desert rose.
Name: Chwee Diana
Nickname(s): kittygurlx, bombshellx, elitcras, applemints, legtired.
Age: 20
D.O.B: 20th Dec 1987
Class: Warlock, Horde.
School: Temasek Polytechnic
Aims In Life: I wanna raise 6 kittens and design cars for a career. LOL!
My Self Portriat:
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
5:00 AM
First, i would like to wish my mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Love ya loads!
Thanks for bearing with my nonsense ALL THE TIME! This is the first year after a very long time that you actually celebrated your birthday... All da best mummy, in everything that you do and be sure that you'd have my fullest support!
I bought her a present a small crystal figurine with a Sapphire jewel in it's hands. Sapphire- the birthstone for a person born in September.A birthday card! Okay, it was kinda expensive for me so my ex boyfriend, Boon Kiat paid half, haha! Shall return what i owe when i see you ok? Went out with Boon Kiat that day to watch a movie... Watched 'the banquet' by Zhang Ziyi and wow, there were some 'SCENES' in there. Shuush! Dont wanna make you people high, LOL! crazy... Anyway, it's just NC16, no biggy man... But it was a nice show, alot of drama, love and action. But everyone died in the end (=X dont kill me for spoiler!).It's been ages since anyone asked me out for a movie, thanks boon kiat =) you made my lil day...Alright, A random post.The difference between kids and adults.1. When we played with sand, our parents would say, "EEYER! Don't play already! It's so DIRTY!". However, when adults play with sand they call it, 'EXCAVATION'.2. When we played with paint, our parents would call it 'A MESS', but when they played with paint, they called it 'ART'.3. When we girls took off our pillow casings and put it on our heads, they say we're cute. When a woman does that, they call it a wedding.4. When we stay out late its delinquency, but when they do is cuz they're "busy".5. When we stayed up late, they'd say that we should go to bed because there's school the next day. When they do, is cuz they have "things to do".LOL, Joel contributed some~ THANKS!!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
1:49 AM
We were supposed to have some "we" time, me and chron. Haha, but ended up dragging evan and gene along. We wanted yaqi to come too but she couldnt make it. Joel broke his specs, LOL hey, new nice expensive LEVIS specs?
So anyway, i met Gene at green, i bought my bubble tea and he bought his luncheon sandwich before taking a bus to compass point to meet the rest. Not surprisingly, the rest werent there yet, so i guess we were quite early, for nothing. HAHA...
Went into Sonare to look at guitars, piano books, guitar books, guitar picks and couldnt find what we wanted. LOL, no metal guitar pick for you GENE! Headed to the library to slack abit, I picked a "dilbert" and gene picked a book titled "choke". We exchanged books for awhile and i read chapter 2, OMG, it was about SEX! zzz, Gene, you are a pervert. I just kept on reading anyways... (i cant believe he has already borrowed it like 3 times -.-")
Chron met us in the library and we headed for lunch at KFC, again... and met evan. Ok nothing much here, just lotsa eating.
Went over to their estate to watch them skate, Chron with his new graphic deck! NICE!! and Gene, CONGRATS! You almost did it, just needs some practicing yeah... Oh gene got a tummy ache from all that KFC + skating, and had to go to evan's house to...
Right, Chron's mum cooks DELICIOUS SALTED DUCK SOUP! So 'pai seh'... But yeah, I've never really tried duck soup before, this is my first =) Thanks auntie! We headed to evan's after to strum some guitar and play some drums... I attacked the piano first though, HAHA! well duh, its like the only instrument i can play =X!
It's my first time in Evan's house. It has a very cosy feel, i mean all seng kang flats in that area are cosy... Its like a condominium! REALLY! and its freaking convenient, compass point is walking distance away, and the estate is surrounded by three 7-11s. Good buy people!
Anyway, Evan taught me the E minor chord, D major chord and A major chord, so that i can play 'boulevard of broken dreams'! WOOHOO, nice! thanks ev! Im stuck home now, got nothing to do. sighs.. boredom-ness.
Monday, September 18, 2006
2:08 AM
Everything's gonna be alright. Ignore the tagboard, we're done. WE've agreed to forget about the matter. ( Chron, you ARE harsh!)
Almost everyone i know is having problems;
1. Me, with this friend thing.
2. Chron, also with the same problem
3. Joel, panicking about us and our little triangle issue.
4. Tara, who has a little problem with me (may be bigger.)
5. Gene, who has a minor problem with his girlfriend.
6. Kenneth, who feels rejected by the society of girls?
7. Matthew Teo, N level mathematics.
8. Sohiniy, O lvs, mathematics.
9. Qiu Ying, O lvs, stressed.
10. Dzool, who has a bleeding lip.
11. Yaqi, who is kinda sad cuz someone's starting to avoid her.
12. Joanne, has a little cheena problem..
13. ... ...
14. ...
the list goes on...
(striked out meaning, problem solved.)
To everyone out there, the world may be taking its turn on us... But so long as you believe that everything is going to turn out okay, it will. An exchange of "give" and "take", and an apology to make it all right again. That's what I've learnt today =). OH, not forgetting to "forgive" and "forget".
And to Chron, I'm sorry for what happened and whatever misunderstanding we had. I'm just glad we made it through the storm, again. Hope that I'm still your bestie...
It was upsetting but all's well now... =)
A big "Thank You!" to those who tried to comfort us and help us...
we owe you!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
5:07 AM
Im so disappointed, sad, angry, frustrated... ARGH!
In this world there is only one ME.
Only one Diana Chwee.
Only one Bombshellx`One Bombshellx` who is in temasek poly
One Bombshellx` who is socialble
One Bombshellx` who is chattyOne Bombshellx` who is an audition freakOne Bombshellx` who loves to singOne Bombshellx` who loves girl guidesOne Bombshellx` who loves her friendsOne Bombshellx` who loves her besties more than they can ever imagine.Cuz Bombshellx` is lonely... Bombshellx` never had anyone to talk to.Bombshellx` grew up in a family which has more males than females.Bombshellx` grew up in a family who prefers sons than daughters.
Bombshellx` didn't know the true value of friendship until she met iuhnay.
Bombshellx` learnt to trust friends through iuhnay.
Bombshellx` has ever since treasured every friend she has made.random
you knew everything.
you knew whatever she said about me.
you knew that she talked about me behind my back.
you knew that you were supposed to be my bestie.and although i know you're pressured,
you didn't stand up for me.
you just let her be.friend, i am hurt by your careless actions.
crying as i post this.
do not call me bestie no more. cuz bestie no longer exists.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
11:29 PM
Happy Birthday to YOU,
Happy Birthday to YOU,Happy Birthday to MIYAVI!!!Happy Birthday to YOU!!!!!
He's tuning 25!!! Miyavi's my favourite J-rocker.
Kimi Ni Negai Wo~* Happy 14th September =)
Have you guys noticed, HOW TWITS HAVE TAKEN OVER SINGAPORE??!!For the past few days i've been talking about twits and cheenas, gay cheenas, bitches... (almost everything bad under the sun) to almost everyone i know?
twits are people who talk like this, "wHy eUu sh0 baDds nEhxXx??? nOrttii wOxXx."I know people who talk like this. Im not saying it's bad but... WHY THE NEED TO DO SO??? Aren't we supposedly already education in ENGLISH?? The language is already a beauty on its own. You twits have to "modify" it? It's kinda dumb looking with all the extra alphabets. What the hell is "euu" or "iish" or "moiix"? for your information "moi" is actually pronounced as "muah" which means "me" in another language. Geez, you people! It suddenly becomes a fashion statement??E-MAIL, yanhui and i were just discussing the other day about email addresses and funny names. Spamming alphabets and such for a twit is an everyday task. Hotmail is for people who speak ENGLISH not "engriish" or "engwish". I forgive you if you have a problem with your tongue. twits: Please find your own twiitmaiil so you can spam alphabets in your IDs like iilurrbeuu@twiitmail.com. *giving me the chillies*NEXT!!I had so much fun at the zoo yesterday! OMG, the elephants, rhinos, hippos and a few more animals were so smelly! I had to literally pinch my nose and walk around. LOL! aww, the sweetest thing that happened. SHAMA gave me a MIYAVI poster!! but she kept it for me cuz i didnt have a folder or anything to keep it straight. Didn't want something like that to be crumpled please. It's MIYAVI!! THANKS SHAMA, muacks! ASHTEIRU!Anyway, the otter in the animal show was SO ADORABLE! It picked up cans and bottles one by one to put it into the basket and you can see its small arms grabbing the garbage like a bolster! uber cute! Also because it was short, it had to jump to throw the garbage in? haha! Chron was scaring us all, making us scream. He pointed out a SNAIL (i hate and am afraid of snails) and made me scream in the "fragile forest". Then he made all the others scream too ahaha. There were butterflies EVERYWHERE. Butterflies are pretty but it was scary when there were so many! like a hundred? surrounding us, and to think that they've been caterpillars before creeped me out! Went to children world to have lunch there in KFC. LOL we were disturbing shama's friend about the whipped potato and how someone's thumb was dropped inside and got blended also telling her stories about finding cockroahes in the food and making her lose her appetite. hahaha her face was classic! wide eyed and everything before she took every mouth. LOL!Ahh, anyway... i had alot of fun! thanks everyone.. especially Stephenie and Shama... wouldn't have been a great day if not for the both of you =) To the rest: Let's do it again sometime!
can you feel the drift yet?when i wish upon you, kimi ni negai wo...
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
11:48 PM
CRIMES OF FRIENDSHIPSLying.
It's always been all around me.Even till now.Remember Huda?
yeah, she's a great liar,
and also a great pretender.
Backstabbing.
Tell a tale, go on!
Talk about me, LIE BEHIND MY BACK.
oh how cunning you are...
ruining my life with words from such.
Secrets.
Hush already, no one knows.
I placed my trust in you.You told the world!
Thanks now everyone knows
my dirty lil' secret.
Thanks for nothing.
Ignorance."Hey i messaged you several times!"
"You did?""Yeah, since this morning."
"Problems with the service."
Till i found out you were our with HER.
Runaway, shoo.
This is just a random post. I feel so emo-ish right now. Something happened? Yes.I feel so left out. Where are my friends. Why do i cry to myself so much alone? OH you guys are gone. GONE! I've lessen my faith in you. Why must i abhor to such pain?
The sun is gone. The clouds are left. I see nothing but gray skies. My monopoly buds have left. I am alone with no one and nothing. Tom and Jerry are my closest friends. They live in a black box in my bedroom.
Monday, September 11, 2006
3:39 AM
Guess what? I woke up at 3.50 PM!!!! Cuz i slept at 4 plus the previous night and it was raining damn heavy in the afternoon, LOL!! I am such a pig.
Switched on my handphone and recieved a message from steph. It startled me a little 'cuz no one would usually messages me during my period of slumber. Hmm, got another shock from that message and decided not to think to much about it.
Bathed in cold water so as to wake me up from too much thought.
IM BORED AND IM HOME!
What can i do??? *ponders abit*
Went on-line, okae, the usual people are on. talked to Matthew Teo and edited a retard's photo, hahaha! I MADE HER PICK HER NOSE!! Meanie me!! Click to enlarge.Went to play 'audition' with him and muahahaha revoked the cheena's there.Situation was like this:3 dancers, Matthew, Me and "DARDAR" (some cheena). I'm a noob, Matthew's a pro i think "DARDAR" was sorta novice. Okay, so we played half way and i was 2nd but i ended up in the last position(3rd) cuz all of them were so pro! I'm a noob! *sobs*Matthew: "WHY YOU MAKE HER LAST?! FUCK YOU!!"
Me: "Eh, relax matt..."
"DARDAR": "whiie euu aniieh0w shc0ld miie??! euu knnbccb!" (exaggerating)
Me: "EEEEEEE, cheenaaaa~"
Matthew: "Shut up cheena!"Me: "Yay, wanna compete?? just the both of you!""DARDAR" : "PLAY LARHHxXxx!!!"and so they started playing, i was like "FUCK CHEENAS!!!! GO MATTHEW!!!"In the end, Matthew won and that cheena still dun wanna admit defeat... "DARDAR": "neXt tiime dUnch aniiehow sc0Ld pple! euu knnbccb!"
Matthew: "Lose still wanna say us! FUCK YOU CHEENA!"
Me: "Ooo *TOUCHED* YEAH FUCK YOU CHEENA!!!!!!!!"
*kicks*hahaha, okay, so i wasn't doing much of the talking but yeah, haha nice to have someone stand up for me... Thanks Matt =) Matt's a sweet guy, i knew him in 'audition' he's a pro and he's a gentleman LOL!! He doesn't like me to finish last, and he'll always 'not play' to make me score higher and at least 1 position above him.. aww, how sweeet!Today i didn't talk much with my besties. It's okay... But i chatted with YANHUI!!! my dearie from secondary school HEE!!! I LOVE YOU DEARIE!!! Chatted about old times and how we'd mock at huda. Picked up the old habits of going into friendster and laugh at people's profiles... We miss Sharlene, so SHARL!!! If you ever see this post CALL US, ASAP! YOU'VE BEEN MISSED TOO DARL!Yanhui, me and SharleneMe and Yanhui! Just miss those days... when troubles all felt so distant.That's all about today, chatted with Amin too, nice chap =) thanks for hearing me out Amin...Edited Joseph's picture too, hahaha. Noticed that we have very different styles... Not a very good job, haha, will redo it again tmr ok jose? HAHA!! it's 4.20 AM and I've got driving tomorrow!!!OK! I SHALL GO TO BED!!! NIGHTS!
I am lost...
'what if's,
why?
what about me?
what can i do?
where will i stand?
why does this always happen to me??
will you still... be there?
Saturday, September 09, 2006
11:52 PM
I woke up in a peaceful serenity today. Only because i turned off my handphone so as not to be disturbed by those REXY peoeple... The conversation would've probably gone like this.7.45 AM *vibrates * vibrates*Mutters, "Geez, you idiots have nothing better to do in the morning!"
"Hello is this Diana? Hi, Im BALLS calling from REXY! Would you be coming for work today?""Err.. No. I'm not interested in the job already so long tatas!" *click* *Goes back to sleep.* 7.46 AMI seriously dont feel like working.. although i know that i'll go POK-ed during the period when school reopens. Hahaha, what the hell, driving's more important, i can live on the allowance my dad gives me yeahh~ Hate squeezing with the morning crowd, with school students, with office people... Hope to be able to drive to school after this hols! YAY!!!Right, let's go on with today.Today i spent the entire day with my bestie... again!Well, with Evan too! Hehe, guess what they did... they rebonded their hair!!! Usually i'd post pictures but, nahh since chron REFUSED to send their silly cheena faces i have nothing to post. sorry peepz... =)I helped them, Evan brought his rebonding cream and i helped the both of them "iron" their hair, hahaha! so both looked very different, chron, he looked nicer, with his straight fringe. and Evan was so happy he was like "WHOA...... so straight!" * pulls fringe down*.uber cuteness...After that when we were leaving, we met Chron's dad, and he wanted to rebond his hair too! HAHA, so cute lah his family... I can tell that Chron's dad's a very family orientated person. His mum's very friendly, always inviting me to have dinner at their place. His little sister, very pretty realised that she has alot of hair accessories, just like me when i was younger, except that my hair was always short.. *sobs* Oh and Chron's younger brother, who's in "wu shu"! How cool's that? Haha, well, went down to watch them skate, met 2 new skaters from the estate. Never clicked with them though, but after skating halfway the cops came. Like zzzz... Cops claimed that they were making too much noise and someone lodged a complaint, Singaporeans can't take shit for crying out loud. So anyway, the 2 new skaters left for home while chron and evan made a HUGE racket before we left. Chron fell down while doing some turn abouts and bruised his hip, poor bestie, funny getting hurt while doing silly things... (take care of yourself ok?) haha...Right, waited for chron to shower and rest abit before heading out to compass point to eat KFC again! HAHA, KFC's our life man... Since i've met Chron and Joel, think i've been eating more of KFC than Macs lol, what an impact! Went home after, showered and chilled in front of the comp. This has been quite a long post.
I've always been waiting... No one has ever cared so much before... You're the first, after a very long time =). I do not feel as unappreciated as i used to feel...at least i know, you cared.sarang - hae~*
1:34 AM
It all started... with this!
Our very first Joel, Chron and Diana pic taken after our very first class outing!
Matthew our 4th member joined our JCD clique about 2 months back =).
It's been such a long time, and we've come this far! Together, we've been through thick and thin and made our way through the 1st semester of our 1st year in temasek polytechnic. Haha, we share the same interests like rock, though of different genres. Chron's the kind who likes metal, Joel likes melodic rock mostly from is Guilty Gear soundtracks. Matthew, listens to anything! He was the one who introduced OUR favourite "I wont see you tonight" by a7x and "Holy Diver" by Dio. While me, i like punk rock and metal =). Another common interest is, we hate cheenas, those who'd always make a big scene, find trouble and give rockers a bad name ("ah bengs" and "ah lians" fall in this category).
FUCK CHEENAS!!
Okae, back to the topic =) I love my besties not only because we live on the NEL but also because they were there for me whenever i am upset, well, more often than others. They tried to understand me, try to give in to me, try to compromise and accomodate to whatever problems i had.
Thank you guys...
Chron, I've never seen a person like you before. I've never met someone who listens to death metal, I've never listened to anyone play bass before. I've never hung out with someone who skates, I've never chilled with anyone at compass point that often. You're the very first one! YAY!! Thanks for opening the door to your world =) You're a great friend! I've enjoyed a lot of fun moments with you since we've met!! You're the one who always tries to make complicated things simple and it's good! Hee... Thank You for being my bestie...
Joel, you've got a cute girlfriend! HEE, happy 17 months to both of you. You're the first one to make me understand how a gamer's life is like! It's adrenaline EVERYWHERE! House of the Dead 4, Time Crisis 4, Guilty Gear, Maple Story even down to Monopoly! Thanks for being the very first bestie i had in poly. You understood me the most, whatever i was going through, my life, my woes and i appreciate that! Thanks for hearing me out when i was down, i owe you alot! You don't have to OCPC (owe choclate pay choclate) anymore!!
Matthew, although we dont hang out much, you were still there for me when i was sad, remember that time after the paper? Hahaha, thanks so much man... Oh and i haven't find any photoshop graphic brushes yet. I promise i will ok? Matthew's a funny guy who craps alot and he always makes me laugh with his lame jokes hahaha! I won't be surprised if he has a girlfriend, in fact he's quite good looking!
here's Matthew and Joel.
I'm glad to have the three of you as my besties, three cheers to us!
Hopefully, we can make it through to the next semester without breaking a sweat and land our asses in the same class! WOOTS!
Our latest JCD picture,
Look at US! compare it with our first picture, Chron, congrats, your hair grew =) Joel, you still look Beng lahs, hahaha!
and Matthew! You never fail to make us laugh, even in your pictures hee~*
Basically our little clique is rather interesting, we have an ah beng, an emo and a small boy. They call me ah lian~ whatever... hahaha!