Recently a lot of good stuffs have been happening to me.. but my wish has not come true yet lahh... Firstly i've found a job or 2 jobs! One at carrefour and one at EUT. Both also not bad lah! Carrefour is damn slack de and the pay is still running lorhhs =) I only did atrium sales at junction 8 for EUT under b.u.m equipment. Depending on the days, our business may vary but mostly slack...
I think I found love?
I've known this guy for more than 2 years and during this period he has always been by my side. Whenever i need someone he'll be there... So i guess i felt that he will always ALWAYS be there for me and got used to it...
Working at EUT with him has brought us close... Had a lot of fun moments and memorable moments but most importantly, i think i grew some lurve for himm.. OMG!! HOW?? that was on the 1st of Febuary. It's damn clear... on the 3rd day, we had a new supervisor her name was Stella. Slowly, i learnt that i had competition. Apparently, she told Joanne, one of my collague, that she may be interested in him. so Jo asked me, "ehhs... Qi Zhi got stead with anyone older than him anortss?" and i replied, "None that i know of."
After hearing that Stella had a crush on him, i got so EMO can~~ moody... angry... sad... frustrated... the whole day lah! Lost appetite summore... Lost 3 or 4 kg le lehhs! hmm.. Never had proper meals during these days... Anyway, that night i was like complaining and throwing my heart out to habsah in long john during our dinner break. Ate 1 small cup of coleslaw also puke come out... Qi Zhi got so worried and when he told me he was, i was god damn happy!! You'll know the feeling when someone u like is actually concerned for you... =D!!
Anyways, seeing them together made my heart hurt. Stella was always flirting with him and laughing with him and being soo biased to him... One night i told him, "ehhs, u and stella can click very well hors?" and his reply was "No lah! Cuz we smoker mah and got chiong and play mahjong also." (so that's what he thinks)
During those 3 days also never eat much, mostly, a coffee bean drink and a piece of muffin, for the whole day. Until i found out that stella messages him!! WTF WTF WTF!! but was happy lah!- when i realised that he didn't bother to save her number.. Buahahaha!!
That night when qi zhi, habsah and me were in bus 88, we were all damn high lahs.. LOL. something disgusting happened that day. I will not mention it here cuz its far too embarassing =) *blushes* Anyway... when he sent me home i nv get my goodbye kiss.. so sad lorhhs... den i msged him "ehhs i still nv get my good bye kiss lehs."(as a joke lah! pls lo u think i so thick skinned??) and his reply, which i saved, was,"ok! muack! Bye! Muack gdnitex." so sweet cann...
On the last day at EUT we had to pack up all our stocks... and he was hot and sweaty like hell lahhs! so were we but not as bad. When me and habsah went to the toilet to wash up saw him! half naked!! SO SEXY CANN~~ i was like dumbfounded and melting at the same time~ weex!! Haha~~ alas! William had jio-ed him to play bball. Waiting for him to say yes. The dual between the 2 tall men.
He's the only guy who's flaws i can accept.
He's the only one who had hurt me so much even when we're not together.
He's the only one who has been by my side thruout the 2 years be it problems or loneliness or breakups.
He's my kinda guy.
He makes me wanna fall in love. I already have.
He's the only one who can make me smile genuinely.
He's always on my mind and I'm missing him already.