laugh with his lame jokes hahaha! I won't be surprised if he has a girlfriend, in fact he's quite good looking!

here's Matthew and Joel.

I'm glad to have the three of you as my besties, three cheers to us!

Hopefully, we can make it through to the next semester without breaking a sweat and land our asses in the same class! WOOTS!

Our latest JCD picture,

Look at US! compare it with our first picture, Chron, congrats, your hair grew =) Joel, you still look Beng lahs, hahaha!

and Matthew! You never fail to make us laugh, even in your pictures hee~*

Basically our little clique is rather interesting, we have an ah beng, an emo and a small boy. They call me ah lian~ whatever... hahaha!

2006-07-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

I cut my HAIR!!!! Ok lahs, its been so long, but I've only got time now... anyway, I'm Luvin it! here are some pics! WOOTS, nice!!!

What do ya think? Hees, It beats curls, curls are so hard to mantain! Summore now in poly, no time lorhs...

NEVER go to jean yip to dye your hair! After i cut my hair, the hair stylist said, "Your hairs abit dry, its probably from the coloring. They didnt do a proper job."

That's it, I'll go to supercuts from now on. Lurve my new hair X3!!!! KIREII-DA!!

Japanese! Im taking Japanese for my CDS. Yes! I'm taking Japanese for my first choice. Second would be fashion design. 3rd, free hand drawing. 4th Creative writing and finally, Psychology. I think psychology's cool! Why not? den i go around screaming...

IM A PSYCHO!

Gruesome

2006-06-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

DSICLAIMER: This post is gross, please DO NOT EAT and read. If you like horror, MIND THE DETAILS!

Have you heard of the story of Genting's Outdoor Theme Park? That accident? The Solero Space Shot? IT REALLY HAPPENED! Too bad i couldnt find any photos proving the existence of it.

Here's what happened:
There's this girl who sat on the Solero Space Shot with her two friends not knowing what fate had installed for her or should i say, them.

Imagine being the girl... can't? Some help.

Up it went, higher and higher till everyone looked like little ants on the ground, blurred by clouds in your view. The chains rattle, you can hear the machine's chain pulley. Finally, it stops. You're dangling High up in the air, *Brr..* it's cold.. the wind blows and you can hear your friend giggling. Anytime now, This thing is gonna free fall! You wait, what was seconds seemed like minutes and you can feel your brain pulsating with fear, fun and excitement.

*rattles*

You can hear it... You can feel... your seat jerking, HERE GOES NOTHING!!! ... -wait, what's this? You feel your head being pulled back, it hurts, something is pulling you by your hair! You look up, and scream in horror as you saw that the machine has gotten hold of your hair! A few strands of your hair breaks, the ride is tearing you apart, your neck hurts, you feel a sore.. a sharp pain, you feel your skin tear. Your heart races, "I'm gonna die!" you're life flashes before your eyes, you're in such a state of shock the next thing which came to your mind was, "YAY! No school tomorrow!"

You snap out of it, you scream for HELP but all that came out was, nothing! You wish that time would stop, you wish that this is only a dream, you wish that you would WAKE UP! your skin tears, the weight and velocity of the ride pulls your body down at such a speed your neck snaps; the final blow.

Nice? Next.

Now, let's position ourselves being the girl beside the victim.

You checked that you're buckled in safely and waited for the operator to start the ride. *HORN* The ride starts. Slowly, it moves up,"Oh My God, this is such a thrill!" You glance at your friend beside you and look around "Its so high! I can see our hotel from here!" *rattle rattle* Clouds are everywhere, you can see almost nothing now, and finally, the ride stops, at the peak of the tower.

You look at your friend and giggle, your feet hanging... Your heart starts beating faster and harder, adrenaline's rushing through your body as you prepare for the free fall. *rattle rattle* It's coming, you're preparing to scream.. You close your eyes and you feel your heart falling out. The machine PLUNGES downwards and you heard screams.

Suddenly, it started to rain... -rain? You opened your eyes to find drops of red on your white cardigan and its spurting all over your face, your hair, your body! You SCREAMED as you find yourself sitting beside a headless body with nerves hanging over its shoulder. Your thought races, "WHAT HAPPENED?!" Your friend! NO!!! You looked away and wanted to puke from the ugly sight. You felt like jumping down even when the ride is still in mid air, only to be restrained by the safety bars!

When the ride came to a stop and the safety bars were lifted up, you saw, what used to be your friend's liveless body fall to the metal flooring board with a loud THUD! A pool of blood starts forming... and you were tearing, you were in shock! The only thing which kept repeating in your head was, "what happened?"

When the sky was clear with no clouds, you looked up to see a head, hanging by the hair with a shocked look on her face... her internals dangling...

*shivers*

Roachy Day

2006-06-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

IM SOOO FRUSTRATED!!

This is the 12th time i've been trying to blog this entry out. It's been 4 days!! WTF! I HATE u blogger, and your bloody server which is always down in the weee hours of the morn'!

*peeved*

8th June 2006 , the actual post date!

I was jolted awake this morning by my mother's shrill scream, follwed by "DIANAAA!!! AHHH!!! DIANAAA!! DIANAAAAAAA!!!!!!"

Me: WTF! Its freakin 9AM in the morning!!

Still in my messy hair, i rushed down too see what was the emergency. I saw my mum jumping up and down and pointing at the floor; a cockroach.

She handed me a broom and baygon and said "KILL IT!!! HURRY!! And don't stain my marble flooring!"

I chased it out into the corrdior, sprayed it with baygon and watched it squirm in pain and torture before dying. Mum called me a sadist, yes, I AM.

Swept the lil bug into the dustpan and flug it down 8 storeys. I stood there laughing.

My neighbour,( the cute guy lahs! Not the uncle pls!) came out to the corridor and said "Good Morning -yawns* Why are you out here laughing by yourself?"

Zzz, embarassing.

I just waved and said "nothing much, morning!" and went back inside, so that i can catch some shut eye before the exam. When i went into my room, i was greeted by a horrified face, YES! IT'S MY REFLECTION!!! AHH, i look like a mess!! how could i have shown that cute guy this.. this.. THIS!!! OMFG, i wished there and then, that someone would just shoot me in the head.

HAHA!!! freakin throw face!!

Sighs... I seriously miss him. It's hurting when we were sitting side by side, and i could only think of him and no one else but knowing for a fact that i can't have him.

2006-06-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry peepz, for the serious SERIOUS lack of updates.

Been very busy in school nowadays. SO FUCK! I hate IISO!! Im not a business student yet i have to study this kinda business CRAP. YOU'RE STUFFING SHIT INTO MY BRAINS!! Go eat grass can!

Term tests are just up next week and i am SO NOT PREPARED. CMath is a bore. I dozed off during lectures like every eight out of ten times! shit, i'm gonna flung this man... what the hell... So moodless now.

I wanna take JAPANESE FOR MY CDS, but they say better not to take language. wtf. I WANT TO!!!!! next time then i'll take the easier courses lahs, now year 1 only. who knows next time year 2 will be busy anot. Heck care.

hahaha, recently there have been a lot of funny things going on.
Love my class, all so enthusiastic!

okae, i think i've come up with a list of the things i hate*

1. Arrogance
2. Noisy People
3. Lesson Distractors ( people who distract me during class with their LOUD voices)
4. IISO
5. CMaths
6. Boring Lectures
7. Flirtatious Girls
8. Gay Boys
9. Mugging
10. Tests

Picking ups*

1. Acoustic Rock
2. Skipping Lectures
3. Chilling at Tp Library
4. A Habit To Play Sports Every Tuesday

LOVES*
1. Shopping
2. Bitching (its healthy kaes..)
3. Making Up
4. Dressing Up
5. Funky Hair! LOL!!!

Ok lahs, shall continue with my muggin', i hate it, but BO PIAN.

rear lower tie bar

2006-05-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I've spent so much on a birthday gift. LOL! 90 dollars pls! of course it's because it's his birthday lahs. HAHA!! So I'm cool with it.

Today after school, i met him at his class block 15. The number '5' is our common number LOL! Not bad arhs... Like soo long never see him le.. miss him so much can... Hahas! OMG, im like whining!

We got the rear lower tie bar from a workshop and proceeded to another because the mechanics wern't free. So like the item itself cost $80, which is not too bad. Headed to the 2nd one after to get it fixed up for $10 for which he didn't want me to pay. So i dropped $10 into his side compartment and waited till we parted then messaged him =)

Sothething similat to his summit's rear lower tie bar except that this is DC Sports's

WOOTS! TIGHT!

The bars, according to him, are to balance the car tyres, so that when sharp turns are made, all 4 wheels will remain on the ground. Even at high speed! so WOOTS! We tried that in the spacious carpark and WHOA, NICE!

I love the feeling of cruising beside him, and having loads to talk about... so nice, precious time please... hahas =)

OH! While we were driving around, saw vivian walking home.. he didn't see tho... hahahasx! So qiao.. After that we went to Hougang Green's Macdonald's because he said he had to grab a bite before he fall asleep while driving.. LOL! SCARY PLS! He's sweet lahs, bought me a McFlurry oreo, well, he insisited cuz he felt really 'pai seh'.. haha cute guy.

We were talking about the numer of Seng Kang Students who went into macpherson ITE, his previous school... and suddenly, he pointed at a figure which i MISSED to see, and said that that guy was a seng kang student in macpherson ITE. LOLs! Surprise surprise, it was QI ZHI! HAHA!!

Qi Zhi, not bad looking ryte? HAHAs!
Taken at his house on the 20th of June 8.45 PM.

When it was going to rain, we left so that we could get to the carpark in time. Hahas! I wanted to walk home cuz it's just hougang green, 3 mins walk and i'll be home, but he said he'll drive me.. AWW.. *touched* sweets*

LOL, anyway, CCN day's cummin'! And C139 is supposed to raise funds for the needy in school. Wah lao, we pay so much to go school, still must do this kinda thing.. EAT GRASS LAH.

Managed to design a class tee tho incomplete. Ah well, gotta do editings!

laters yall. (fuck, influenced by CHRONSTER.)

2006-05-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

WOOTS!!! 'Qualified Driver's License' HERE I COME!!!

HAHA, these few days in school has been quite pleasant! heees, I think im slowly letting go of him le... Although i think that if i ever see him again, I'll fall back... That's it, I'm weak. Anyway, he'll be busy with projects and quizes.. Hey, memo -"good luck sweetie."

Suddenly my old pal William and me got kinda close as in friend close lah, hahas.. He's so cute! Today we wanted to go to CDC (comfort driving center) because he wanted to take his advanced theory and practical exam, and as for me, i was gonna register for my BTT, test date, 23rd JUNE 2006.

YOU!! yes, YOU!! Please remind me if i forget.. HAHAS!!

Ok, so we were supposed to meet at our campus' taxi stand. It took him forever to come lahs then i noticed a small lime green car approaching. Inside, was William and his Japanese friend SHIM - NICE! and he signalled for me to board the car.

In SHIM's car was this really cute toy you know the "mian bao chao ren" and it was kinda big lahs, and William actually used it to attract and DISTRACT motorists! HAHA!! there was this girl in the SBS bus who couldn't stop looking at him, or the "mian bao chao ren" toy, whichever. UBER FUNNY! but he still continued to wriggle the toy to capture people's attention... HAHA!!

OK, here's the guilty part.

While William and i went into register, we thought it'd only take a short while. No one predicted that we had to wait for like 2 hrs! and POOR SHIM got so bored, I could feel that he was frustrated lahs, so went I got into his car again, I felt kinda bad and dare not say a thing. LOL!!

When we got back to school, William said that there was this guy who looks like "KUN DA" from energy who wants to know me lahs, so i very thick skinned went into his class and HELL, THAT GUY BLOODY LOOKS LIKE KUNDA, except for his hair.. zzzz! LOLs! kewl~

kun da pls

Well, that sums today up, time i started bloggin more often. it's like a dead piece of land here. LOLS! WILLIAM, SHIM I OWE YOU GUYS ONE!!! THANKS =DDD!!! you guys made my day!

t02 outing

2006-05-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

DISCLAIMER;

Don't get pissed.

Okay, let's get started.

Its surprising to find our class bonding SUPER fast lahs, my mates in other courses were like, "HUH?! SO FAST GOT CLASS OUTING?!"

Ehs, please, we can bond wan lorhs, it's only whether you want to make it happen.

Then, there are those anti social freaks. Gary, a guy who talks to himself and his own five fingers. WOW, self entertainment! How boring... And our chair person, Daniesh. He's like the black sheep of the class lahs, cuz he's never bonding, sitting away from the class and busy when we actually TRIED to ask him to hang out.

The rest are pretty normal, we group, discuss, hang out and chill.

Back to our class outing... Hmms.

Started by meeting the gang at dhoby ghaut station, Chron was like SO worried that we'll be late... well guess what? Everyone was, we were actually the 2nd to reach the place. First was Joel by the way.

Headed to hit the arcade and watched a dude play House Of The Dead 4. Cool game! Joel's probably rooting to be the best in Singapore. LOLx!

Soon, the guy with the most complex and complicated hair-do, Joseph, came and glued his eyes to the wide arcade screen.

Then Jiayi, with the "you-make-me-wanna-LA-LA!!" attitude! LOL, she's very fun to mix with lah, full of crappy ideas. Stella, the quiet, innocent and sweet looking girl, Mun Yee, the pretty girl with the accessories and Amalina, Blur Queen, came next.

Stephenie and Shamayne, the very RAH RAH girls arrived and ALL the girls were there, except for Wee Khim, she had to work. Hardworking girl yeah~

When the other guys came, we all went to Cafe Cartel to have lunch. Amalina, that blur queen ordered blue berry pancakes thinking that it was choclate (blur ryte?). When she took her first bite, she kept making that puking sound and those who know me well, i buey tahan this kinda pple. Like if you wanna puke, please FUKING STAND UP and RUN AWAY! GO GO GO!! instead of making everyone else lose their bloody appetite lahs!

Chron was kind enough to finish up Amalina's meal... Heng arhs, she didn't puke.. i wanna SIAM lahs! Okay, i was super dulan, cuz its not the bloody first time. Anyway, i know she can't help it and she's my good friend lahs, so i shan't be bad.

Our bill totalled up to $134 Ehs, okae larh.. havent discount mahs.. haha.. but everyone went 'POK'-ed! Then no money for breakfast the next day. Uber funny lahs! hahaha!!

Okaes, after lunch we went to play billard. Joel and Chron are pros, Sham and Joseph are rookies, Jia Yi is the ZHAO GENG QUEEN! LOLx!! she had to borrow my jacket lahs, if not kena exposed... ahem! Okae.

Chilled at TCC after the game and hell, our camera spoilt. There goes our nice nice pictures lah.. But nevermind, next time sure got chance de =D!! Then i was persuading Joel to order a drink, but he kept saying he no money... so managed to get him to order something =) My treat. See, I'm so 'hao xing'-ed... LOLx!!

After that everyone went HOME and presto, end of the day!! LOL~

I've only got some candid pictures of our outing, so... here goes!

Shamayne and Stefenie. Sorry, Stella.

Amalina in yellow, Chron & Joseph, fixing the camera, Yi Jian(blocked) and Jia Yi.

This cup is fukin' irresistable! LOL!!

2006-04-30T02:51:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'm gonna resign from carrefour! Today will be my last day. I really cannot handle so many things at once.. Sure, i can muti-task, but i'm NOT A COMPUTER.

I don't work that way!

My 2nd last day was pretty funny lah, cuz xiao wei and me werking together, 2 siao girls = HAVOX!

At first we were supposed be greeter and CS.. but both also damn sian.. Can you imagine standing a whole day giving out fliers from 3pm to 12 am?? Or sitting at a counter watching tvs being sold and returned?

Crazy.

Anyway, we got to replace 2 surveyors who sent da company on aeroplane. so bitchy rite these people. Not even responsible for their own actions...

Who knew a bad thing can turn out to be SO GOOD!! We ended up slacking from 4 plus to 9.30. After that we became greeters for level 1.

Den helped SQ and Premium.. a multi tasking day pleeease!

Surprisingly i wasnt tired lahs.. LOL!! Good for me! cuz at night got to chat with him summore is like suddenly got a lot to talk about... so strange right? Maybe because he read... Like the time when we were so close before. *sighs*

OK! School, My classmates are really sweet lahs.. we have a lot of gamers and a brownie maker! Interesting right? LOLs!! First few days were fine lah, got to bond alot and we have mass talks in msn.. heard that Joseph wanna transfer school next year.. for those who are still asleep, HELO! we're reaching MAY! 'Next Year' is not so far away.. almost half a year gone oreadi pls!

LOL!! Back to school.. I love NMM and hate Cmath. wah lao, go poly le still must learn maths... I thought i pass O lvs can le.. LOL! noe basic 1 + 1 = 2 or 2 x 2 = 4 or inifinity can le.. still must wad functions and bla bla...

Eerietating pls!

OH! That time something funny happened. Chron and i was waiting at a bus stop cuz its was raining HEAVILY and we also dun wanna get wet... so sucky lorhs... (If onli i got a car..) BUT BUT BUT got 1 blooody bus zooomed past us and the water from the road side FLY CAN~!! and suay suay we both kena.. lols! in the end made a run for it to shelter.. Super cold.

Having a fever now.. But cant sleep lahs! .. shitty..

Got pictures lah.. will upload next time! Heex..

Gosh, i think he read my blog...
Was i too fierce? -.-"

survival of the fittest.

2006-04-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it happened! I actually survived my first day in poly!! LOLx! Made a couple of friends too! Haha..

Hafiz sent me to school today and we were bitching about her and all her crappy shit larhs... Guys can bitch too pls!

Bitching is fun! But that don't make guys bitches.

Stepped into school and waited at the "mushroom" for everyone.. LOL, actually was emoing slightly but at the sight of friends, the thoughts all just flew away. Haha, thanks girls! You guys just indirectly made me forgot about what happened. =)

The first lecture was BORING! So my mind drifted into thoughts again and if you were there, you would've noticed the frown I unconciously put on and the sadness in my eyes... haha! Got woken up from my daze when amalina asked, "hey, why so sad?"

-thought-

Yesterday we were messaging, started when i asked him if he was ruxi's ex as yanhui told me.

"yep.. why? so many years ago.." was his reply.

wow, hey small world ya? you're my girl-friend's ex! -.-"
Ok nevermind.. we continued to message "yada yada yada..." (details not important)

Suddenly he said, "btw i got gf le.."

Wahs, (i know i shouldn't blog this out. Cuz he may read... HECK! this is MY BLOG!) i will lift whatever yanhui said last night in msn .

im the one in green...
Its kinda true lahs. hurts so bad, and yet i still have to act happy... Ah well, he said that they've been draggin for quite sometime le, like since last year...

I've only known him for like 1 month plus coming 2? how to compare? can go eat grass liao.

I'm STRONG! and optimistic, YES!

But i am only human, had to ease off some pain so vented it on my ear.. I pierced it again!

See the one on top? Re-pierced on a scar that used to be there. Thank you Miss Goh for making me throw away my ear stick. Now i can bear the pain.

Now, there's this guy in school with piercings ALL OVER his body! mostly on the face! Uber Fugly! If got chance i will 'tou tou' take his picture. Haas! then can feed my blog mahs! LOL!!

Talking about guys, I just remembered a blog featuring GAYS! They're also proud to be GAYS pls! Colin and Kero. read their blog
here!

Temasek Poly - Reunion -

2006-04-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

Is Temasek Poly the place to make ammendments from mistakes?

It's really odd.

Two-Plus years ago, I made a friend named Kelvin, at that time he was still studying in ITE. He wanted me to teach him how to sing "wu ding" or "rooftop", The duet by Jacky and Landy. As a token of appreciation he gave me a little Eeyore soft toy with the card signed;

LOL, so sweet, its still beside me ever night i sleep okae... Kel, if you're reading this, do feel honoured! hahax!

If you cant read, it says;

To: Diana

STAY COOL! STAY CUTE!

From: Kelvin

Okay, back to what happened... My ex, at that time, i think it was Andy, didn't like me to hang out with guys from outside... So i had to "part" with Kelvin. I'm so sorry! I ignored his messages, rejected his calls and avoided him. Till we totally lost contact and i lost my phone, changed my number and presto! -Total wipe out.

Yesterday, when i first stepped into Temasek Polytechnic's School of IT, he was the 1st very familiar face. He didn't recognise me... Apparently he claims that I've changed a lot. LOL!

Have I? Really??

Anyway, we re-bonded and i've got his number. LOL, so glad he made it to poly, now i've got a senior!! HAHA~

Guess who else i met there, my "enemy" or what used to be. Remember vivien? Blogged about her in one of my earlier entries. Hm, IT sch, different courses... I also met my ex classmates there like Si Ying and Masturah. Masturah that "bao toh kia"(a person who tells on you), bloody bitch.

So far, the orientation not bad lahs, haha! Got to compete with other schools in telematches and cheers...

IT, WILL WIN THE WAR!!
IT, WILL WIN THE WAR!!
IT, WILL WIN THE WAR!!

In the end, only won 2 trophies, for Olympian and Best Spirited! LOL! Not bad arhs..

Dun see us IT school SO SMALL no power.
We're small but we're like CHILLI PADI damn power!! LOL!!

Kae lahs, shall end it here =)

So Long, Good Bye, Good Night!! IT RAWKS!

2006-04-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

PHEW! I just came back from a class gathering at Downtown East. SUPER TIRED!

But i've got good stuffs to blog about =)

I left my home at about 2 den didn't expect everything to start so late, so i hung out at compass' library to look at some art pieces... you know that I'm an art lover... LOL! Ok, i was waiting for chong jie so we could go together but he was still asleep!! so tiao~ hahax... So lingered till about 4 plus den he called to announce his awakening! lol..

Took a cab there but the others, Jeremy, Wee Liang, Herman and Shun Tian were at loyang point having lunch, so took another cab there.. haha. They told us of how Jeremy "stole" some stuffs and it was hilarious! LOL!! Headed back to the chalet in 2 cabs! our taxi fare costed us $21!! Bye bye $21... sobs...

Guess what happened before everyone came!!

LOL!!! that's Wee Liang in white and Herman in green Super Gay Action!!
Uber funny, the jokers of the class gathering!

Ignore the background laughter, I couldn't help it pls!!

You Tube Rox!

Some guy brought his playstation and it was hogged for the whole 3, 4 days. Anyway, Herman told me to invite april to come because i think he wants to know her better lahs... So i invited April and Marie keke!! However when they turned up herman was like busy drinking and gambling.. he never even entertained her lorhs!! i thought i would be bored so i invited Justin too... ( so glad i did.. hee) Cuz it was really damn boring lorhs... Until Justin offered us to cruise around the area... hahaha!!

We went to changi to have dinner and at the same time, to see ah kuas~! LOL!! Spotted a few damn sexy one lehs! haha~ But phone no batt i din take pictures.. SoBs... After that we went around the spooky areas like the Commando Barracks, our main motive was to see if there were any cars inside, cuz like that means got pple.. *ahem* let's say its related to wanking, and private business.. Hello, we were at Changi!

Rumours have it that there's a red house in Pasir Ris. And when you go in, there are rules.
1. You have to go in pairs.
2. Light a cigarette and place it on the statue on the right. you have to come out before it burns out.
3. Girls who have menses must NOT go in.
4. Do not scream even if you feel a hand on your shoulder.
5. Do not take anything from the house.
6. Close the gate after exiting.

So anyway, we drove past it and really it was spooky pls.. haha!

After Justin left, cuz he got work the next day, April and Marie also did.. Cuz of that Herman lahs! dunno how to entertain... zzz... so nothing much happened.. except for some guys who got drunk in the middle of the night.

i had to leave on the 3rd day because My aunt was admitted to hospital.. Amin followed be cuz he was meeting his friend to cut his hair. Hmms... Well she was better already.. i think it runs in the family, i may have to go thru that operation too... Ah well, future then say =)

PICTURE TIME!!

Now we know what happened to ALL the charcoal.

It's true please! LOL, jk~~

Our Super Model! Sim Chong Jie! Any takers?? Sexy ma?

The most recent pic of Justin's car.. Nice ryte?! A Beauty~~

2006-04-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

I was watching MTV with my dad the other day when a Japanese MV came on. The song was Real Face by KAT-TUN. Then something horrifies me... THEIR EYEBROWS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!

Japanese Guys are the weirdest beings i know. They pluck their brows, put on make up and can look like AVRIL LAVIGNE!! Only to make themselves beautiful... Seriously, If japanese guys don't beautify themselves i think they wouldn't be recognized. They'll just be some ordinary men on this planet.

OMG~ Theirs are so much nicer than mine!! and mine's supposed to be natural. *ahem* haha!!

Okae the point is, I AM SO JEALOUS. I don't care. Im gonna get my brows done!! haha...

Hideaki Takizawa

Miyavi!! oh my god, look at his make up!! his BROWS!!

KAT-TUN

Pretty boys!!! Hahaha...
Look at their brows! They look so much prettier than me!! LOL, Miyavi looks sooo cool~
Anyway, i found a pic of my hideous brows...

Don't Laugh!!! i know its really very 'nan kan'! haha...

After much work i finally got it the way i like it.. keke!!

MY BROWS!!!

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BUAHAHAHA!!!

Can compare?? It looks better now! Im Jealous NO MORE!! haha~~!!

2006-04-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Finally converted to part time.. but it worries me still.. I have to work onli during the weekends, which is good larhs... But what if i start school, I'd have no time to rest please... Monday - Friday, school and lectures. Friday - Sunday, work. Not to mention Friday to Sunday being the busiest days of the week! OMFG~ HOW TO LIVE????!!!!

I don't think i want this freakin job anymore... Something in the sales line would be better... Still, Its like very "Bu She De" to leave the place lorhs... It took suck a long time to know the people there and they are really very nice and beautiful people! But the job sucks.

I really don't like that black chicken on my team. She's always bossing us around and like if there's a shortage, she'll blame whoever touched her counter and make sure the shortage is shared among them. luckily i never got shortage with her before... *phew*

She once told me to close the premium room door which was JUST BEHIND HER PLEASE, because she wanted to count her cigarettes. Will a few steps hurt? wah lao ehhs.. I was at SQ lorhs.. 10 m away can~ hahaa.. (kua zhang)...

Stupid Black Chicken.

LOL! It seems that our SQ team consists of animals...

Xiao Wei - Horse.
Ain - Frog.
Rechel - Black Chicken.
Jennisah - Mouse.
Felicia - 9 Tailed Fox.
Chitra - Female Tiger.
Mimi - a creature that has got to do with BIG EYES.
Ananthi - yet to be discovered.
Wati - Not sure.
Me - Kittygurlx (Cat). By nature. =)

2006-03-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today i saw the weirdest thing happened in the MRT.

A mother was scolding and forcing her son to have his dinner. All i heard was;

"Ah boy, you better eat your dinner!"

"If you don't want to eat your dinner, you don't eat your sweets also!"

"No no no, don't pick your food. See, jie jie also eating le!"

"No, you must eat LICE." ( i thought i heard it wrong.)

"You want your fishball, mummy buy from compass point but you must eat your LICE!"

LICE??? It's amazing how the word "rice" and become "lice". It's no wonder your son is not eating!!! You're actually forcing him to eat LICE!!! OMFG~~ BuAhHAhhAHha~ I couldn't help but giggle in the train. LOL!! uber funny!!

Talking about trains, molesters.

Yesterday i just got pinched in the butt(again!) by a stupid old man as he was exiting the train at Farrer Park. Girls beware and take caution. The train was really packed and thus he has an advantage as you would find it difficult to see who the culprit is and therefore cannot take action in time. I just screamed "FUCK!!" cuz was damn stunned and shocked. Should've screamed "MOLEST!!" right~ haha.. dum dum~

Anyway, he got caught for speeding and I'm gonna find my dad to help him appeal on the charges cuz its super high lahs... Hope can appeal, though chances are slim... Today never get to see him wors... Summore he'll werk till late late... poor thing...

Hao le bahx.. Im done blogging for today... mother kping.. Keep wanting me to playing piano. Hahas! Till another time people =)

2006-03-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

I am not going to criticise today.

I am merely sharing feelings=). As a 3rd person.

History:

She met a guy who worked with her in the same company. They talked but did not really get close. Till one day she added him in MSN that's when they exchanged contacts and got close.. slowly. Eventually they guy asked the girl for a date and the girl agreed. During that date, they started to take notice of each other and just as they were seen as a couple, the guy claims that he's not really ready for commitment and that he's sorry to give the girl false hopes. He said that it is due to his personal reasons. Leaving the girl hanging by a thread and letting her down, what a pity.

Present:

This very same girl met a new guy who is studying in her school-to-be. She is rather impressed as this guy doesn't smoke, drink nor gamble. He owns a really cool car and brought her around her area in it. Her first impression of him was that he is a "playboy" but then again, its only a first impression. After talking to him face to face she realised that he isn't. That's pretty cool! His 1st impression of this girl is that she's really sweet and that she has nice eyes which can produce electromagnetic waves. *stunned*

Today:

The girl has just finished her medical check up but will have to do an x-ray tomorrow. She is going to do a root touch up on her hair at Jean Yip and at the same time find the guy, with the car, who is working in LP Zone later. He is, however, going to be transferred to another location tomorrow. =)

pretty bo liaos.. But based on a true story!! LOL!!!

His really cool car=)
Added a new sticker but no new pics yet tho..

My favourite things

2006-03-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

There are some things in life i cannot live without.

It's like i can't imagine life without them!

The very top on my list would have to be my computer and handphone. Without them i would shrivel and die of boredom!

My preciouss....

haha!! Well, a computer provides entertainment. I can download songs and movies on-line, burn CDs, chat with friends and blog! It helps me kill time and It's got RAIN's wallpaper!!! hee.. We communicate thru the internet in msn too! So that's why it's precious =)

My handphone is my bestest-convenience bud! I can't possibly lug my computer on board an mrt right, Even if so, i won't have a socket! my samsung e720c replaces my computer. It not only allows me to contact my friends and increase my social circle, It also has games and a built in camera to let me "zhi lian" abit.

See what i mean?

The very next on my list would have to be make up and clothes. I can go out without accessories but a fashion statement, is a MUST HAVE.

My foundation! The major essence of my seemingly flawless skin. Without it, i think i'll look really hideous haha!

Then, must add colour... so my eye shadow an orange shade but only used during certain occasions.

An eye-liner is a must! It makes my eyes look bigger. hee~ Mascara is a occasional thing but i prefer my fake lashes as it defines my features =)

Lip gloss, to prevent my lips from cracking since i'm working and do not have alot of time to drink.

OH! and my hair wax!! it keeps my hair curly! Hee..

The one thing I've not mentioned is my iPod NANO! I just got it about 3 days ago and I love it! Although I'm not really sure why i cannot live without it but one thing's for sure... I'm really addicted to it now. HAHA!!

INSULTED

2006-03-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

Tonight, or the 1st 20 mins of the day, I'm sitting infront of my computer crying.

Apparently some idiots said that i very "ACT CUTE" can~ fuct YOU ALL!

I am demure, sensitive and BORN CUTE! It's not like u tell me to change then i can like that change. I need a lot of time lor!

Immature beings like you all don't know how to accept people for who they are and expect everyone to be like YOU and the kinda girls you like.

In your face dumbasses.

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At least HE told me he did this survey kinda thing for me... So sweet lorhs... Eventually, i cried and was like venting all my anger on him lorhs... I'm so bad... He was my "spy" and yet i wanted to beat him and all.

i will never forget what he said

IM SO TOUCHED!!! LOL~

k lahs.. im floating in my heaven now.. very tired need to slp!
GOSH~ i have to wake up at 7.15 tmr!! I'll end here for now...

2006-02-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps, today Im gonna talk about BITCHES.

I was browsing around friendster for awhile and i saw that "HUDA-VoGueQuEen" has updated her profile. Clicking on it linked me to her horrendous friendster entry.

double click to view the larger image.

Thought that was all? MORE ATROCITIES!!!

GIRLS, never be TOO proud of yourself that you have to name yourself "VOGUE QUEEN" especially if you know that you're ugly, self centered, thick skinned and cheap. I'd rather crown my ass.

It deserves better.

Seriously... You call this VOGUE??!!
Looks more like shit.

DUH~ just look at the picture. Who'd fuck around with this and call it VOGUE??!! Certainly, Huda.

The camera resolution is SO damn poor lohs! Moreover, she enlarged the picture causing the distortions. She then framed the picture using a cheap who knows what software that SUCKS!! It's no wonder its HIDEOUS.

You cant bloody fuckkin' even see her face. I can't see that ugly mole!! That mole of lies.

That's a good thing right?

And who'd wear a uniform to take photos? Don't you have anything better.. OH!! too poor to afford clothes i guess.

Just walk around in your underwear... no wonder you've been fucked a couple of billion tons of time. Cheapo.

Another lousy image. Hey bitch, wake up and learn how to take better pictures PLS.

Blurred, and a twitty pose. The image taken from upper view makes her head look bigger than her body. puiix. Lets take a look at what she's wearing...

Red round neck tee? I am SO over that. I hate round necks, make your neck look so squeezed.
Showing abit of the collar bone adds a bit of fashion to my image...

Even if i wanted a rounded neck, i wouldn't choose one that's so small like her's in the image.

Need I say her necklace? Obviously tarnished and old fashioned. Do you see people on the streets wearing a ring around their necks anymore?

Hello Hello, u blind arhs? At home also must wear shades. Wei Lian, our superstar, at home also never wear loh~ I dun see the need for u to ACT SO VOGUE at home.

Btw, good luck in ITE. Oh wait, i take that back. I should prolly tell you why first. With that sluttish act, you'll be the next "tammy" appearing in the next ITE sex scandal. Gosh, and you may also be beaten up by who u call "hooligans". Now, good luck.

NEXT.

Stumbled across xiaxue's blog just the other day.

Apparently, someone in this picture claims that she's a model.
Xia Xue's the one in Pink. See that woman in white? I bet xiaxue was talking about her.

She iish` a modell worss.. eeyerr ha0 erxiins worx..

(practicing my twitiishness`... Don't mind arhs!)

Look at her face!! OMG~ pimplish and SO not smooth.

Small slit eyes, flat nose, ORH BIANG HAIR!

Like xiaxue said, too long a neck which makes her look chinless, more so with her droopy shoulders.

oo!! AND 12 year old titties!! A touch to the YUCKINESS!! BuahHahHahHAHa!!! OMG, she has thought too highly of herself.

I hate this kinda people. What's wrong with being yourselves?? You're human right, so am I. Why do you have to be SO different from me?? By lying, you're making stories about yourself, in other words, you're living a lie.

Is it really THAT nice??

Truth hurts?? Being a normal human hurts? Then... should i hurt too?

Geez.

MODEL??? *pengz*

Love 爱 || Hate 恨

2006-02-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

Recently a lot of good stuffs have been happening to me.. but my wish has not come true yet lahh... Firstly i've found a job or 2 jobs! One at carrefour and one at EUT. Both also not bad lah! Carrefour is damn slack de and the pay is still running lorhhs =) I only did atrium sales at junction 8 for EUT under b.u.m equipment. Depending on the days, our business may vary but mostly slack...

I think I found love?

I've known this guy for more than 2 years and during this period he has always been by my side. Whenever i need someone he'll be there... So i guess i felt that he will always ALWAYS be there for me and got used to it...

Working at EUT with him has brought us close... Had a lot of fun moments and memorable moments but most importantly, i think i grew some lurve for himm.. OMG!! HOW?? that was on the 1st of Febuary. It's damn clear... on the 3rd day, we had a new supervisor her name was Stella. Slowly, i learnt that i had competition. Apparently, she told Joanne, one of my collague, that she may be interested in him. so Jo asked me, "ehhs... Qi Zhi got stead with anyone older than him anortss?" and i replied, "None that i know of."

After hearing that Stella had a crush on him, i got so EMO can~~ moody... angry... sad... frustrated... the whole day lah! Lost appetite summore... Lost 3 or 4 kg le lehhs! hmm.. Never had proper meals during these days... Anyway, that night i was like complaining and throwing my heart out to habsah in long john during our dinner break. Ate 1 small cup of coleslaw also puke come out... Qi Zhi got so worried and when he told me he was, i was god damn happy!! You'll know the feeling when someone u like is actually concerned for you... =D!!

Anyways, seeing them together made my heart hurt. Stella was always flirting with him and laughing with him and being soo biased to him... One night i told him, "ehhs, u and stella can click very well hors?" and his reply was "No lah! Cuz we smoker mah and got chiong and play mahjong also." (so that's what he thinks)

During those 3 days also never eat much, mostly, a coffee bean drink and a piece of muffin, for the whole day. Until i found out that stella messages him!! WTF WTF WTF!! but was happy lah!- when i realised that he didn't bother to save her number.. Buahahaha!!

That night when qi zhi, habsah and me were in bus 88, we were all damn high lahs.. LOL. something disgusting happened that day. I will not mention it here cuz its far too embarassing =) *blushes* Anyway... when he sent me home i nv get my goodbye kiss.. so sad lorhhs... den i msged him "ehhs i still nv get my good bye kiss lehs."(as a joke lah! pls lo u think i so thick skinned??) and his reply, which i saved, was,"ok! muack! Bye! Muack gdnitex." so sweet cann...

On the last day at EUT we had to pack up all our stocks... and he was hot and sweaty like hell lahhs! so were we but not as bad. When me and habsah went to the toilet to wash up saw him! half naked!! SO SEXY CANN~~ i was like dumbfounded and melting at the same time~ weex!! Haha~~ alas! William had jio-ed him to play bball. Waiting for him to say yes. The dual between the 2 tall men.

He's the only guy who's flaws i can accept.

He's the only one who had hurt me so much even when we're not together.

He's the only one who has been by my side thruout the 2 years be it problems or loneliness or breakups.

He's my kinda guy.

He makes me wanna fall in love. I already have.

He's the only one who can make me smile genuinely.

He's always on my mind and I'm missing him already.

CAUTION: The following post may make you hungry!

2006-01-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

I REPEAT!! The following post may make you hungry. APPROACH WITH CAUTION!

Lame. I know.

Recently i went with my family to Asia Hotel. They've renovated the place since we went there i think about a year ago and it looks GREAT!! We were there to celebrate my brother's 15th birthday!

However, they used to have sofas made of rich red velvet in the lobby where we can SPRAWL on. Its damn comfy BUT they changed it to u-gallop chairs!!!

Presenting, to you, iGallop!

Have you seen their advertisement? its freakin wrong!!

Kids who watch it will think "WOO FUn!!!" wheareas adults and pervertic people (like me) will think "WTF is this advertisement showing??"

I will like totally think slant okay...

And this, is the uGallop chair. One where you can sit, shake, shake and shake.

Okay, back to the topic.

We went to the restaurant there and it's an all-you-can-eat-buffet type. Besides being able to eat till your heart's content, the food there's damn DELICIOUS!!!

See for yourself=D
I don't know what this is called.

SATAY,

and LAKSA!!

Mouthwatering?? I cautioned you earlier!! Do not take my words for granted =D~

No cake though cuz not actual birthday. Heh!
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Yesterday, an "Ang Mo" BOY, scolded me "fuck you" in msn. Apparently, he thinks that I'm from CHINA! Fukkin pissed. It was only because i had this picture displayed.
Do i fukkin look like I'm from CHINA??!! More of Japan can!!!

Then i realised that the SOLE reason he scolded me was cuz he's too STUPID to know that FAIR SKIN + BLACK HAIR = ASIAN and not CHINA PEOPLE! Fuck u back u asshole. IN YOUR MUTHA FUKKIN FACE!

Who wouldn't be angered?? So i scolded him back with my ALL SO POWERFUL ENGLISH.
"Yo mama is SO OLD, her breast milk is POWDERED! "

So on lahx... Buey Tahan this kinda of mindless KID. I continued to blabber with my over m18 stuffs like,
"When you were just a little baby, yo mama didn't know how to feed ya so she just puts ur lips on her nippies for ya to suck to make herself HORNY! She then forces yo tiny little ARMS up her SMELLY PUSSY!"

I noe I'm bad... heexxx~~ But i cannot stand people who look down on ASIANS.

HOPE U GET CHINA'S SARS!! CURSE YOU, YOU BLOODY MOTHER FUCKIN' KID!
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Ever since yanhui's computer died, My blog has been very quiet. Everyone is werking!! and Im still so JOBLESS can... Killed my time by creating blogskins everyday. Like this one? Coool eh?

Spent 3 days making... Phew!!

2006-01-07T15:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm gonna start by posting a picture i forgot to upload the other time =DD!!
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AS you can see, It's our beloved QUEEN in action!!! see that ORANGE BOWLING BALL on the way to the longkang~ LOL!! WOW, we had so much fun that night...
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IM SO BORED!!

Im waiting for calls from Far East and 77th street~ went to so many places that time and none of them called... SOBS!! Dunnoe is 77th street giving us false hopes or wad lah~ According to xiaowei, the BIG BOSS of 77th street is currently not in the country.. siighs. and she'll be back by next week~ lolx.. what if they don't call?? !~!omg!~! IM ALREADY SO BROKE!!!

I seriously hate job hunting. I noe i can go to those recruitment agencies lah, but then some percentage of my pay would have to go to them.. wtf~!!?? I EARNED THAT MONEYY AND IT SHOULD ALL BE MINE~!!! *evil laughter*

okay, back to job hunting.

Imagine walking down to orchard on a hot SATURDAY afternoon from the heerens all the way to forum (for those who dont know, its at the other end of Orchard.) Signing application forms or getting the usual response, "we're not recruiting." Heart wrenching isn't it?? After signing forms, they'd say "we'll give you a call if you get the job." and like some dumbass, we have to wait for their freakin' call.

Why cant they just look at our forms and say ,"OH! PERFECT! you got the job!!"

ARghhs~ what a pain.. How I envy those who work and get like $1300 a month!! by now they could've already earn $2600!! omfg!! That's a fukkin' lot please!! *sighs*

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Recently, i got a virus from a certain site, i cant rember.. i was downloading an on-line game and suddenly this window appears saying, "YOU'VE BEEN INFECTED BY MALWARE! PLEASE CLICK HERE TO REMOVE THE VIRUS!" WTF!!!! Infected?!

I clicked on that window believeing that it was really a dangerous threat and they linked me to a FAKE MICROSOFT SITE, (i only learnt about this after solving the problem) Forcing me to download this "SPYAXE" for free~ However, the problem is that SPYAXE is the virus.

So after getting my computer COMPLETELY infected, i had to run a few procedures. AWW SHITTY~ But luckily i managed to solve the problem.. *phew*

Now, which idiot has nothing to do but create viruses? To that moron <-- FUCK YOU! Curse that you'll be infected by your own virus!! XP!!!

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I realised that lots of girls are out for kisses... LOL!! Even if it's gross~ surprise surprise`

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BUAHAHAHA~~ oops, did i scare someone??

*thought* should i change my blogskin?

Merry X mas!!

2005-12-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

Omg, so long nv blog, cuz too many things are happening! One after another...

24th December 2005

Yanhui, Chong Jie, Habsah, Sarah, Ming Herng and Grace met at town... to countdown for xmas! BOY was that place CROWDED~ we were moving, like yanhui said, by INCHES! alot of pushing and rubbing... ACTUALLY, a guy PINCHED my butt!! and i was like screaming "fuck off dude!" There was this guy who squeezed between me and this other girl and we were there vulgariting (if dere's such a word.) LOLs! "SNOW" was everywhere!! pple targetted us from AFAR! (ehh too exageratting.) But still, was a pretty NICE experience... lols!

Okae, so went paragon's coffee bean and chatted... no place for dinner!! Everywhere's so packed please! Went sumwhere near kovan to have vegetarian food but habsah dun feel "secured" so went jalan kayu to have prata lo and exchange christmas gifts (LOL)... Yanhui got me famous amos cookies!! SO YUMMY!! the aroma just makes me hungry.. HAHA! and Sarah got me choclates!! Thankiew girl!! Habsah got me Ferrero Roche~~ MMMM i'm drolling please! Still waiting for sharlene's and chong jie's gifts... STILL WAITING!! lol~
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25th December 2005

Went my ahma's house to celebrate xmas~ SO FUNN!! We played games like having to dress up our dads with peanuts!! LOL~ so cute! wanna see my dad??
LOL!! that tym luff till i grow stomache muscles! My brother lahh! haha~ made my dad like that!

OO okaes, here's what i got for my christmas exchange... a blazer, a skirt, a bag, and small pouch and a small rabbit magnet!! LOL~ so sweet! not to mention lots and lots of choclates! MMmm yuM~!! After that, we carolled and watch 13 ghosts! wooo~ creepy! Okae, left after that...

Merry Xmas!!

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27th December 2005

Today, me and my mum quarrelled. AIYAH she dun trust me lah.. She dun believe im gg to giordano again for interview lor!! den buey tahan just anyhow wear, grabbed my bag and stormed out of the house. Hack care her! den in the bus felt pretty embarassed lor~ cuz wad i wear realli dun match lor!! FUCKK~!! Went to 77th street to buy a skirt.. cost me 34 dollars. and was broke for the rest of the day. Met yanhui soon after.. haha~

Okay, we went to GIORDANO to be interviewed. Unfortunately, they have enough temporary full timers SIAN~ so went to town and met chong jie there... Watched narnia, (NI NA HIA) lols!! Omg, who came up with that??? cant remember.. WAH damn touching lor that show~ yanhui cried arrhs!! LOL~! just very thrilling, 5 STARS!! MUZ WATCH!!

Went home after 12.. but din get blasted from my parents. Cuz i think they noe im in a bad mood bahhs. *grins
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28th December 2005

Happy burfdae SARAH!! LOL~ omg, went out so late... Planned for movies and singing.. and STEAMBOAT AT SEOUL GARDEN!! But cuz when reach taka, seoul garden is like damn packed!! and we dun think can accomodate to 9 people.. so... went to marina instead.. cheaper also!!

Eat until very full arhs, but kena oil splashed!! WAH HOT & PAIN!! But delicious lahs!! LOL~!! After that sarah cut cake and cuz got no plates lars so ate from the platter itself! omg like what the! FIRST bdae like this!! buaHhahhahha~ TOO BAD din get to mash whipped cream on the birthday gurl~ hehas! OH OH guess wad! Habsah's sister, Fazira, lost a tooth!

SMILE :)

After that went bowling.. 3.90 a game?? LOL very cheap!! but den i have to leave early... GOT A DAMN GOOD SHOT OF QUEEN (oh pls! wakaka) HITTING THE LONGKANG! haha!! but she deleted it!! zz~ HAHA~ Ernest rocked with his dragonball and edwin... PRO LAHS! Sharlene also!! o m g all so super~ hahax!!

Didn't stay for the 2nd game though, cuz my father called and chase me go home,, yes! i know im earning my freedom bit by bit!! YES!!

2005-12-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today went for the 2nd interview... WAH LAO EHH~ damn boring lor!! zzzz~ and we were like in lala land nodding our heads away... After hours and hours of talking, we left deciding NOT to work there. PLS LO~ wad magnetic ions... bloodflow, tok so much onli want us to sell their product. ZZZZ!! so was about 5 lahh or going to 5 den cos very hungry... so wanted to go PS to eat lahhs...

On the way there hor, DAMN SUAY... LOL! not me!! is dat xiaowei. kena bird shiit on her head! LOLx!! den i was saying it was lucky and she said was not den kept arguing over this matter until reach PS de toilet, saw Cai Ning! den i think it means unlucky lah... lol~ that thing damn disgusting lor!! one big patch of white and brown~ den still got like round round de... ERRM dunno how to describe...

Here's one BIG fcuking disgusting picture of it!

PICTUREE TIMEE!!

These pics were taken at Random, some of the pics are still in my digi cam~ WILL UPLOAD AS SOON AS I FIND MY CABLE!! =DD!!

2005-12-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAYY!!!

Happy birthday to me,
Happy borthday to me,
Happy birthday SWEET EIGHTEEN!!
Happy birthday to ME!!!

BuAHaHahAhzz!!! IM DAMN LEGAL!! i can get my license now!! can get married!! (i dun intend to. Not yet lahhz!)

18th December 2005

First day to check into my chalet... guess wad?? i got free upgrade!! frm a superior to a deluxe!!
Spent some time with my family and had dinner at sakura's international buffet restaurant! LOL~ i was bloated that night heex... about 11 plus we watch "friends" in the room and laughed till our bellies ached!! after everyone left, sharlene and yanhui arrived. That night YANHUI dun let us sleep lor... HOW CANN~?? lolx... Sharlene and i were about to sleep but yanhui kept saying, "Dun sleep lehh!! accompany me watch tv!!" OK lor, we watch the "my date with a vampire" and saw some DAMN lousy acting lolx! after that, she still dun let us sleep!! she wanted to watch WWE!! omg... me and sharlene were like already in bed... DEN, "OUCHH!!" yanhui created her own WWE in the room. lolx!! she kept hurting her shin at the foot of the bed! LOL~ now where also "orh chi" bUahHahHazzz!! Finally, some peace!!

19th December 2005

At first is yanhui wanna go wild wild wet de... den sharlene wanna go escape... den finally decided to go escape lorrrss... by "luck" or sort of... There no pple wan!! omg~ haha queue also ahwile onli... but me and sharlene always go play the 'go-kart' DAMN FUN LO!! like racing!! and the car is SUPER DUPER easy to manuveur!! dunnoe why yanhui dun dare lehhs... can try mahhs~ OH! got one ride dunnoe spin spin spin de.. 1st tym like very scary after tht like nothing le~ LOLx.. BUT HOR, will headache de lahhs... *not for the faint hearted* ok, we left at about 4 den started BBQing at 5 plus 6? LOL.. my first timr bbqing, * WARNING: whoever gets me as a wife, better be prepared! I DUN COOK WELL!!* lolx~ so bbq all so NICE!! sharlene CAN COOK! LOL~ so party guests, come and go... den a few stayed... like Habsah, Sarah, Kah Wei, Edwin, Chong Jie, Yanhui, Sharlene, Ernest & Shun Tian Thanx pple!! without u guys, the party won't have been a BLAST! muaxx!!

20th December 2005

Checked out, went home DEN, Yanhui, Sarah, Kah Wei, Edwin, Ernest & me, went to escape again. u guys prolly think we very bo liaox... go oreadi still wan go.... LOL! too attracted to the go kart lahhz!! LOL... But realli damn fun lor.. at nite went to kaixiang's chalet for barely 10 mins! cuz her BBQ all pork lahhs and her pri sch frenz were there... SO we SIANZ lor~ and i cannot eat.. zz!!
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Today, xiao wei, patricia and me went to eat PRATA! omg.. so long nv eat le! everyday fast food! LOL no wunder grow so fat! lolz... After tht went for a job interview at BIOMAGNETICS! can someone tell me wad this company is?? the pay so high, interview onli call me be MANAGER! lol! where got so good de! sighhs.. tmr 2nd interview see how lahhs... LOL.. after tht follow that xiao wei to her NIKE, to werk~ den bought a roxy tee... HMM~ so happy!! LOL~ got money le! After tht me and pat went to hereens to shop den go paragon look for a fren, but he's not dere... TOO BAD! another time lah hohx? LOL~

kk lahhx tok alot le.. summore so tired.. GD NITE!!

Genting Highlands

2005-12-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

LOL~ wondering why here no Ang Mos lemme see!! LOL~ but got more indians lahh~ zzz... (*SO NOT INTERESTED!!) Got to clear my head... clear my mind... clear my soul... up here in the winter cold highlands~ WOO!! Lanning, got 1 hr to post lehhx... HAHA... no pics lahh sorrie pple!! But for those who were worried abt me... yanhui, sharlene, george.. LOL, I'm fine... duncha worry no more kk??

Im in good spirits!! All I can give are memories. Takes a day to like someone, a week to love someone but FOREVER to forget someone! soo... fret not.. u pple will NEVER be forgotten!! SIGH!! not enuff moneyy!! i wanna buy tht b.u.m equipment de jacket!! 99 ringgit lehhhxxx dunnoe larrsss~ HAHA... shopping is therapeutic~

YAY!!! B'dae cummin and XIAO WEI said she's calling RAIN to come!! OMG~ shit her lahhhx.. bluff my feeling only.. zzz!! lolx~ u guys got get present for me ant?? LOL~ must lehhhx!! I'm turning 18!! its damn important for me lohhs!!! Omg~~ so excited!! Nothing's gonna ruin my day!! LOL~ happy sha la la la la~ dun mind me, I'm siao le=D. Nut not as siao as tht yanhui lahhh` bathing also muz announce to the world~ zzz!! LOL... ehhh yanhui dun angry arhs!! LOL!

Well... gonna play my counter strike!! LOL~ takkairre pple!! TILL MY BDAE!! muak muak! Lurve ya'll~ heex!

i still love you

2005-12-13T17:55:00.000+08:00

well, it's over... i've broken up with my guy... I"M STILL SO SAD! im gonna be the next yanhui! lolz... haiis... AT first i thought i've lost my feelings for him... but, there's this part inside of me which cannot stop crying for the loss... why? Cuz.. i still love him and he will never be replaced.. perhaps in the future.. if we are meant to be, we will be. I dun wanna lose ALL my feelings yet.. i dun wanna forget him either! not yet.. but as of now, he will not be tied down by me.. not at all.. i will not restrict him to anything... He's a free man...

To Geroge, i love u still~

Yanhui sent me this lyrics of a song... which suits me a lot! realli damn emo when i read it... but thanx dearie! for being there for me... *sobs*

After I Say Goodbye by Jessica Lynn Tibbott

It's time for me to say goodbye.
For you, no more tears will I cry.
I love you enough to know,
It's time for me to let you go.
The memories I'll always have,
the ring, I'll always wear.
You'll always be a part of me
Even if you are no longer here.
I wish you the best in your journey of life.
I hope things go well. Promise not to forget me,
After I say... farewell.
Know in your heart I love you still...
But for you;
Waiting no longer,
will I. I'll miss you much,
I'll want you here.
But I no longer fear the world without you here.
I'll meet new people,
I'll have new loves.
But no one will be able to replace the great times I had with you.
I was your girl;
I was your escape;
I was your love...
But I can no longer fake the fact that I am...
no longer.
Strength has come,
the will to push on.
Through the years ahead I will remember.
And I will smile knowing that Once... I was loved by you.

AHHH!!! damn emo.. sorry people! nights like this i wish raindrops will fall to cover my tears.

2005-12-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

Well, I've been "tagged" and i am supposed to post 5 random/weird stuffs about myself.

*RULZ;
1. Post weird random stuffs about yourself
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of the 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1.) I love laughing, usually at jokes, big or small, funny or not. I will still laugh! BUAHAHA!! HEY, its a form of releasing stress okae... YANHUI LAH~ my laughing partner=DDD!!

2.) I iron my dollar notes! (can't believe i so bo liao right?) For those of you who didn't notice, the notes in my wallet are always straight! unless i have bought something and the cashier gives me crumpled notes. hee~

3.) I like guys who are damn tall, I dunnoe why George is so short. BUT, i do PREFER guys who are tall, even by a head or 2! Hee, they've been secretly admired... Guess i feel... useful being SHORT! LOL~!!

4.) My dream is to owe a sports car, despite whether I can drive or not! I WANT A SPORTS CAR!!! A Ferrari or Mazda!

5.) My baby pics are cute!! i love staring at them~ i can't imagine that I was born BALD! *shudders* Why was i born with a large forehead?? Alienated i guess... *SHOCKS* I'm not human!!! ZZZ~ lolx!

The pple whom i wanna pass this on;
1. Kenneth
2. Si Ying
3. Sharlene (I dun care! u muz blog!)
4. Xiao Wei
5. Qiu Ying (IM SO SORRY!! I JUZ THINK U'RE WEIRD ENUFF!!=DDD!)

2005-12-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

HARRY POTTER ROX!! I went to shaw house with my brother yesterday night to watch HP; the goblet of fire! DAMN NICE LOR!! The book seems much more detailed though... You guys just gotta watch it!! superbly thrilling, NVM i wun spoil the movie.. wanna noe wad happened? GO FIGURE! lolx
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Anyone of you watch 'full house'? that korean drama... LOLX, today went out with William that damn tall guy! reminded me of full house tht drama lor~! dunnoe his height la... shld be 18+ cm den im like onli 158cm! Geezz~ damn short right? Wear 3 inch high heels only reach his chest. NOT EVEN HIS SHOULDER!! I usually favour guys who are soo damn taller than me. OKAY! i wanna set a CRITERIA. i will ONLY be with guys who are AT LEAST a head taller than me!! =DDD~~~

ZzzZzz~ that idiot william dun wanna send me his PHOTO! (guess he knows that im gonna DESTROY his pic and post it on the web.) BuaHahhaHaaHa~!~!~!~!~!!

LOL!! i've realli got nothing to do! lol~
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Anyway, alvin has recommended giordano and snk~ Gio pays $6/hr while SnK pays $6.50/hr. Guess this should be part time's pays.. he then mentioned sumthin about having $1300 a month! should be SnK lah ha..

but accordind to william, he got a job which paid him 2K a month!! ZZZ!! asswipee~ something about promoting certain product.. wah shuang leh.. den i asked him what company he said now no more le! SHAGG~

Well, found alot of jobs in today's newspaper.. some botique in hougang mall needs people and FILA also need! WOO, im gonna call tmr! It's getting kinda late, gotta go pple!!

Waddadae

2005-11-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

I've just permed my HAIR!!! wanna seE??? LOLx..
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AT LAST, something different~ i was getting sick and tired of my straight hair. I've yet to colour it yet~ cuz now abit dry... WAIT SPOIL~ i go bang wall!!
okae, enuff of my hair, its blushing now... lol~ LAME i noe.
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Yesterday, yanhui, sharlene and me went down to town to find a job. Started at shaw house arnd there got adidas originals, BUT BUT THEY ONLY WELCOME FULL TIMERS!!! So disappointing can~ >.<>.<

Yada Yada Yada went tht guy~ and we were like nodding our heads all the way...

When we got out, (finally.. phew!) we went to quicksilver, roxy and... i cant rem~ but all said no vacancy~ SIAN.. nvm.. Dragged our feet to far east and had lunch.. *FUKK i not enuff money!!*
After tht saw Serena, long tym no see~ lol. shant tok more abt tht... hmmm... OH! When i got some cash from my dad, Sharlene and Yanhui went to levis to ask.. THEY GOT THE CARD!! but the fukkin idiotic owner oways give us a fukkin voicemail lor~ (i been trying) MIND YOU!

Looked around paragon and got the number for "guess" HEY~ if get there not bad lor! Only i think if work at levis got more comission~ heh heh..

went to heereens and asked around too~~ went to "flash-get" and GOT THE APPLICATION FORMS!! WHEE~ but hope can get in lor!

LOL~ kk.. today's job offers on the papers are quite tempting.. HMm,, gonna call sharl!! tatax pple~

2005-11-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

Hais, pretty stressed about this matter recently, it clashed with my O lvs examination. WHAT A DREAD!! Okae here goes. It's me and my guy, George. We started so happy, risking so much losses, but I don't know if it was worth it.

Today, It's a total different story. All happy signs have perished over time. Through our quarrells our feelings fade. I don't know if i can bear this any longer!! ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!! first it was a few weeks back,we had this problem when he added MY FRIEND in friendster without telling me!! Okay, most of you will think this is okae, the thing is, SHE's DAMN PRETTY and he said that she was NOT BAD. okae,, WELL, at least tell me right... If u people were me, wouldnt u find it a total let down? I MEAN, Your guy! thinks that this girl is cute! and added her in friendster??!! without telling you at all???!!! MOREOVER, i found it out from the girl myself! If i hadn't would it have been a secret FOREVER?? SHEESH!!!

Ok, For this matter, he can act as if it was MY FAULT. This was what he said, "i only added her in friendster then you like that." my question is, which freakin girl in this world wouldnt be "LIKE THAT"?? to him: please use some common sense. -*roll eyes.

A few days later, we were okae, he told me his internet cant connect S.A.D. (good lor! he wun be able to see his CUTE fren in friendster) It didn't end there. Just recently, his internet became okae, Course i was happy for him that we can chat on-line again. but NO~ since his internet recovered, we only chatted TWICE!! mind you, twice.. I forgot how our 1st one ended, but this happened yesterday night. My message log history got problem, cant open. So i'll just say wad happened okie? I messaged him in MSN. He took a mighty long time to reply lah, finally replied about 10 mins later. then he was gone again. I msged and msged. Finally, came his replay on my phone.

"Dear, I playin game."

Ok lor, i dun disturb him but feel very distubed inside lah! He would rather play his game, than chat with me, AS IF like im boring him out. I WAITED for him to finish his game leh!! BUT!!! He go offline without even telling me!! FUKK!! Who wouldn't be pissed. So i sent him a message.

"Go and play your game la... SO IMPORTANT RITE?! so much more important than me. Go offline without telling me summore. Next time you mind your business i mind mine okie?" -*fuming mad.

GRR...

I left my phone on and read his reply the next day. It came at 1.34 AM. His reply was.

"Dear, i slp le. Gd nite."

SO INSENSITIVE RITE??? there i was fuming mad! and he can act as if nothing happened. Bast***!! GRRR!!! Haiss gotta cool gotta cool~

This is only a few cases of why i get pissed with him. Acting like a fool in public also makes me so embarassed. I want someone who is mature who knows how i feel and without doubt understands me. I don't know if i can tolerate this anymore!! SIGH, i wishh to let go, then again campared to other guys who like me, he's the best already. SIGH~

Yanhui told me,"You waited through your o lvs le, now o lvs over den u wanna break like very wasted lor..." true, but i dunnoe.

-crazy and cranky. cya pple.. leave ur comments on my tag. thanx..

Falling In Love

2005-11-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

WHOA~ been a decade since i last posted and here i am with my mocha grabbing my soft fluffy pillow. =)))!! O LVS END LE!! tmr's last paper! Bio & CHem MCQ. DUn plan to study lahh, i sstudy bio de chapters nv come out, should come out in MCQ bahhs... SOoOO INSPIRED to perm my hair leh!!

You see!! all her fault!! LOL~ i cant stop staring at her hairr!! SO ENVIOUS CAN~

YANHUI's BDAE:
It started with me and edwin going to hougang mall to get karaoke cds, onli to leave empty handed. So we headed for caompass height's function room. Upon reaching, CJ was there blowing balloons (wad a nice papa yanhui has!). LOL so cute!! Den the baloon alot a lot spoilt wan~ if not got hole den burst lor! sad mann... But eventually more people came and help. Hmm~ we bought more balloons and decoed the room lor!

Arrival of party guests.

Arrival of BDAE GURL~ but! when i saw her, her face was damn red ask her wart happened but all turn out sad news. Seems that Jeremy has a new girl friend, a fat and chubby one who's... let's say kinda weird and creepy to me~ SHH! THT 4N de CHARLENE LAH! Face like pokemon dat charmander! LOL!! Brrr...

Okae, i think i spent a lot of time in the toilet calming people, WHEW~ wad a day! Oh! haha, yanhui was okae lah.. She sang and sang and sang, drowning her sorrows in songs... Blew out her birthday candles... UNTIL she started drinking. WAH~ can say the toilet got indoor rain can~ sobs sobs sobs, cry cry cry until i left lahh... cuz next day got art exam..

Hmm~ CJ had to take care of her (again, wad a nice papa~). Shan't go into details of wart happened lor.. wait she read and cry arhh~ LOL!! Wait got news of sudden flood in sengkang, near rivervale mall~ LOL.. waterfall from a certain block can!
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The 12 signs of falling in love. It happened to me, so i guess it's true! LOL~

12. you'll read his/her sms over andover again.

11. you'll walk really really slow while you're withhim/her.

10. you'll feel shy whenever you're withhim/her.

9. while thinking bout him/her, your heart willbeat faster and faster.

8. by listening to his/her voice, you'll smile for noreason.

7. while looking at him/her, you cant see theother people around you. you can
only see that person.

6. you'll start listening to SLOW songs.

5. he/she becomes all you think about.

4. you'll get high just by their smell.

3. you'll realize that you're always smiling toyourself when you think about them.

2. you'll do anything for him/her.

1. while reading this, there was one person onyour mind the whole time.

Graduation Day

2005-10-30T14:39:00.000+08:00

I've come to point where i think SENG KANG SEC REALLY SUX~!!

pointers;
- No prom night
- No graduation party
- Stupid form teachers who'd only come up with onli 2 "meaningful" sentences for da class PLEASE!
-Stupid keychain as memory?! Puix!! It belongs in the dustbin!
- No action taken to the stupid homeroom system. (Principal doesn't listen.)
- Suspension if we're late for more than 4 times!! (what the..)
- Military school!
- A zookeeper as a discipline master~PUU-LEASE!!

Glad that I'm leaving soon, WOOHOO~
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Graduation Day

I think other classes like Ms imelda's and Mdm Zurina's had the most meaningful speeches.
Mdm Zurina even sang a song for her class. SO SWEET~ Imelda even got a boquet of flowers from her students... SIGH~

ON THE OTHER HAND, 5n2 got the most PATHETIC speech. Suay lar.. I don't even remember her speech. No meaning de lor! 5 years leh!! Hais. Unlike last year when students get to go up on stage to get their certs and whatever, this year was like damn short lor!! Only because the teachers said that it's a long duration so they CUT CUT CUT~ sianx.

Anyway, we took our class photos, not bad yea.. A different format from last year's and years before. We sat on and around the round tables and took our class photos, Not bad eh~ haha!! THAKIEW~~ photographer!! you made my graduation day! hehax.. Took amny photos with the other also~ humairah, yanhui, adeline, qui ying, sohni, rohaidah, amira, kamalia, pei fen etc etc a lot lah..

Gonna miss u peeps... So sad mann...
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Happy Belated Birthday Chong Jie And Serena. Yanhui's coming!!

CJ: Sorry wasn't able to make it, Mum din let me due to the fasting month.. But hey, you peeps are welcome to my house during Hari Raya~ hahax!! I dunno how to make it up to u, U decide le den tell me! haha good luck for 'O's yeah..

Yanhui: Wad u wan for ur birthday?? haha~ asked u weeks ago still no response leh... well, make sure its sumthing a can buy~ u noe wad i mean.. haha!!

Aiyah~ ok lor, this is the end~
Tatax peeps, will blog again soon!!
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If horrible is to ma?ke horrific, is terrible to make terrific?

2005-10-24T09:00:00.000+08:00

Ma self proclaimed holidae!!! Haiyas.. Gotta delete the huda sucks blog le... Friday. I gave tht bitch till Friday to read that blog. Den I'll delete. If she dosen't read so be it lor! she will never learn from her mistakes and remain friendless for her whole life. Hey~ tell her to delete her friendster account lars!! useless!!!

Saw that BITCH at compass the other day. Wear sleeveless tee those type of TIGHT FITTIN wan (trying to show off her bust) yuck! Den wore WAIST CUT jeans. EEYER so~ no sense of fashion man!! Den she walk pass me like trying to show off but i pretend din see lah, I just said 'Hi Aideel' who was behind.

Yesterday went out study at compass with George. Got so many questions in the maths paper i cannot do lor!! esp the algebra ones... HAHA i suck at algebra. HAIZ, hope my maths can pass, at least a c5 good enough lers!! Of course higher better lah! I wan go mass com~~~ sobx!!

Thursday, was it? Sharlene, Aishah, Adeline and me went to Pizza Hut. HAHA.. Cuz Aishah and me fasting wad... den we never eat lor, watch them eat instead lor. HAHA so tempting!! Yanhui wasn't there because she had POA. Oh Aishah told me to take a 'personalty test' Which tells me that Im an EXTROVERT!! Cool, like having branded stuffs, and spending money, okay, Aishah feels that yanhui is an EXTREME EXTROVERT. I can onli agree~ hahahahaha!!!

Ah Bin, Hope to see u soon! Miss u a lot leh! u now then contact me! BO XIM~ haha~~ (Ah Bin is my god brother) dun think too much. I remember last tym we go to city harvest church and had so much fun there. HAHA except for the gibberish part which always freaked me out. Remember i got lost in bedok? haha.. dunno where to find him.. i cant believe it!! LOST IN SINGAPORE. nvm. HEHA..

YAY~~ the Adidas bag seller contact me lers!! now just need to transfer the money to his account and presto! the bag's on its way. hahahaha~~~

Well post a lot le!! My ffac skin nice? plan to submit at blogskins.com. Yanhui feels that my 'rain de skin better, anyway, I'll be changing back to that soon.. hehax.. tataz!!

YAY

2005-10-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

Shan't post too long... hows my advent children skin? Not the best but.. It'll do! haha... OMG! tomorrow have to hand in my art course work already! GEE~ I'm Not Done... *help* okaee never mind.. going off now to continue with my art, tag and links not up yet, please be patient.. HAHA! thanx!!!

2005-10-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

SO HUNGRY!!! haha..

IMBORED!! Gotta wreck my brains for thinking of what to blog... Hmmm...
OH! Final Fantasy Advent Children movie rox!!!! WOO~ they make my reno look so handsome!!! Thanx Sharlene for lending me the cd or i would've MISSED IT ALL~ hahax!! so cool lor the movie, some screen shots...

Cloud, When he was about to battle with the 'king of dragons' - Bahamut. (up) Cool right??? haha!! So handsome summore.. Hehax.. Tifa, (down).

This my RENO!! haha, so cute!!! kaskoii~!!*ponders*(rain or reno... hmm..)

And this, is Rude.. btw, Both Reno and Rude are 'turks'! (u'll noe when u watch!)

And this is the coolest character ever!! Vincent Valentine, he sounds like a heart throb!

This is the lil' ninja girl, Yuffie, and she's a thief. or Was..

The final picture, Tifa Lockheart. SO COOL!!! HAHAHA..
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I think I'm going kookoo over all these stuffs, haha~ anyways, I plan to make an advent children blogskin some time soon, just gotta gather the right pictures.. heha~ support me okies?? thankiew!

-goodbye, aries-

2005-10-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

Prelims -end- O lvs, SOON!! AHHH!!!*screams and scratches the wall*

Last Sunday i was blogging... blogging...blogging... finally, I posted but when i went to my blog to see, NOTHING! it onli had Rain's back ground picture. No Links, No Nothing! *freaked out* So went to my template and realised that the bottom of my template was GONE! I had to redo my template...(regretted not having backup) HAIS. Dunno who hacked into my account and "stole" the bottom part. FREAKO! Haha.. anyway, its over, and i backed up everything.

Yesterday was the 1st day of the fasting month and during this period, muslims arent allowed to engage in sexual activities, gossip, lie or do anything sinful. which means, no huda to talk abt. SIANZ. Haha...ok...nvm. (tempted to go to the water cooler for a drink.)

Got back in contact with my god brother ah vin yesterday, haha~ he's cute okae, just taller than me and younger than me and living better then me.. WHATEVER! haha... so envious.. He msged me.. OH so sweet, nice of him to remember me after all this time! haha.. Miss ya!

Soh nEh NeHs bDae!

2005-10-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

Shohniy's birthday! very pleasant right? Wait till u see her do something EXTREME! MuAhAhaHa. I never got to take any pictures of her while she was down and dirty all covered in tomato sauce and flour. ARGH! still waiting for that qiuying to post her blog arh!

Amer, mixed flour and tomato sauce and a bit of water and created a slimy substance. HAHA. Then, he gave sohni a ONE OF A KIND hairdo by throwing all the slimy substance on her hair! EWWW! then Boon Ping threw sugar on her and someone else poured a bottle of tomato sauce on her head. PHEW, so much for starting.

Sohni then got waterbombed! with ICE COLD WATER! haha.. Some threw flour mixed with water. Anyways, Sohni got something in her eye and she threw a packet of flour into the pond! Mr Pinto, who was on the 4th floor, told us to stop and clean up. FUCKK!! (Here comes the party pooper.)

So Prem, had to remove the packet of flour from the pond.. ew, haha, and Boom Ping had his final share when we dragged sohni to the back of the DnT block to get washed with the same substance Amer created. YUCK! haha.. Here comes the bathroom part.

Whatever she's doing in the toilet, OH MAN! she has clothes on! hehax..

Her face when we forced her to come out with crap on her hair. hahaha! Miss Bean..

A full body pic, WOO SEXY! Hehax... So BueY pAi seH arh sHe..

-fin-

yanhui

2005-09-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

she's the girl who is bubbly and charismatic.

she's the girl who shone her pearly whites everywhere she goes.

she's the girl who would make a person's day brighter than the sun.

she's the girl who is always positive about so many things.

she's the girl who loves purple, and mickey mouse!

she's the girl who seems to go emo every now and then.

she's the girl who chose the chicken wing over the book and toy.

she's the girl who's fun-loving and cute.

she's my gossip partner.

she's the girl who has a great fashion sense unlike someone we know.

she's the girl who has beaten the demons of constrictions and hung out thru da nites.

she's the girl everyone thinks is cool and funny.

she's the girl who is down and depressed ryte now.

hey.. enuff... yanhui!! you have a part of brightening so many lives! dun hang on to this time line, proceed!
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JOKE:
A teacher asked her students,"Do you know where Jesus is?"
Enthusiastic Suzie raised her hand,"I know, I know! He's in heaven."
Jason said."He's everywhere around us."
Little Johnny said," NONO!!"
Puzzled, the teacher asked johnny,"Okay, so where is Jesus?"
Little johnny's reply was..."He's in my house' toilet."
"Why do you say so?"
"'cuz every morning my dad would bang the toilet door yelling 'JESUS CHRIST YOU'RE STILL IN THERE!!"
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Today's CLB oral examination was chicken feed! it was all about a guy who went to a stupid jap reastaurant and ordered soup. Den dunnoe wad big bowl small bowl lah. DuH~ primary school standard. Sure can wan lah! haha.. Maths on the other hand was kinda tough, i left 3 part questions imcomplete! but i gave my all, If i'm fated to fail then so-be-it. ARGHH!!

2005-09-25T17:43:00.000+08:00

Ma New Fantasy~ -RAIN *BI- WoOooOo.. the hottest sexiest korean singer in Asia! haha.. Like ma new skin? I made it myself! hehax... Now still having prelims, stretch up to 3 weeks arh.. hais... Worse still tomorrow got CLB 'O' level oral! DOUBLE DRATS!!

Miss my old bibi~ now he like change alot le.. hais~ i also think i changed alot. I seem to be more noisy, and slightly petty. My tolerance level has gone down, perhaps cuz i've kept many things to myself before. Now its comin' loose. How i wish i could set my emos free! haha..

to Yanhui: Hey gurl, be urself~ Take care too, there're usually a lot of ups and downs in a relationship. It must have time to develop. Now, u may be facing the downside of it. So tolerate it abit yea? Wish that things will turn out fine.

to Sharlene: Good luck fer your CLB oral tomorrow ya? Hope that Goh will let u off early. Your chinese better than mine so, haha.. Should do better den me okae?

to Adeline: Where's ur forte? build on it. Score well is ur other subs... If yer english is weak do assesments from sec 1 to 4. English is a language not a formulae. You already have a lot of ideas in ur head. Write them out.

to Aishah: Stay cheerful and bubbly! dun forget me and miss me too! haha..

To my hubby, George: Bibi.. i noe u're going through NS and we don't have much time together. My O lvs and ur work always seem to clash. But i promise to make it up to you after my major exam.Take care, miss u lots and i will always be here for ya` Rain can never take ur place too. keke!

Shohiniy: You're gonna get massive whacking from me. 3 DAYS! watch out.

2005-09-15T14:31:00.000+08:00

Prelims period now~ STRESS AH!!

We had our science practical on Monday... Bio was so-so~ Chemistry was BAD! I dunno how to do lorr!! jialat hope Bio can pull my marks up~ water is pH 7 rite? should be.. hope so~~ haha..

We had our English and e-Maths paper.. i got the letter format wrong!! AHHHH!! *scream my head off* i put 'To:', Forgot my 'Dear Sir' and signed at the end!! OMG how careless!! now maths... I couldn't do the first parts, but managed to clear the back.. hope can score at the back.. Aiyah` like no hope lor! jialat sure fail~

Anyways, Hung out with Sharlene and Aishah After school, Yanhui was with her darling, sweet ahs~ haha.. okok.. Went to macs to have... brunch? or lunch? Lets say i got to know Sharlene better. Found out that she likes guys who are cute and have muscles and that she wants to have long hair! Just that she doesn't realli like to tie her hair up, so she's planning to wait till Poly den keep. Went to the library shortly after and borrowed a few 'Dilbert' comics, not bad lehhs,, Farni lahs` haha~ especially DOGBERT.

Yesterday we had our humans elective, History was not bad, spent alot of time on SBQ though.. Hope to be able to score! i'm starting to love humans~ hahaha... After school went to macs again for breakfast. Sharlene wasn't there she went to have a haircut~ hehe... okaee~ the rest of us went to the library, haha~ in the end, yanhui and adeline borrowed a dilbert book home.. Oh! we had more food in the library, haha~ chicken chunks and salmon with cheese... nice leh! wun mind eating again~ hahaha... ok alrs gotta go stop here~

Good Luck to those having their prelims! Including me! hahaha...

2005-09-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

Goth girls... creepy... oh! I'm the one on the left.. with da purple jacket and yellow eyes. Fierce huh~ hahaha.. The gal with RED LIPSTICK is Adeline. hahaha!! Pic taken at the Art Room on Be Yourself Day. haha~~ so cutex ya... Adeline's make up was by Mdm Noorlizah Osman while mine is by ME! haha~~

sweet.. Teacher's Day but no celebration! My last year to dress up and go to school.. sads arh... poly no chance le.. No matter how we dress up still look normal cuz everyone wearing home clothes.. bah! hahahas...

Early morning, Mdm Zurina was looking at our class.. she said

"I should've come here.. as usual."

den she told me and Amira from 5n1 to stand and took our picture. SO COOL! Hmm.. during humanities, mdm sharifah treat us to ice cream hehe!! den she told us loads of ghost stories!! omg... about the previous school she was in... she said something about walking to the humanities room den like it'll take forever to reach.. and also about a time when all the students will go hysterical. She also mentioned about being unable to pray as there will be things disturbing her. creepy.. When she's in the humanities room with the windows and doors closed, her papers can still fly around... Her school was probably one of the places the Japanese people used to kill innocents during the war.

Back here.. haha~ After school Alice, Rui Wen, Aishah, Farid (her guy), Wendy, Gina, Chensheng, Xiu Juan, Linda, Adeline, Zhi Young, Zhen Chong, Qing Long and me went to amk to play pool~ haha!! My first time.. i dunno how to play wan... anyhow lars.. i no strength also.. hahaha!! hit the ball the ball wun go very far.. Any ways we had loads of fun!! Had to pay for 2 tables though cuz sum pple kept hogging the table and never let others play.. but had no money to pay for the table. sucks right? i'll starve on Friday if she doesn't pay back.. what kinda boyfriend doesn't bring money out. sucks.

speaking of fun, the funniest thing that happened today was when we, adeline, aishah and me scared our school principal with our fake scars and scary faces.. hahaha!!! he said tht when he cane a guy, we must do on the boy's butt, to show the end result. hahaha!!! so funny!

2005-08-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

HURRAY!! I've got a merit for my piano examination grade 4!!! HAHA.. so happy mann~ Tee hee... 'be urself day' is coming!! our class theme is 'enigma' which means MyStErIoUs!! haha... SO EXCITED!! last year like rojak! hopefully this year will be better.. hahax..

Ever since the 'cat fight' in the canteen, we've not been talking to each other. Almost everyone in class is avoiding her. Even Rashmi!! so happy~ yeah... who needs a bitchy friend? Amira and gang seems to be the neutral party... hmmx... Nazrul they all oso~ Guess they're the only one talking to her. Hmm not forgetting Aideel...

There was once, about a few months back, Huda was damn damn quiet.. den Aishah asked her..

Aishah: "why are you so quiet today?"

Huda: "I think... I'm pregnant with Afiq's child."

Aishah: "oh really?" *rolling eyes-

WAHAHAx.. okok next part. How could someone be pregnant? ..if.. She asked me for a pad last wednesday? STUPID RITE???

On wednesday, during recess, we (yanhui, adeline, sharlene, aishah and me) managed to confront Afiql.. i was initially walking off.. until i realised that my clique was not behind me.. haha~ i turned and I SAW Aishah toking to Afiq! yeah.. the moment has come...

Aishah: "Have you ever been to huda's house?"

Afiq: "No, why?"

Aishah: "She said that she's pregnant with your child."

Afiq: "WAT?!"

Gleeful Me: "She said you 4 a.m go her house to have that den you carried her to the bed,"

Sharlene: "Den you give her goodnight kiss."

Yanhui: "and you took the keys and ownself go home."

Afiq looked damn damn shocked his expressions were funny. haha!! EXPOSED!!! So HAPPY!!! HAHA... you should've seen his face! haha..

After school yesterday, yanhui, aishah, sharlene, adeline and me went to burger king to eat..
Den was talking all about huda lor... haha~ 80% of our conversation was abt her.. so interesting ah~? haha..

NEways.. managed to snap a few pics..

yanhui & sharlene

similar to the one above.. spot da diff?

see yanhui's face?? haha sharlene so pwetti..

wah!! zuai!!

Sharlene!! New found best friend!

WHAHAHA~ yanhui so cutex!!
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I don't need a friend
whom i cant trust.
I don't need a friend
who is a liar.
i don't need a friend
who likes to compete with me.
I don't need a friend
who repeat what she says just
because whe wants to convince me.

All i need, is a friend whom i can trust,
share problems with, have fun with and
who will be there for me throughout my
entire lifetime.

I need no stupid lying bitch.

YANHUI JIA YOU!!

2005-08-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

okaee this was what happened... it was rainy thursday morning and i was singing to Adeline or Sohni... i cant remember... outside the hall. I was singing 'heaven knows' by Rick Prise, inspired by a blind superstar finalist Wei Lian, then i saw... HER.. i saw yanhui lahs~ haha~ but she nv tok to me or wad lah~

"hey yanhui u come le never tell me..."

she turned around grinning from ear to ear.

"guess what?? we patched!"

OMG!!!! WHEN?? HOW?? These were the first things which came to my mind~ i really like people to do sweet things~ it may not be for me but i'd feel happy for that person who recieves anyway~ haha!! so DAMN DAMN HAPPY FER YANHUI lehhs!! Haha~~ told u le~~ that time 75%~ remember?? Hehheh~ my predicament..

*Jia You & best wishes frm diana*

Had my O level english oral on FRIDAY. 19/08/05, two days after my 8 months of togetherness with my Georgie hubby~

The examiners i got were the 2 ladies.. heard that they were bias towards guys~ hmmx... unsure though~ I was the 3rd last.. sharlene was 2nd and she was so act relax lidat~ hahax~ Linda, Gelvin and Qing Long kept asking me to sing~ then after every song they'd say,

"why you never go and participate superstar????"

"um... i didn't know about it" was my usual reply~ haha~

Rui Wen and Sarah were like reading and reading~ they were so tensed~ den talk talk after abit they relax le... haha~ helped ruiwen with picture description and everything lor.. sarah kept asking me how to read this and that~ but i'm glad that i was of some help...

Soon~ it was my turn~ i tried really hard not to stare into the examiners' hard cold eyes.. I'd turn into stone if i did~ as if they are like Medusa (a legend: the woman with snakes on her head who'll turn anyone into stone if they looked into her evil eyes.) hahax.. okok back here~ i read the passage and they were like smiling and smiling~ hope i did well..

PICTURE DESCRIPTION: i was so tensed... i'm not very good at picture description i guess i managed to scrape through anyway~ i was able to use a few impt words like 'busker' which meant street performer and 'on-lookers' and 'passer-bys'. SHIVERS!

"i can see that there's a busker on the right hand side of the picture. She looks like she's dancing as she has her body twisted and her arms outstretched. Her legs are also crossed over the other. Her eyes aren't looking at the passer-bys and she's not smiling. Perhaps she's concentrating on her moves."

"what do you think she may be thinking about?"

" i think she may be thinking about the steps of her dance... or may be worried of making a mistake. She may also feel confident and is telling herself to make this good! or something like that."

I continued describing the picture and they were smiling and smiling all along.. phew!!

Conversation. It was ok~ they asked " tell me about a play or exhibition you've been to."

thank goodness i went for a play last night! the dimsum dollies! and i told them all about it~ the singing the dancing.. bla bla~ when i mentioned Pam O one of the examiners looked up from the piece of paper she was looking at and smiled! haha~ the next question was about a friend i knew long ago~ and how different it has been of sumthing like that...

Hope to get an A at least~ haha!! happi be-earlied birthday to KAI XIANG!!

okok lah~ i think more than enuff le rite??

2005-08-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!! recently my mother board crashed! Wah... a few days without my com felt like months! Hopefully it wun happen again. The same problems still persists though... like i am still unable to shut down my com. The person said that its a problem with the software and that I had to reinstall windows. GRRR!!! If i got time den say lah! haha..

Today yanhui and me went for lunch at MOS BURGER. That adel tua us again... argh heck! oways lidat de. Nvm.. We had a lot to talk about leh!! haha... she was soooo damn cheerful lors! Just talking to her can brighten up ur day.HAHAs. That's a good thing abt her... Hee.. Now that i think back... yanhui has changed alot! haha...

She used to be those like ah lian that type.. or so i thought. Den cum sec 5 we got closer and knew each other better lah... like just cliqued lor! cool huh~ that doesn't happen everyday... Hmm.. we were talking about that Adel and about how her 'liao' is always shorts of an 'o'.. We called adel, wanna ask her where she is mahx..

yanhui:"Hello adeline ah? where are u LIA.." She can do it so deliberately lor!!

I was chuckling all the way! hahax~ Its so much fun to be with a friend who is funny in all sorta way, has a lot of common interests as you, noes when you're down! Its even harder to find a friend who'd score A1 for O lvs mother tongue! I had never had a friend that close before. thanx a lot yanhui! hahax..

joke of the day!

2005-08-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the eve of national day... Everybody just NOD YER HEADS! hahax... i'm going kuku. Okok.. Our school had this Seng Kang National Day Idol and everyone enjoyed themselves. Guess what i got 2nd!!! hahax.. me and aishah... we sang 'fall to pieces' by Avril Lavingne, everything was at first so wishy washy, we planned the chair thingy at the 11th hour. Argh! at first~ went on stage, sang into the mike and couldn't hear my voice. fucked up lor.. oreadi the THIRD time like this.. AHH! but the neh nehs, http://neh-neh-4ever.blogspot.com/ , said they could hear me, but kinda soft. Anywae... Huda and Amira was Okaee... ORBI ARH. That huda got the lousy mike. No one could hear her. Guess the PA pple oso dun like her and SHUT her mike off! HAHA!

Mr Zulkifli looked like a blind man todae.. His black orbiang shades and pink and blue flowery shirt... ee.. okok` nvm~ Well, he got 1st. hahax! damn funny lor!! he still can hold his lyrics in his hand. ARgh~ where's your charisma man~~

And there was this dance item by the teahers, mdm wee, mdm yeo, ....~~~ blah blah` okok they danced pretty good! except for that miss jenny neo. dance like a BIG FAT HIPPO. WAHAHA!

Ohh, After school me and da nehnehs were like wanting to go to kovan lor so we can take nehneh photo. hahax! dun think slant! the the neh neh family's portrait. but tht PINTO made my sisters stay back lor... and do maths, lucky hui mei finished early and accompany me lorr.. if nv i would have oreadi home and would be lying on my warm comfy bed liao.

okok.. so we managed to take the neh neh photos, oso accompanying li hui to buy her sch shoes... nothing special abt tht, hmm.. went home and came on-line. Read my new updates on http://huda-sucks.blogspot.com and was pretty pleased with the response shown on my tag board! hahax! thanks pple, for keeping my site going! love ya..

Ohh.. chat with yanhui and she told me that huda actually said that Amira's singing SUCKS! AS IF HERS VERY NICE LIDAT. if hers nice ahh, I'd already have been the gueen of pop long ago! And hor, today she wear the chongsam, like so no sense of fashion. haha. looked like SHIT instead. ohh~ and i'll help qiu advertise, http://bitch-and-bastard.blogspot.com/

okok~ that's all folks.. tatax!! peace out!

Expressing myself

2005-07-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

FFUUUCCCKKKK!!! THAT BLOODY BITCH LIED AGAIN!! I HATE HER TO THE CORE!! She always make my blood boil! Argghh!! That day, after biology SSP. HUDA, Adieel, Yan Hui, Aishah and me went to the void deck to discuss about what happened earlier that day.

(Huda was seen coming to school with Hafiz. According to her, Hafiz touched her face and Aideel saw. She claimed that she told Aideel to not wait for her and go to school without her. and Aideel, being SOOO kind hearted, waited for her, as he wanted to accompany huda despite being late or what-so-EVER.) My Views: Aideel is kind, he being her stead, can choose to wait for her or leave her going to school late. As he is afraid of Huda getting angry or frustrated because he didn't wait for her despite what she told him to do. Sweet right? This puts Aideel in a righteous position. Okay. Huda appears with another guy and this guy touched huda's face. Huda, in the first place, should have informed Aideel that Hafiz would be sending her to school. I mean.. that's the right thing to do. rite? Instead of leaving Aideel in the dark.. THAT CREEP! Bitch! haiss.. pity Aideel..

(Aideel walked off as soon as he saw. You would be pissed too right? or are you not human??)
Huda came to school crying (dunno is act or wad lah asswipe!) Ok lor.. so she related this incident to us. She still can tell yanhui it was AFIQ. GO TO HELL GIRL~

okok.. (continued from 1st para) so we mediated and when me n yanhui go to the provision shop to buy some snacks, aideel, aishah and huda were left at the void deck toking~ when yanhui n me returned, we saw huda walked off and that FOOLISH Aideel still go and chase after her.. fuck lor~ if i were him, i wun gib a 2nd chance so easily, for all i know, she may be toying with my feelings. Bloody Mother Fucker. Aishah told us she action kicked the dustbin, pointed to the dustbin and said, "this is how i feel" ( i see... thrash... haha..) before she left. ACT LOR! After awhile nazrul, asri and anfal came.. den Huda and Aideel go to another block to tok tok~ whilst yanhui, aishah and me just continued playing with our handfoneys. I had this gut feeling that she told Aideel that she was too angry to talk to him, and they never break at all.

They came back about... 20 mins later den huda sat beside me and started crying. As always, i feel that she's putting up an act. HECK!! den she took the initiative and told me," we break already" , between sobs.oh n by the way, she was very soft. Like she doesn't want anyone else to know. HAH! I'd be stupid if i believed this kinda NONSENSICAL CRAP.

Today, me and qiu were at Hougang Mall, and while we were walking to the interchange, we saw HUDA and AIDEEL. WOW! Just the day before they "broke up". and they're together again?? fuckk~ told ya~ I'd be stupid if i believed those NONSENSICAL CRAPs.

TIME OUT!

2005-07-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

WOW! First time George come to my block and fetch me wor.. hahax.. Okaee.. our plan today was to go to Spotlight, Puremilk at PS and to watch a movie at Cineleisure. IN the MRT, George wanted to make the crack sound from my fingers lah.. but he injured my forefinger instead. sadx... it's a little swollen now but its still okay. We went to cine to reserve 2 tickets for the movie FANTASTIC 4! HAHA. We booked a 'couple seat' I can still remember that it was B10 and B11. Right in the middle. Hmmx.. OKaee... The movie was supposed to start at 5.10. And at that time it was only 2.45. We had Japanese food for lunch. Was not bad at all! hahax..

Okae.. so we went to PS to have a looksie at some roxy stuffs. Den we go puremilk. I wanted the bag but it wasn't for sale. We had to buy 2 tees to get that bag. sigh.. and don't haf black. So suan le lor.. i plan next time go Jurong Point and buy~ There still haf the black one. *giggles. OKaee, i went to Spotlight and bought some cloth.. Spent only 2 bucks. Kinda cheap for so much cloth.. hahax!! actaully, i bought a handkerchief which cost only 50 cents. haha. at was about 4.45 then.

So we rushed back to cineleisure.. I saw Swee Shiong's head while i was at dhoby ghaut. HAHA.. hu call me so short, onli can see that taller guy. hahax.. ok lar.. When we reached somerset, i saw Jeremy, Kah Wei, Swee Shiong etc etc... hahax! Yesterday Yan Hui got tell me that Jer wanted to watch red candy.. so i supposed they were there for that reason. Hmmx.. Okaee.. when crossing the road towards cineleisure I heard a familiar voice calling my name. hahax! I turned but din see anyone.. hahax.. i told george put he just pulled me away.. cuz we were in the middle of the road mahx.. stupid lah me. hahax! den yan hui msged and called me.. but cuz my bag with george den i din noe.. hahax! shud have known it was her.. who else would have such a loud voice?? hahax!! okok we were late for our movie anyway.. sorrie yanhui:)

Okaee.. after the movie we went to compass to buy dinner for my brudda and headed home lor.. hahax.. my poor georgy... his transport fee muz have exploded.. muacks.. luv him so much.. oh did i mention that i was like angry the whole day? i also dunno why~ hahax.. Listening to piao yi & admiring hagen's poster now..

Pass few days

2005-07-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

Quite a lot od things happened during these few days... Just didn't hav da heart to write. hmmx.. OK~ shall start from Monday~ cuz already alot of things happen le..
Monday, Adeline, Audrey(adel's sis) and some of her sis frenx and me went to watch jue dui superstar. Our main motive was to support kelly. HAHA. Actually dun nid support i think she will also go in de lor... That Li Jun hor, supporters like damn little lor.. compared to fans supporting chanel, macy and kelly. Hmms, li jun had the least number of fans. macy was 2nd last. Chanel got a lot of fans but kelly had the most. we screamed and cheered like nobody's business.. omg~ hahax! my party! OH YEAH! Planning to watch the results live tomorrow.
Yesterday was like rush hour! I ended school at 2.20 but i din hear da bell ring. Kaox! i still can play with Edwin in da art resource room. HAHA.. DUN THINK SLANT! we just play play on/off lights.
HAHA. hadta rush home. was raining lor bloody hell! i was drippin' wet from head to toe. Still couldn't get a fukkin taxi! so BO PIAN. Go compass and took a cab~ hahax.. SORRY mr taxi driver cuz i got your seat all wet![*^-^*]
When i reached home my mother was like dilly dallying.. ask her qn 3 times she still can HUH? WAD YOU SAY? wah! pengz. Okaee.. so i took a quick shower, put on some nice clothes and went out for my ABRSM Piano Examination. Could still feel it rain. lucky there were quite a number of available taxis. Managed to reach compass by 3.. Oh, btw, my piano begins at 3.15.
Lucky i reached early. Gave me some time to relax. waited about 15 mins. den the boy before me went in. I prayed that i would be able to pass this exam.. 15 mins later, the boy came out and it was my turn! It was a very nerve wrecking experience. My examiner had eyes that could have sent shivers down ur spine. But, she was very friendly. When i played my scales, i made a few mistakes and my hands were shivering all the way, i was wet and that place de air con was damn cold lor. Moreover, i was damn freakin nervous.
Played my pieces and had vocal oral. She knew i was having a flu and she gave me some lower keys that i could reach.. i hope to pass! i really wanna pass! i wan my e720c.. sobs.. i prayed to god, and hope that he can help. Nothing much happened today Just knew that i passed my SS and scored A2 hahax!! I got the highest in class for Biology! I Beat Kah Wei!! yeah!!! hehex.. listening to the song glory of love now.. so damn old le.. but nice. heex!

LAST DAY of pre-prelims!!

2005-07-15T15:57:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! Hurray!! No More exams le!! for now lah.. Hahax.. Just now do my art do until like damn shag lor... My theme was 'Unusual Viewpoint' so i decided to visualize what a fish sees through a fish bowl.. wahahax!! I colour the hand until so nice le then when i do the sand, the paint smudged onto the hand!!! GAWD!! Hadta colour the hand white or it'll look murky green~ eew... hahax!!! Like ZOMBIE!!

Den that Mr Ambul walked past while I was painting THAT hand.. He asked,
"Why you draw middle finger???!!"
"Its NOT the middle finger okaee.. Its the fore finger.."
"Ohhh... i thought it was the middle finger..."

WAHAHAHAX!! I think he cock eye or sumthin' lah~ Haha... even that Mrs Cheng asked me.. OMG!! See for urself lohh!!! hahax.. I noe it doesn't seem like what it's supposed to be... but pls lah~ i was in the middle of it... dUhx... Well, it's good to noe that i can complete my work on time..

Okok... so after that i hung around in the art room with the 4n7 artists den i went home. But only for awhile.. i had piano class at 1.45.. my teacher give me extra lesson free leh.. hahax!! Tuesday piano practical exam le... PLEASE LET ME DO WELL!!!!

Not an everyday sight...

2005-07-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

WAHH!! Bio Chem paper today very risky leh!!! omg.. when i first saw the chemistry section my mind went BLANK!! wahahax.. Den proceeded to do my biology MCQ first.. hahax.. Bio very easy leys~ 10 min finish the whole section lerrs.. den chemistry~~ i couldn't concntrate lorrs!! I still had to withstand the teacher standing next to me and her strongg perfume.. hahax.. not the i'm say she SMELLS lah.. Anywae` spend 40 mins on chemistry.. i THINK can pass lah.. or hope can~ hehex.. though i feel like I'm a GONER...

Okaee, glad that's over.. Mrs Cheng wanted to see the whole lot of 5n2 because some pple's writings were horrendous. She told me that i have language problem.. haha.. that's what'll happen when i start missing my CSI books. Hmm.. i think my storyline was also partially to blame.. all so last min de.. HENG arh.. dun nid rewrite.. unlike some pple who have to rewrite a few times.. mUahAhAha..

Hmmx... ok lor.. after school Yan Hui and me go banquet eat~ Got a lot to talk about lehh.. hahax!! Den after that Alice and Linda joined us.. Den they eat finish liao still got things to talk~ Hehe.. I think we make a great clique!! hahax.. anyway.. planned to watch initial d again with Yan Hui, Qiu Ying and George.. hehex.. Onli hope that he wouldn't mind.. haiss... so long never see him le.. all due to my exam and tight schedules.. tsk~ I miss him sooOoOooo much!!!

Exam Weekend Break!!

2005-07-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

Wah~!!! Pre-prelims period.. oreadi like stressed lor!! The English p1 the topic very hard... write about an occasion when you did not reach someone's expectation of you... dunnoe wad lar~ den very hard lor~ Spent 10 mins pounding my head on what to write... Lucky anyhow anyhow oso got 1 storyline.. hahax!! p2 worse.. the summary is a threat to my overall results. haiss... omg.. den conbined humans, history and ss.. SS i got confidence that i can pass at least bprderline.. History is a killer paper.. But lucky i got foundation.. Lucky Ms Chia last tym already drilled everything into our heads when we were in sec 3.. whew!! Maths!! i think i'll fail again this time round.. its was realli damn hard lor! fug!! chemistry as a sure fail~ but hope i dun fail too badly.. pinning my hopes on biology now~ haix.. so sad.. scared all fail!! i dowan!! i wan pass!! haiz~ hope to get straight As.. gotta pull up my socks!

sadx sadx

2005-07-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

Someone complained tht i very long nv update blog le... the fact is, got nothing to write, life ain't interesting anymore.. haix.. Anyway, got hooked on to a korean drama titles "jewel in the palace" watch le like very exciting.. total got 70 episodes.. i watch till episode 60 le.. hahax!! but damn sad lor its a bout girl named Jung Geum.. Her mother, Ming yi, was being kicked out of the palace for trying to poison the king(but she was actually being framed). Anyway, she was sentenced to death and was forced to drink poison.. but she survived. Okay. Her mother married a guy and got a daughter(Jung Geum). Jung Geum entered the palace and became a palace girl. She wanted to learn cooking and etched in her heart, was to get revenge for her mother. i wun tell u everything. go watch it urself.. haha~!! I watched till can cry.. esp the part where Ming yi, her mother died.. and when Jung Geum stuffed mountain berries in her mouth.. sad horx.. haix~ Muz watch!! By the way.. Yan Hui gotta stand up, We will be ur support. Haix.. very frustrated and angry today. my dear oways dun wan to listen to me de.. den oways take my words as rubbish. haix.. sadx..

Cut Hair le~!!

2005-06-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

I cut my hair le, wah.. like shorter lehx... but my mum say got no difference.. *sigh* okok nvm~ hahax.. den my fringe hohx, i cut slant le!! not bad~ at 1st tot wouldn't suit me.. but now, ok larrs... i dun wan cut flat le.. like very nerd lorrx.. The hairdresser very friendly hahax.. last tym my hair oso cut by her... very professional lorrr~~ The shop outside hougang mall.. ermm.. near the shop selling fruits and the shop inside blue blue de.. hahax!! wah~ dat char bo the hair, style wors.. gold colour with highlights, like Edwin last time de.. den got streaks of purple and blue.. damn style lorr~!! OH yeah~ yesterday watch Ghost Train. Alrights lah.. but got 1 part i screamed so loud like nobody's business.. hahax.. OMG so paiseh!!! *blush blush* But den i wasn't the only one lar... i was triggered by the gal sitting next to me.. hahax~~ she oso screamed like nobody's business!! hahax.. OK lah~ It was slightly confusing, actually was about the ghost train and the modern train merged lah.. den cann see all those pple who died in a train accident a few years back.. spooky lar.. but hor, like got some parts missing lorr.. aiyah~ nvm.. as long as i enjoyed myself, I'm happy.. MoJoJoJo Kushwa~!!